I had been curious for awhile. I couldn't tell you exactly when but it had been years. It grew over time. At first i truly only liked women. But as i aged my fantasies took a turn. Even when dating beautiful women i would sneak off into the night to masturbate to gay porn over and over. I was so jealous even watching a woman blow me because she got to do what i wanted to. She got to suck cock.
Now 26, I had just become recently single after a long relationship and had moved in with my new roommate Greg. He was fucking gorgeous. Women loved him. Men loved him. And to be honest, he kind of pissed me off. But he made the rent and kept clean so he was definitely better than any roommate i had lived with thus far. He was about 6'2" and well built. I'm 6' dead even and next to him i felt so small. My tiny frame was nothing next to him. What I almost hated about him turned out to become one of my favorite things.
As my curiosities grew i began to experiment while alone. It began with just a finger in my ass while I jerked off. Then one day after a good paycheck I was feeling a bit overeager and bought myself a toy online. Nothing crazy of course. Just a small 6" dildo. About 3/4" thick. When it came in the mail i couldn't wait to try it out.
I immediately went to the bathroom and began to shave. I made sure to take extra care to get every bit of hair as well as not cut myself in the process. I made sure everything from my groin to ass was completely spotless. Then i took an enema i had purchased earlier as well as a good shower. This was my first time putting anything but a finger up there as i was gonna do this right.