To call him a friend is a bit of a stretch. I've chatted with him just a few times on Lit, and each session has gone about the same way: starts slow, gets kind of sexy, he disappears. I wonder if the sexy chat gets too close to a boundary and he gets nervous. I think he's straight as an arrow, except he's connecting with guys like me in a gay chat room. Maybe the man-to-man sex talk hits too close for comfort, or maybe he just gets bored. Heck, I don't even know his name. Probably more accurate to describe him as someone that I'd really like to know.
You see, in an early conversation I learned that he is really hung, like 9 inches, and thick. He likes to emphasize the thick part, which I think is cute as heck. Having a thick cock seems more important to him than the length, actually. My mental images include both attributes to great effect.
Once, in one short role play, I got to suck his big cock. That scene was all kinds of wonderful: the cock size (and yes, he is really thick) is great, but that's only the beginning. He is a big, beautiful man with a tender heart, a wonderful cock, a little hairy in just the right places, with nice heavy balls - and he has a wonderful scent that combines soap and musk and (I think) automotive grease. Is he a mechanic or works on his bike? I don't what he does, but he sure smells great.
In that conversation and role play, we chatted for over an hour - it took that long for me to learn those few details about his physical appearance - it's that hard to get him to talk about himself. But with perseverance we got into sexy chat and eventually I was invited to get on my knees and service his big (yes, thick) tool. It was wonderful. I had licked around the rim of the head - that got a moan from him - and was thinking about how I wanted to take him deep and... he was gone. He left the room without so much as a fare-thee-well.
Arrgh - so frustrating.
In our most recent chat session, I discovered that he likes to share about his past sexual exploits - except he thinks his sexual experiences are too tame and not worth sharing. He is so wrong, but I haven't been able to convince him of that just yet. I hope I can make him understand that I love hearing about his sexual escapades. Even vanilla hetero sex is hot when I can imagine his hot body doing the fucking.
It seems my friend is pure top, which my bottom loves. He's also tall, fit, and in his 30s. That mental image makes my cock twitch! I want to crack his shell and have him top me with everything he's got.
This story is about what might happen if and when I get my way with him.
Late one evening in Literotica I see my friend's username pop up in the chat room list. I click on it and try to initiate a conversation:
>>> Hey friend! How are you doing tonight?
<<< Pretty good. You?
Yep, that is the exciting way we kick off our conversations. Amazing that we keep connecting.
It takes 20 to 30 minutes of meaningless chatter before the conversation turns sexy. I'll save you that part. I always bring up his big dick, and he always responds by saying it's thick, too. I use that as a transition point and ask:
>>> Do you ever have partners turn you down because your cock is too big?
<<< Yes - because it's thick.
>>> They're missing out. Maybe it'll take a couple minutes of going slow, but it'll fit, and it will feel sooo good once it's inside.
We chat for a few minutes about his past sexual encounters, which I love to hear about. Then, he decides to turn the conversation...
<<< We keep chatting about my experiences. What do you want here?
We've never talked about me, this is so new. How can I get him talking more freely?
>>> TBH, I want to know what it would be like... Oh, I'm not sure I should say.
<<< Go ahead. What would you like to see happen?
>>> I want to know what would happen if you decided to give in to your horniness and just fuck me senseless!
No response. Did I scare him off again? Is he going to flake on me?
