Three years ago if someone had asked me what my favourite part about watching porn was, I would reply "Seeing those beautiful women sucking cock." Fast forward to today at the age of 22 and if asked the same question I would unflinchingly reply "Imagining myself as those women making all men's fantasies come true!"
Until a few years ago I had never noticed myself only watching blowjob scenes in a pornographic movie. I skipped the pussylicking, watched the girl give a blowjob, skipped the fucking and enjoyed watching said girl taking a cumshot. What seemed nonchalant turned to obsession, I didn't care what the woman looked like, I didn't care what the man looked like, all I wanted to see was a hot blowjob. My computer now full of movies trimmed down to only include the blowjob and cumshot. After a while that wasn't enough, I started browsing through pictures and letting my imagination roam free.
It changed me, any girl that I would invite over or meet up with, I demanded she lay between my legs and suck my cock. Of course their technique never lived up to my fantasies so I would spend the entire time instructing them. Still this wasn't enough for me, I needed something more but what?
Then one day in the middle of an hour long blowjob session I was receiving, I looked down at the girl doing her best to service me and thought to myself what if that were me. Sure I'm not gay but girls just don't seem to enjoy the act of giving a blowjob and I could do it far better. I had a newfound obssesion for blowjobs, I browsed through all my old videos and photos, now simply imagining myself servicing a man to his fullest.
It was all I could think about, I would lie in bed for hours going over so many different fantasies in my head, like catching my next door neighbour sunbaking and offering some 'help' with the tanning lotion, or someone breaking into my house and forcing me to suck him till he cums in my mouth. God the frustration was building within me because my imagination was no longer cutting it, I neeeded to hold one in my hands, I wanted to be a cock worshipper.
I spent what felt like months browsing through craigslist browsing for a potential partner to fulfill my fantasy. Every time I found a decent post, I filled my mind with excuses as to why I shouldn't. Until one day after coming home from a nightclub and feeling incredibly horny I thought screw it, I can't wait. After a few minutes I found him, his name was Daniel, he was 43 and his post simply stated "Looking for a blowjob buddy to give me regular head, no strings attached, must be under 26". If the post wasn't perfect enough, the picture of his cock was everything I imagined it would be, standing 6 inches, with a fat head, thick and shaved with beautiful big balls to match.
I knew this was it, so I started typing a message, shivers running down my spine and my fingers nervously hitting each key. I decided to just go all out on my message to him. "You are everything I am looking for, been wanting for years to lay between a man's legs and worship his cock for hours, but have never found the right person. I want you to own my mouth the same way I want to own your cock. Please write back!".
I waited nervously a few hours until a new message popped up in my inbox. "Well you sound like the person I am looking for! Send me a pic and in return I'll give you my number ;)". Wow so now my heart was racing, he wanted a pic and ths could all be possible. Now I consider myself to be fairly good looking, I'm very athletic and keep in good shape. Have a nice little baby face and am fully shaved from neck to toe. So what type of picture I sent would be easy, I wanted to impress him . So I put on some knee high socks, a singlet and short-shorts. I laid down on the bed, flat on my stomach with my feet sticking up behind me and my finger sitting on the tip of my tongue.
I sent the pic, I was getting hornier and hornier by the minute, I wanted to wank so bad but this moment could only get better so I kept my composure. After only a few minutes he replied "Wow that's so fucking hot you can blow me looking like that anytime here's my number ... Call me ASAP this needs to happen!" My god it seemed like this guy was more anxious than me to do this.
I texted Daniel
"I want to do this soooo bad, but I want you to take it easy on me."
"Of course, I will be so gentle, you just take it easy on my cock :b"
"Lol. I'm going to treat your cock like I would a lollipop or popsicle, I'm gonna lick it, smooch it and suck it till there's nothing left!"
I'm starting to really get into it at this point, it might be the only time this ever happens so may aswell enjoy every minute of it.
"FUCK I want you here right now!"
"I'm ready whenever babe, send me your address and I will be lying between your legs letting you slap your cock on my tongue till it goes numb :p"
5 minutes later he sends his address. "I'm free all night so come over whenever, sooner the better :D"
This is it now, I can't back out, I finally have the perfect person and setting to live out this cock worshipping fantasy of mine. My family were all out at work so I decided to keep on what I was wearing and head out. I don't think I had ever been more nervous in my life, I probably almost caused a few accidents in traffic I was so distracted and anxious! The drive there was only 20 minutes but it felt like an eternity.
I pulled up to the house. It was fairly big, but there was no time to enjoy the view. I rang the doorbell, my heart pounding, then the door opened. There was Daniel in all his glory, wearing only trackpants with a visible bulge almost forcing a split in them. I almost couldn't breathe, my mouth had gone dry. He broke the silence "I can see you're a little distracted, please come in". He took a step back and extended his arm towards the hallway. I hesitantly took my first few steps into the house not being able to take my eye off the massive bulge sitting in his trousers.
The sound of the door closing behind me was one of horror and complete submission to my fantasy that I would find myself in this position and I wouldn't want it any other way.
"Can I get you a drink?" he asked.
"Just a water please" I replied with a raspy voice.
"Sure, have a seat, make yourself comfortable".
As horny as he may have been, he was being very patient with me, understanding my nervousness, it was helping to relax me. When he passed me the glass of water I gulped it down, I got up and filled another one myself and gulped that down aswell. I started breathing a little easier now and just as I did that Daniel said "Hey, why don't you come follow me upstairs?" with an apparent smirk on his face. I chuckled a little, that eased some tension.
"Haha there you go, just relax man, we can go at your pace, what do you wanna do?"
Without thinking I replied "I want your cock. Now!" Wait what, no I was a nervous wreck I wasn't thinking clearly, maybe this was only a good idea in my mind, maybe I can't do this. Then I felt Daniel's hand softly caress mine, he stared into my eyes for a few seconds, then to my shock, he kissed me and without hesitation I kissed him back, passionately. I immediately placed my hand on the bulge in his pants and this gave me an immediate sense of satisfaction, I let out a loud moan, so did Daniel.
"Would you like to be somewhere more comfortable?"
I nodded with a big smile on my face. He took my hand and led me to the bedroom. It was night by now and the room was dimly lit with a massive king-sized bed laying grandly in the middle of the room. This was everything I could have imagined. We continued kissing as I slowly started shuffling him towards the bed, he fell back on the bed and slowly wriggled back towards the head as I slowly crawled up towards him.
"You look so fucking hot" Daniel spat out.
"You look so fucking hot" I replied straight back. I laid on my stomach, in the exact same pose as the picture I sent to him. I took a moment to let it sink in, the perfect man in front of me, the perfect cock sitting under my chin, I was just praying this wasn't a dream.
He started caressing my cheeks and was staring at me so intensely. While I run my fingers all over his stomach. I was so caught up in the moment, I almost pulled his cock out from his pants, but I regained myself I was going to do everything I said I would, including enjoying every single moment. I leaned up and kissed him on the lips before beginning my descent. I made sure to give him soft little kisses all over, starting at his neck, then his chest, the moaning started as I got to his stomach.
His whole chest and stomach to my suprise and pleasure was also shaved. With my arms extended out toward his chest I began licking all around his waist, he started shivering with every few licks, that made me feel so good. Guys love the visual of a blowjob so I made sure to swing my feet side to side and back and forth to show my enjoyment.
He responded to that "You're an excitable little cocksucker arn't you?"
"Wait till I get your cock out" I said as if I knew what I was going to do.
"Ahhh fuck yeah" he responded as his head lay back against the pillow. Now my head was level with the bulge of his cock pushing against his track pants. He wasn't wearing underpants so he should enjoy this part. With his cock angled to the side, I took a long look at him before placing my lips against the tip of his bulge. He let out a huge moan. I started kissing from the tip to the bottom and back up, this was driving him crazy.
"God you're teasing me so much that feels so fucking good babe." I thought him calling me babe would feel wrong, but it actually empowered me to keep doing what I was doing. I had been quiet up till this point, staying focused on what I was doing until I said "You want me to pull it out now?" with the sluttiest little look on my face.
