"Yes! A in the class! I don't know what I would have done if I hadn't met you."
"Just failed philosophy miserably," I chuckle at Sterling.
"You are definitely right. Thanks to you not only did I pass but I got an A which I never could have done without you tutoring me and refusing to kiss me if I didn't get an answer right."
"All good things come to those who study," I chuckle once again.
"So how do you want to celebrate now that the semester is over? Half of your freshmen year is officially done."
"I know. It's exciting but scary too. I feel like you bumped into me just yesterday and sent my heart breaking into a million pieces with your gorgeous smile."
"Oh did I really?" Sterling smirks.
"Oh shush," I push Sterling with my shoulder a little while we were walking towards my dorm.
It literally takes all my strength to move this guy. Having sex is a real challenge sometimes. I can't ever dominate him and push him on the bed. No wonder he is an amazing football player.
"Hey Adrian!"
Cody leaps on me when I enter my room.
"Hey Cod. What's up?"
Without even turning my head, I knew Sterling was behind giving me the, "get a different roommate, he just wants your dick and I won't allow that ever," look. Sure Cody has always been clingy with me whether it's because we became good friends or if he has a crush on me, but I just find him innocent. He knew Sterling and I were seeing each other so he would never do anything. Sterling didn't believe me though. He said that taken men are always more appealing to single. It's like the forbidden fruit they can't have. I would just roll my eyes and change the topic every time.
"So how did all your exams go? I didn't do as well as I wanted. Two C's but the rest A's and B's."
"Oh that's unfortunate, I can help you study sometime if you want."
Cody jumps up and down with joy like a school girl. Only then does he notice Sterling. He isn't a big fan of Sterling just like Sterling doesn't like him. He said that football players are all, well players. They only have one thing on their minds. He told me to be careful otherwise he would kick some ass which always made me smile. Truth be told, he is sort of right. Since we started dating, Sterling and I never really went out. We hung out on campus getting food and watching movies while we had sex but we never went out to eat at a restaurant. I was wondering if we would ever do anything but I don't really blame him, the semester did fly by. I had to get adjusted to my new life. I studied extra hard because I wanted to start off my new journey right, and he was busy with practice and looking at colleges. Sterling had a grimace this time for sure hearing me say that I would help Cody but hey, I live with the guy. Helping him study surely can't be worse that living together.
"So what do you have planned for the holidays Adrian?" Cody asks beginning to pack his stuff for winter break.
Shoot. I keep forgetting about break. It's so easy to get caught up with the excitement of a new school, friends, and boyfriend, that I nearly forgot I had to pack and go home. My parents have been dying to know about everything. My mom was so happy to hear that school was going great. She even got a little emotional on the phone one time saying how she constantly worries about me and that she is proud of me. I really do miss them both. One thing is going to be difficult though; how do I tell them that I am gay?
"Just going home Cod."
"Are you sure you can't stay behind? I'll be here all month. You know my parents are away on business and it would be useless for me to go home. The dorm will close, but you can stay at my apartment. Brady and Derrick will be gone too so I'll be alone. It'll be nice to have company."
"Plus the two of us can have lots of fun," he whispers in my ear and then backs away casually.
"Cod can you give us a second."
"Ugh. Sure. I have to go talk to the RA anyways."
"So that's why you want me to stay? So you can fuck me?"
"What?! No Ad, of course not. I mean yeah sex would be great for the one month we are together by ourselves but that's not what I meant."
"Really I would have guessed differently."
"What do you mean? Are you upset with me about something?"
"Yes, I am. We haven't gone on a single date Sterling. It's been three weeks since we have started dating. I know it hasn't been a long time but it's been long enough to have sex almost every day. Why can't a restaurant fit in there somewhere?"
"Oh shit. Ad, I am so sorry. I was just worried that we were both a little stressed with school, finals coming up, and my last game. I wanted to go too but I guess the timing didn't work out. Sorry for making you feel this way. That's why I asked how you wanted to celebrate. I didn't necessarily mean sex which I guess you assumed, but I don't blame you for assuming. I'll make it up to you. Promise. Stay here please. We can really have lots of fun and make wonderful memories."
"Sterling my parents are waiting. They are so excited about having me home and hearing about everything."
Sterling looks down depressed at his shoes and starts kicking his foot like a little kid, "I know you are right. I didn't mean to make you choose between your parents and me. I just know I won't see you for three months during the summer and I wanted to make up for all that time. And we just started dating, I feel like I haven't gotten enough time with you yet. There are so many things I want us to do together. I'm sorry. You should go be with your family."
He finally looks up with a strained smile. Seeing him like that broke me and made me want to hold him. Can I really stay? Would I be doing the right thing? The next day I call up my parents and ask them if I could stay on campus for the break. They ask why of course. All I could come up with was, my friends are here and I want to hang with them and I decided to volunteer knowing that would get my mom's attention. They were disappointed but they were glad to know I was getting along with people. I promise them that I would visit them during spring break and encouraged them to look forward to those three months. I was upset about not going home and being able to see my parents but imagining the next month in Sterling's arms soon made me forget everything.
******
"You are shitting me?!"
I laughed sweetly, "why would I be? I would hate you if you played a joke like that on me."
Sterling wrapped his warm loving arms around me and leaned in to kiss me.
"Thank you so much! You have no idea how happy this makes me. I can't wait to spend this month with you."
Cody left for his house and I moved some important items into Sterling's apartment: clothes for a month, toiletries, books, shoes, laptop, perishable food, and me of course. I'm the most important part after all. Sterling couldn't be more excited. He chewed Derrick and Brady's ears off repeating over and over again that I was coming to stay for the entire break and if they came back even a day early, there would be hell to pay.
"Well that's everything."
"Are you sure you didn't forget anything? They'll lock the building up for break so you won't be able to go back."
"That's okay; I'll just use your stuff. We are both guys, I can just use all your stuff and it wouldn't be weird."
"You have great observational powers," Sterling sarcastically smiles.
"Hey! Just saying if I was a girl, it wouldn't have been as easy to be able to share the same stuff. I would have lavender smelling body lotion, a loofah hanging in the shower, and makeup scattered across the entire bathroom counter. Your closet would be full of skirts and dresses."
"Hmm."
"What?"
"Imaging you in a skirt."
"Well that's...weird."
"No not a hideous long grandma dress but a mini school girl skirt with a pink thong underneath. Whenever you bend, you skirt lifts up so the pink lace of your thong can be seen disappearing in your ass crack."
Holy God! I don't think I was this hard even the first time we fucked. This guy really knows how to paint a picture. My entire body goes numb and my face probably looks like I just ran a 10K, which I have never run in my life.