I went home thinking about everything that had transpired at Shane's. I messaged him back on Grindr, thanking him for the experience but relaying that, despite some of my best orgasms ever, I was still unsure of the whole situation. He replied, "Just think about what you felt with me. Don't worry about the outside influences."
Those words sat with me, especially as I got home and pulled up gay porn on my laptop. Usually, intense experiences like I had that evening will require another orgasm to "wind down" afterward. As I watched big black cocks fucking white twinks on the screen, I blew another load and went to sleep.
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The rest of the week continued as normal. Friday evening came around, and I decided I was going to get in some dildo training. I got home and went in the shower to enema. I had a hose attached to the shower head that always gave me a nice deep cleaning before my playtime. After cleaning up and drying off, I set up my laptop and pulled out my dildo collection.
I searched to find a long video that would play while I used my dildos. I finally found a 55-minute long video that depicted gay hypno and words of affirmation and set it to play.
Immediately, images of muscular men and big penises flooded the screen, which eventually became videos of gay love. This love-making was accompanied by a feminine voiceover, saying phrases like:
"Take the cock. Take the cock."
"You know you love it you faggot."
"Suck that Big Black Cock."
"Swallow his fat cock."
"Take it hard in the ass."
"Eat his cum."
"Have his babies."
"You're such a fag for Black Cock."
And on and on...
Meanwhile, I got my hole lubed up and slid in my warmup dildo. It was five inches and not super thick. It could be used to massage my prostate perfectly and cause me to squirt handsfree. It was my first dildo from when I went to college at 18, and it, along with the others I'd acquired, was why it took until 23 to finally submit to a real man.
After working my hole for a few minutes, I switched to my 7-inch Black strapon dildo. This one had more length but not a ton more girth. I had a girlfriend for a couple years in college who quickly realized I was a sub. She became Dominant in the relationship and frequently pegged me or put me in chastity and had me fuck her with the strapon. After a while, we only used the strapon for sex, as it filled her much better and I could continue until her completion. She had been frequently disappointed during the early part of the relationship when I came nearly immediately each time. With the strapon, she came over and over, and I didn't cum at all. After two years, she broke up with me for a hung stud, whose cock I found out was the size of Shane's when she sent me videos of their lovemaking. Looks like we both ended up getting what we truly wanted: giant cock.
As the video continued, I progressed to my newer dildo in the collection: a ten-inch soda can-thick Black realistic dildo. This one filled me up to the brim, and it was the reason I was even able to take Shane a few nights before. I positioned the dildo underneath me, and lowered myself onto my giant friend. Riding cowgirl style with my hand and feet flat and my ass sliding up and down the shaft, my cock alternated between soft and hard. When hard, it would bounce around wildly, but not once would I dare to touch it.
At about the 25-minute mark of the video, I had my first sissygasm of the night, with watery semen squirting all over the towel I'd put down under me. This continued through the remainder of the video, and another one that was 47 minutes long, with me cumming handsfree a total of five separate times.
After collapsing from exhaustion and eventually cleaning up my mess, I checked Grindr. Still horny as I'd yet to have a penile orgasm, I wanted to see if I could find someone to sext. I had only received a couple messages, the latest, from a couple hours before, was from Shane.
He was asking when he could see me again to have my ass. Being off work until Monday, I replied that I could come over tomorrow (Saturday) night. He told me to make sure my ass and pubes were clean-shaven and to be over at 5 pm. He said he had a surprise waiting...
With that, I decided not to stoke myself to orgasm and remain horny until I saw him.
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At 4:58 pm, I drove down the long one-lane road near the mountain and finally reached and veered off into Shane's driveway. I arrived at the cabin and was met by him outside sitting completely naked. It was October, but unusually warm, probably still about 75 degrees. Before I could exit my car, he walked toward me and motioned for the window to go down. I complied and was met with his massive erection right into my face. Removing my shirt, I took him in one hand and guided him to my mouth. His cock smelled and tasted so good, just like he'd stepped right out of the shower.
"You are to pleasure me and swallow your reward before you exit your car. Remove the rest of your clothes now."