I'm a very complicated person. I love women but can't stop getting my ass fucked by men. I don't find men attractive, not in the least. I find the act of a fat cock invading my tight asshole so sexually gratifying. I love to feel "him" come in me, I almost always keep his deflating cock in me while I frantically stroke my cock until I cum and squeeze my hole to "pop out" his cock.
Hi I'm "Robert" in 2024 I turned 51 and I'm enjoying the best sex in my entire life. It was an accident but I'm using it to the fullest advantage. I'm a big guy 6' 241lbs. Strong build from years of working. I'm not a gym body but I'm strong enough to take what I want.
In 1997 I was on AOL in the chat rooms looking for women. It would take hours getting a lady to agree to meet. Most of the ones I was going after I would not date. I just wanted to fuck. And Fuck I did. As more and more people got online it became more difficult.
I started to look around and found the M4M chats and would talk for awhile until I was hard and cum on a towel. This would go on for awhile. I started to notice that thinking about a boy or girl sucking my cock was the same. I never thought of myself as a fag that would allow a man to fuck my ass, I was the top, I was the "man".
My first time I talked to this guy my age, he had a place and he wanted to trade blowjobs, I met him at his apartment, the door was unlocked and lights were off. I walked in, not really scared I'm a strong guy, I know how to fight. He was in his bedroom, dick out and he was wearing a shirt. I dropped my shorts, climbed on the bed and put my dick in his mouth. My goodness this act unlocked a new level of sexuallity. Several minutes later he grabs my hand and pulls it to his cock. This was the first dick other than mine to touch my hand. It felt normal, just like mine. He finally asked if I could suck him. I went between his sprayed legs and put his dick in my mouth. It tasted clean and sponge-like. I didn't feel any different, it was a long sponge-like "thing" in my mouth. I just started sucking and moving my hand like I was jacking him off. When he got close I moved away and he came all over my hand. I felt weird. I felt out of place. The "dirty act" was over and I didn't know what to do. I laid back and jacked off while he sucked my nipples. Once I came I got cleaned up left. I've never seen him since.