My first stories covered my seduction and introduction into the pleasures of m2m sex and intimacy. It all started with a surprise kiss from an older gentleman, I had never even thought about kissing a man and to this day it is my most memorable first kiss.
Who knew that kissing a man would feel so natural, so sensual, so naughty, so very gay, and so incredibly wonderful? Obviously not me, at least until his tongue slipped past my lips and touched my tongue and also my soul.
Within 5 minutes of my first man kiss I had my first man cock in my mouth. And 15 minutes later I had my first man cock in my boypussy. Later on I was lucky enough to find a special man who turned my fantasy of being a man's cockslut and cumslut five times into a wonderful 2-year affair where I provided weekly service calls to service his cock, drink his sperm, and be rewarded with his kisses and cuddles.
Other than the 100+ times I serviced my dream stud, I have only been with men 10 other times and that's with 4 different men. So I've kissed 5 men, sucked 5 men, been fucked by 2 men, and developed a crush on and got addicted to 1 man's cock, cum and kisses. But there are a lot of things I haven't done with men that I fantasize about doing and hope to do someday. Most likely none or very few will get checked off the list, but they give me something to dream about and hope for.
Up until the moment my older gentleman seduced me with my first man kiss and opened my mind and body to the pleasures of m2m sex and passion, I thought the extent of my walk on the wild side was being with t-girls and sometimes crossdressing myself. Then I foolishly thought that once I completed my fantasy of being a man's cockslut and cumslut 5 times I would check it off my fantasy bucket list and return to meeting t-girls to get my cock and passion fixes.
I was quite wrong, on what was to be my 5th and final session of servicing his cock, my stud kissed me passionately and for the first time I felt that it was more than just part of the sex act. I felt a true connection and bonding with a fellow man, it was intimate, it was affectionate, it was romantic, it was sexy as hell, it was just what I needed. There I was, naked in bed with a man, the taste of his sperm in my mouth as he's kissing me and I couldn't have been more turned on, more lustful, more insatiable, or felt more at home.
No wonder I never thought seriously of being with a man, I assumed I would be in the Alpha Top role. The first man put the thought in my head that my natural gay role is that of a beta bottom. My dream man confirmed that he was correct, my pleasure comes from pleasing my lover and my greatest pleasures comes from sucking cock, drinking cum, and kissing a man.
These are most of the items on my gay bucket list, they are in a somewhat order of desire but some have been added as I thought about ways I can please a man by offering my body to him for his pleasure. As I fantasize about making these bucket list items a reality, I picture my Asian lover as the leading man in most scenarios. But I'm open to others auditioning for some roles!
- Spend the night with a man
I don't know why I never did this with my stud. There were times I would go service him Friday night and go back to his house again Saturday morning for my breakfast of cum-filled Chinese sausage, the Breakfast of Cumsluts.
Perhaps I was afraid that my lust and desire for him would fade overnight and I'd want to sneak out in the early morning like an ashamed sorority girl. Or maybe I would have realized that my lust and desire for him had nothing to do with how much blood was filling either of our cocks, that I could and should live my gay side for more than 2 hours at a time.
I wish I had given him a midnight blow job and then fell asleep in his arms with the delicious taste of his cum still in my mouth. Then when he returns to bed from a trip to the bathroom in the middle of the night, I climb under the covers and lick the remaining drops of pee off his perfect cock and suck it long enough to get him hard so he can fall back asleep with a hardon and I can go back to sleep with a taste of his precum on my tongue and lips.
Then in the morning instead of driving over to service his morning wood and get my breakfast of cumsluts, I could just slide under the covers and service my stud. I would have reduced my carbon footprint and increased my sperm input, a definite win-win.
- Go on a vacation with a man
This is an extension of spending the night with a man, but for multiple nights and with being together out in public. In my fantasy we go away as a couple on a "gay cruise" and for the first time in my life I show my gay side outside of closed doors. I imagine how I would proudly hold his hand as we stroll about the ship and I show off the stud I am with. During the cruise we would look for certain men to join us in our cabin to enhance and expand our sexual repertoire. We could invite other Alpha males for my stud to share his beta with, or we could invite another beta for me to please my Alpha with.
- Be the middle man in a spit-roast
I'm in heaven when I have a cock in my mouth, and I've also visited heaven when I had a cock in my ass. I can only imagine that it would feel like being in Heaven's Penthouse having a cock in my mouth at the same time I have a cock in my ass. I imagine myself on all fours as they play ping pong with my body and use me for their pleasure and fill me with cum at both ends.
