How does one become a submissive? Good question, and I feel that I should examine my life from the time I was a young, vibrant heterosexual man and the moment I began to become who I am today. While I was never what you could call an oversexed guy, I did have sex with a number of girls. I never thought of gay sex, but when I turned 18, my thoughts seem to change. Maybe I was bisexual, at least that is what I thought but I continued to date and have periodic sex with women, that is until I went to my gym one day and focused my attention on one particularly handsome older man. I was careful not to be too obvious as I seemed to be drawn to this man.
For several weeks, I continued to work out in the gym but always, this guy was on my mind. It was most likely in my imagination but it seemed that he was always close to my space as he also worked out. So it came as a surprise when I was at my locker getting ready to put on my coat and leave when the object of my attention was standing right next to me.
"I think its about time that we officially meet. I'm Devon and you are?"
"I'm Ron. Nice to meet you Devon." I responded with some trepidation knowing that he was on to me. I guess I wasn't as careful as I should have been in observing him.
"Well Ron, I think I know what you want."
"Not sure what you mean Devon."
"You know exactly what I mean Ron. If you want my cock, just nod, if not I'll walk away." I could not help myself. I trembled in anticipation as I nodded my head. Devon then told me to meet him outside. I met him outside. He was standing next to a car that I assumed was his. He opened the passenger door and waited for me to enter his vehicle. Like a zombie, I just followed his lead. My car was parked near the gym and he informed me that he would return me there after he was finished with me, whatever that meant. I tingled with excitement in anticipation.
He lived a short distance from the gym. Not a word was said during the short trip to his home. He pulled into parking lot behind a medium sized apartment building. "Follow me and be quiet bitch." This was the first time he addressed me in that aggressive manner and for some odd reason, I was happy. We took the elevator to the 3d floor and entered his apartment. He surprised me by offering me a drink which I accepted. We were in his living room, both of us sitting on a comfortable sofa. As we sipped on our cocktails, Devon spoke up.