My Little Secret

Jordan/Jordy's Point of View

Today was the day and I was feeling energized and thrilled. I was unable to contain my happiness. Even my wife noticed my joyous mood at breakfast. I haven't been this happy in our home in a long time. Our marriage wasn't what it used to be. We fell in love in college and got married right after school. To be honest I couldn't tell you exactly what happened between us. One day we were a happy young couple and the next we were barely conversing with each other.

It wasn't a secret that she was cheating on me because I have caught her numerous times. Finally, I found the courage to confront her. Of course, she blamed everything on me. According to her, I wasn't emotionally available, and she was bored. The sex wasn't satisfactory to both of us and lately, it was non-existent in our marriage. It wasn't entirely my fault. My job was very demanding as a young Owner and CEO of a tech company who was barely at home for that matter, so I allowed it. She promised she was being discreet about it and I accepted it. Maybe I need to work on my self-esteem.

"That's new. At least something in this house still excites you." My wife sneered sitting across from me on the dining table.

"Darryl is being released today." The excitement was busting out of me. I have been dreaming about this day for ages. My best friend was about to be part of my life again.

"I hope you're not planning on bringing him here to our home. Jordan, he can't live with us. What will the neighbors think when they find out that we're living with a convict?" She sternly warned me. As if I didn't know about that already. My wife never liked Darryl. Upon everything that man has done for me, she should be happy to host him till he could stand on his own two feet again.

"Shay, he's being released from prison and doesn't have anywhere to go. Plus, he's my best friend." I tried to reason with her. I couldn't for the life of me understand why she couldn't stand him. Over the years I had to lie to her whenever I visited him. She didn't want me to have anything to do with my past including Darryl.

"I don't want him in this house!" She left no room for argument and went upstairs to get ready for work. Her bad attitude towards Darryl couldn't change my attitude. I was finally getting my childhood friend back so nothing could bring me down, not today.

******

Darryl saved my life. Most people might never know it, but he's the reason why I was able to follow my dreams and be such a successful man. We both fucked up as kids. We were caught selling drugs and Jordan took the fall for me with the excuse that I was the smarter one. I remember that day like it was yesterday. We were with our state-appointed attorney. He didn't give a fuck about us. All he wanted was to make a deal with the DA to end this quickly.

"Listen to me, Jordy. I told them it was all me. You had no idea I was selling that shit. You were just hanging out with a friend till they busted us." He looked serious. Gone was his jovial and carefree attitude.

"What? No! I can't let you do this for me. I should face the consequences too." I didn't understand why he wanted to do this. We both knew what we were doing.

"Stop talking! Maybe when I'm not there, you might be able to concentrate on school and make something out of yourself. You're smart, Jordan. School is not for me. Make something out of yourself." I have never seen Darryl this serious and calling me Jordan instead of Jordy proved that he was really going through with it. I felt so bad for letting them punish him alone.

"I'll miss you." The tears I was trying to hold in started falling freely from my eyes. I was losing my best friend.

For as long as I could remember Jordan and I have been inseparable. We did everything together. We both came from broken homes in the hood, so we had each other to rely on. How was I supposed to live life without him?

What Jordan did for me helped me push myself in school. I didn't want his sacrifice to be in vain, so I worked harder. I went to college and got a degree. I wanted to make him proud of me and make sure he never lacked for anything whether inside or released outside.

***********

I leaned on my black Mercedes Maybach S650 packed outside the prison and waited for Jordan to come out. As Darryl glided with his athletic grace out of the Prison gates without missing a beat, I was dumbstruck. I haven't seen him in almost a year and yet he looked so different. Darryl had manly, spartan physic and he was now taller and bigger than me. The tight white T-Shirt accentuated his chest, muscles and contrasted beautifully with his dark skin. The tattoos that run down his arms gave him a dangerous edge, warning you not to mess with him. The tight black jeans showed off his long, strong legs paired with black combat boots. The black sunglasses made it looked like a GQ model in a tv commercial, you wouldn't even know that this man has spent eight years behind bars.

"You're ridding fancy Jordy boy. Life has been really good to you I see." Darryl brought me out of my thoughts.

"And you're looking damn good. You're going to get all the ladies." I remarked before we embraced each other tightly.

"I have a lot to catch up to, but don't worry. I'll leave some for you." He whispered in my ears and then winked at me while pulling away from the embrace and getting in the car. We rode in silence for a while before Darryl started a conversation.

"So, how's wifey doing?" He asked whiles looking out of the window. He must have known that she probably didn't like him as she has never come with me to visit Darryl before.

"She's fine" I answered curtly. Talking about her wasn't something I wanted to do right now. It always brought my mood down.

"Are you hiding your kids from me too?" Darryl questioned, and I didn't know how to answer him. There was bitterness laced in his voice. Maybe because he didn't get a chance to be my best man. We promised to be each other best men and I broke that promise.

"I'm sorry you couldn't be part of my wedding. Let alone be my best man." I sort of dodged his earlier question.

"It's all good Jordy boy. We cool." He smiled at me then averted his eyes back to the window.

"Shay is focused on her career at the moment, so we still don't have kids yet," I explained, and he nodded without saying a thing.

We rode the rest of the way in silence till we stopped at the upscale apartment complex. After parking the car, Darryl followed me inside. We rode the elevator to the third floor. Inside the three-bedroom apartment, I showed him everything whiles he quietly followed me around till the end of the tour.

"When is Shay coming home? Just know that I already have a job aligned for me, so I'll not bother you guys for too long. Two to three months tops and you will be free of me." Darryl said and I had to chuckle.

"Dee, this apartment is for you. Shay and I have a house on the other side of town. I thought you might want to have your freedom for once and live in the city where shit happens then our boring suburban home." I couldn't bring myself to tell him the truth that my wife didn't want him in our home.

"Jordy you didn't have to go through all this trouble for me." I could tell Darryl was trying to hold his emoting back. He didn't expect me to still stand by his side. All our friends stopped calling or visiting him after a year of serving his sentence. I made sure he always had more than enough money on his books and paid for the lawyers.

"Darryl, what you did for me is the most selfless thing anybody has ever done for me. This is the least I can do for you." I confessed. Darryl took confident strides to stand before me. He bent down slightly and kissed me softly on the cheeks. That was so out of character for him. We were very close before he went to prison, but we weren't that touchy with each other.

"Thanks, Jordy boy." He smiled at me which forced me to smile back at him. "I have one more favor to ask of you Jordy"

"Anything!" I was eager to help Darryl.

"I'm almost 28 years old and I have never been to a bar before. Would you come along with me to a bar to celebrate my freedom?"

"Sure, why not? Let me order lunch and then in the evening we can go out." Darryl agreed and we settled on Chinese and Italian food. He decided to freshen up by showering whiles I waited for our food in the living room.

*********

After eating we decided to catch up on movies Darryl has missed over the years while pre-drinking before going to the bar. We were giggling and having so much fun it almost felt like the olden days at our parents' homes when we will visit each other. The alcohol was getting to me and I felt myself slowly losing my inhibitions. Whiles, we were watching some stupid rom-com movie I couldn't remember the name of it, the conversation turned sexual.

"Hey Dee, how did sex work for you in there?" I couldn't conceal my curiosity anymore. We were sitting on the carpeted floor in front of the couch beside each other.

"You work with what you got you know?" He bumped my shoulder slightly with his whiles chuckling.

"What is that supposed to mean?" My heart was beating vastly, eager for him to clarify his answer.

"You know damn well what I mean!" He turned and winked at me. Was Darryl telling me he has fucked a guy before? I couldn't believe him.

"Stop fucking with me, Dee!" I took a sip at my brown liquor.

"Well, if you want me to spell it out for you like a baby then yes. I've fucked a guy before. In fact, I've fucked multiple guys over the years." He shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly like he didn't just confess to me that he was gay. I moved to put a distance between us. Darryl turned to look at me from head to toe. He couldn't hide the hurt in his eyes seeing me move away from him. Silence fell upon us and we both sipped our drinks quietly.

"You can leave if you want to Jordan. I know you're uncomfortable and I'll not hold it against you if you leave right now." He smiled and then turned his attention to the movie again. Since when did Darryl become so open-minded in these things? Where we come from black men are not allowed to even have these thoughts let alone act on them and enjoy them.

"Does that mean you're gay now?" I broke the silence after a while.

"Ugg ... I don't know!" Darryl rolled his eyes annoyingly at me.

"I mean if you're fucking a guy in the ass then you're gay or were you been fucked in the ass?" I was so confused.

"And so what if I am? You're so damn uptight in your fucking preppy clothes. I like doing the fucking by the way if you care." He was getting annoyed with me. Maybe it was the alcohol, but the sexual conversation was getting to my sex-deprived brain. My dick was slowly filling up and leaking.

"How does it feel?" I had to know. Darryl moved from where he was sitting on the carpeted floor to kneel in front of me.

"I can't describe it for you but if you want, I can show you." He licked his full lips seductively at me. My heart was thumping away in my chest. My dick was slowly giving in to him and I had to fight against that. He moved me to sit on his lap. My drunken state didn't help me fighting back. He coiled his arms around my waist and locked me in place.

"What the hell are you doing?" There was no anger in my question. This position felt too intimate and we haven't done anything like this in our friendship before.

"Jordy boy you need to start relaxing more. You're too fucking anxious! You look like you haven't had pussy in months." Darryl was looking me straight in the eyes.

"Shay has not been putting it out lately. She says I work too much, but I think she doesn't want me anymore." I have never admitted this out loud before. It hurt to think I wasn't wanted.

"Her loss if you ask me. If you were mine, I would be on you all the time!" Darryl flashed me his famous ladies' killer smile.

"I know this smile too well. Wait are you seducing me?" I asked perplexed. This was definitely new territory in our friendship.

"And what if I was? Is it working Jordy boy?" Darryl's hands went under my polo shirt and he began rubbing my back. Pleasurable tingles went through my body. He began to whisper filthy things into my ears.

"With me, you could have it any way you want, Jordy. Maybe you would like my full lips wrapped tightly around your cock every day. To feel my warm, wet tongue caress around the head of your dick. Would that please you? Would you like to feel my mouth slowly engulf you? Feel the heat of my mouth sliding down the length of your cock while my hand strokes you?" Darryl was whispering in my ears and licking around the shell of my ears. I was potty in his arms. I started dry humping him on his lap. My body was on fire and I haven't felt alive like this in a long time. My cock was fully awakened and leaking profusely like a faulty tap in my briefs.

"Fuck Dee" I was too far gone to think straight. I felt his huge bulge beneath me, and I couldn't stop myself from grinding on it, rolling my hips in little circles every now and then. I was so turned on from the dirty things he was whispering to me in that deep sexy voice of his. I was acting like a cheap whore in heat, and to be honest I didn't care.

"You know what would please me, Jordy boy? To make you so hard so that you'll groan my name in ecstasy. To make you scream and curse uncontrollably as I suck your cock and play with your sweet ass. But would that be enough for you to cum then or would you beg me to fuck you to oblivion?" I ground my ass hard on his crotch area again. My confused cock jumped excitedly at being stimulated. I was a moaning mess, mewling and groaning.

"I want to try it, Dee. I want to know how it feels. Please." I choked out. I humped him again and this time an uncontrollable gasp escaped my mouth. His grip on my hips was so tight it was pleasurably painful. I was sure I would have bruises in the shape of fingertips later, but I was too turned on to care. My grinding on his huge bulge became frantic and the rolling of my hips in tiny circles faster. I loved the feel of his dick brushing against mine.

"Fuck! You sound so fucking sexy when you beg" Darryl's voice was rough with lust and I knew I was affecting him too.

"Please Dee show me." I desperately begged without recognizing my own voice. I never knew Darryl had such an effect on me like no other. With newfound confidence, I brushed my lips against his own and took his lips in a searing kiss. To my astonishment, Darryl kissed me back with so much passion. These new feelings were alien to me, yet I decided to let myself go and enjoy the moment.

Darryl laid me on the floor and kneeled between my legs. Then I helplessly looked down and watched him unbuckled my belt. His hands jerkily unzipped my pants, slipping them past my hips and legs. He proceeded to pull my polo shirt off. Hooking his thumbs under the waistband of my briefs, he gently pulled that off too. I could see the admiration in his eyes as he inspected my body, making me feel so sexy and wanted.

Still paralyzed, I continued to watch as he started licking around the head of my wet cock, sticking his hot tongue in the slit. One of his hands moved to fondle my balls, rolling and gently tugging them. Tiny electric shocks were shooting through my body as my dick throbbed in his hot mouth.

"Mmmm..." Darryl hummed excitedly. "You've got a big one with nice thick veins, but still not as big as mine, Jordy boy." Pausing from sucking me, he slowly runs a finger down one of the pulsing veins.

"Fuuuuck! This feels so good, Dee" My voice was ragged.

Suddenly Darryl opened his mouth and swallowed half of my manhood. He was really going through with everything he whispered in my ears earlier on. Darryl was really enjoying sucking my cock. He moaned as he started bobbing his head up and down eagerly. By moving his hand down further and releasing my balls, his hand slide down to your ass. I tried to close my legs to him. My asshole was such an intimate place for him to touch me.

"Jordy let yourself go and enjoy yourself!" Darryl sweet-talked me so I willingly open my thighs for him. His finger encircled my puckered hole tenderly. By then my rosebud was wet from his saliva dripping to my ass as he sucked my cock. Whiles my manhood crashed deep into the back of his throat, he began to rub circles on my tight little hole until he could slide a finger inside. Darryl seemed to be just as thrilled as much as I was.

"Oh, holy shit! Yeah, push the finger further up my ass!" I wasn't in control of my own body anymore. My insides were vibrating with pre-orgasmic feeling.

"I knew you were a slutty bottom!" Darryl winked at me before he kept bobbing harder and faster with his mouth. The thrill was too much for me to handle. There was an extraordinarily delicious tension in my balls.

"Yeah, suck it, man! Suck my cock!" I cried out. Upon hearing this, he pushed his finger in and out of my wet hole in a blur, abusing my puckered hole for his own pleasure. All the while Darryl picked up the pace and kept on sucking my cock faster.

"Mmhhmmm..." Was all the response he could give with his mouth full of my moving cock.

"Oh damn, I'm gonna cum...I'm gonna cum!" I touched him on the shoulder and warned him. I tried with all my might to hold off the violent cum churning in my balls.

"Dee I'll nut in your mouth if you don't stop now!" I tried to warm him again, but that still didn't stop or slow Darryl down. He was fully committed to getting my cum. "I guess you're going to swallow then!"

"Mmmmphhh..." That was a yes for me.

"Oh...Oh...ahh...aah I'm gonna cum, Dee" I moaned again. When I felt my dick throb and the vein on the bottom pulse, I wailed in pleasure. Holding off my orgasm was an impossible task now. I erupted forcefully into his mouth. A blast of my cum splattered against the back of his throat and he swallowed every drop of it. I helplessly humped and grunted as Darryl eagerly swallowed all my cum as fast as he could.

Darryl moved up my body and kissed me. Hard and long, sharing my cum with me. It was a possessive kiss, one that told me he was staking his claim on me and I just wanted more. As his tongue dove into my mouth, licking and caressing my tongue I felt wanted in a way I haven't felt in a very long time.

"Shit! See what you do to me?" Darryl pointed to his own rock-hard dick in his sweatpants with a huge visible wet patch. "Ok, Jordy now it's your turn to pay me back." I felt panicky as he said that.

"You don't have to suck my dick. Well, not today. Just spread your legs and show me your beautiful hole." Darryl requested whiles pulling his shirt off and his pants down. His cock slapped against his hard abbs with precum oozing out of it. I swallowed hard and licked my lips subconsciously like I was in some kind of trance. He was truly magnificent and I'm sure most men would be jealous of how he has turned his body into a Greek sculpture. My eyes nearly popped out of their socket upon seeing his huge dick.

"There's no way in hell I can take your cock!" I was scared shitless.

"I'm not going to fuck you, Jordy." Darryl rolled his eyes at me. "Just spread your checks and keep pushing your little tight hole out for me." I didn't miss the command in his voice, so I reluctantly obeyed him though I felt so vulnerable lying naked in front of my childhood friend, showing him the most intimate part of me.

"Soo Fucking sexy! Play with your ass for me." Darryl was stroking his dick in a blur. The faces he was making told me he was about to cum, but also how showing him my hole had such an effect on a manly man like Darryl. It felt so empowering to have that kind of power over such a tough thug like him, so I decided to play along.

"Look at my tiny hole Dee." His eyes snapped opened. "Don't you have the urge to force me on all fours and bang the shit out of me? Or Would you like me to bounce up and down on your big cock whiles you hold my waist to help me?" I bit my bottom lip innocently and slapped my own ass. I inserted a finger in my own ass for the first time.