I'm a very complicated person. I love women but can't stop getting my ass fucked by men. I don't find men attractive, not in the least. I find the act of a fat cock invading my tight asshole so sexually gratifying. I love to feel "him" come in me, I almost always keep his deflating cock in me while I frantically stroke my cock until I cum and squeeze my hole to "pop out" his cock.
Hi I'm "Robert" in 2024 I turned 51 and I'm enjoying the best sex in my entire life. It was an accident but I'm using it to the fullest advantage. I'm a big guy 6' 241lbs. Strong build from years of working. I'm not a gym body but I'm strong enough to take what I want.
In 1997 I was on AOL in the chat rooms looking for women. It would take hours getting a lady to agree to meet. Most of the ones I was going after I would not date. I just wanted to fuck. And Fuck I did. As more and more people got online it became more difficult.
I started to look around and found the M4M chats and would talk for awhile until I was hard and cum on a towel. This would go on for awhile. I started to notice that thinking about a boy or girl sucking my cock was the same. I never thought of myself as a fag that would allow a man to fuck my ass, I was the top, I was the "man".
My first time I talked to this guy my age, he had a place and he wanted to trade blowjobs, I met him at his apartment, the door was unlocked and lights were off. I walked in, not really scared I'm a strong guy, I know how to fight. He was in his bedroom, dick out and he was wearing a shirt. I dropped my shorts, climbed on the bed and put my dick in his mouth. My goodness this act unlocked a new level of sexuallity. Several minutes later he grabs my hand and pulls it to his cock. This was the first dick other than mine to touch my hand. It felt normal, just like mine. He finally asked if I could suck him. I went between his sprayed legs and put his dick in my mouth. It tasted clean and sponge-like. I didn't feel any different, it was a long sponge-like "thing" in my mouth. I just started sucking and moving my hand like I was jacking him off. When he got close I moved away and he came all over my hand. I felt weird. I felt out of place. The "dirty act" was over and I didn't know what to do. I laid back and jacked off while he sucked my nipples. Once I came I got cleaned up left. I've never seen him since.
This was most of the 90's and early 00's. Once a week I would go online and seek a man to suck me and allow me to fuck his ass. 99% of the time I would strike out or pussy out. What I noticed is that 99% of the men online wanted to get blown or blow. It was hard to find men that wanted to get fucked in the ass. I'm not saying they were not out there but most wanted a relationship or at least not a one night stand. We'll I didn't find men attractive, I didn't like talking to feminine men. So I would just cum in my hand and go on about my day. Later in the decade I bought a dildo and when I would travel I would play with my hole. This took years before it was something that I did weekly. Once I understood how the asshole really felt once the work was put in to make it feel good, I was hooked. Today I described myself as a top that loves to get fucked. I love being fucked in the ass and after he blows his load to flip him over or as this story will later describe slide into another man's hole. So this is me. Now I want to tell you how I got lucky.
In 2023, I was on gringr looking. I was also on a bareback site. I learned about PReP and read up on the medication. One month later I discovered a man named Huey. He's older and very Gay. After talking to him I told him that I like to bottom but I like to fuck too. Pictures were exchanged and he told me he was 100%top but he could get a bottom to join us. This was a common promise and generally was a lie or couldn't happen. Well I took a chance and drove from my house to his over 50 miles away. I texted him when I arrived and was told to come in, the door was unlocked and he was in the back.
When I walked in the bedroom Huey was on his back getting his very nice cock sucked. The man sucking him was naked and his wet asshole was pointing at me. I said "Hi!" As I began to undress, Huey said hey buddy, this is my friend he loves to be fucked. I got naked and for the first time I was nervous. Do I eat his ass, play with it, get my cock sucked? We'll I walk up and just slid my very hard cock all the way to the root. I have a normal thickness and 7.5 length. I just started fucking no foreplay just the sounds of a cock fucking a looses asshole. Huey removed himself and walked over. He was shorter than I expected. But his cock was as advertised. His large mushroom was almost double the shaft and it stuck out 8 full inches from his potbelly. Huey played with my hole as I was still fucking his friend. At one point he spread my ass and sucked on my hole. Like really sucked and probe it with his tongue. This was a first. I just stopped and pulled out of the man I was fucking and bent over.
