My Neighbor Made Me a Cocsucer!

Hi all, Sean here again. My first story published

How I Became a Cocksucker

is the beginning of the journey of being a submissive cocksucker. This story is what went through my mind and what happened the following few days and the beginning of my series.

I don't remember leaving that night, I don't remember going home. I do know that I woke up at around 5am with a raging hard-on, the kind that almost hurts, because your cock is so hard for way too long. My hand was around it, and I was jerking off! The first thing I think of is Hank saying, "That's it you cocksucker you love this cock don't you?" I stopped instantly but didn't let go of my hard-on. The night was coming back to me I remember that text from JoJo, I remember his cock in my mouth. I remember sucking his cock and asking him for his cum. All while my cock is twitching in my hand with every thought. As the nights events flood my head, I looked down at my hard cock and exploded. I truly can't remember cumming so hard in my life.

I got up still foggy and hungover, so needing a cup of coffee. As I sat in my kitchen, I felt shame and immense guilt. How the fuck did that just happen, I gave a guy head last night and he came in my mouth. I think I begged him to, I remember him fucking my face, and telling me I was a good cock sucking bitch. I tried to justify it in my head, I was drunk, I had no choice, he made me. Then I thought, he isn't all that much bigger than me, I could have stopped him, pushed him away and just left, why didn't I just leave?

It is Sunday, and I made some breakfast all the time remembering more and more what happened last night. I actually begged him for his cock, I licked the precum off his fingers. I told him I wanted his, "Hot Load In My Mouth". I was begging him for his cum and telling him I am going to eat it. I still thought how the fuck could this happen? I never thought about sucking a cock, swallowing a man's cum, begging for it. It was more what I fantasized about, a women begging me for my cock, begging for my cum, begging me to feed her. Me too shy to say, "suck that cock you lil cocksucker, take it all, that's it you want my hot load in your mouth, don't you, cocksucker?" That is what he called me, cocksucker. WTF. I did my best to stop thinking about it and feeling so ashamed, tried to keep busy as mush as possible and went to sleep that night trying to forget about what actually happened.

The next day was Monday and I woke up again with my hand around my hard cock, and almost hearing Hank call me a good lil cocksucker over and over again. I looked down and saw the precum pouring out of my cock I without thinking wiped it up with my finger and shoved it in my mouth. I lost myself in that moment, I was jerking off like crazy, all the time thinking and remembering his cock in my mouth. I am now staring at my own cock, my mouth is so wet with saliva that I almost drooling, thinking, I wish I could get that in my mouth. It took less than a minute and I was exploding, all over my stomach and on my hand, my immediate reaction was to wipe it up and shove my fingers in my mouth. I went so far as to have my cum covered fingers just inches from my mouth, and then thought WTF, stop! I got up ran quick for the shower and started to think about work.

The morning went by fast, I was so busy with work nothing else consumed my mind. Lunch time comes and I decided to go to an often frequented deli. It was walking distance that I have done 100's of times. In that 10 minute walk, I thought about what happened this morning, I licked my precum off my finger, I almost ate my own cum, what is going on. I need to stop this, I am not gay, I am not a cocksucker. The guilt and shame was taking over, I had no choice, he made me, I didn't like, want, or ask for it. I ate my lunch not even realizing I ordered and was ready to leave because I was so consumed with my thoughts. I returned to work and finished out the day.

I came home, and didn't see his car in the driveway, I didn't want to see him, I wanted to forget it happened. I was relieved, I stopped got out of the car and went around to get my mail. As soon as I get there I hear a car coming down the road, shit it is Hank, I will just wave and jump back in the car. The mother fucker drives right up to me and says, "Hey Sean how are things going?, I hope you enjoyed yourself the other night, I did. Let's do it again soon." All I could say while shaking was, "thanks for the burgers, they were great". I jumped back in the car and quickly drove down my driveway. I ran in the house, ashamed and disappointed at the same time. Ashamed I didn't just tell him, that was a one time thing it isn't going to happen again and disappointed in myself because I knew deep down I wanted it, and it wouldn't be.

I grabbed a beer, turned on the tv and tried to stop thinking about it. I ordered some food and when it came and I went out to get it, There was Hank sitting on his front step drinking a beer waving at me. I wave back, grab the food real quick and run back in the house. I put the food in the kitchen and tossed back my beer and grabbed another. All that is on my mind is Hank, his cock and him calling me cocksucker. I keep trying to pay attention to the news on TV, ate a bit of my dinner and grabbed another beer, I never drink on Mondays. Now my third beer and I am a bit buzzed, I need to stop thinking about it, I thought it might be a good idea to watch some porn, I search for wife's eating cum. Not blowjobs not, fuck my wife, but wife's eating cum. I am only watching for a few minutes until I realize my fingers are in my mouth again, licking the precum I just scooped up. I realized at that moment I am fantasizing of me sucking the cock, my mouth around it. I finish my beer and on my way to grab another. I stop at my front door, look over to Hank's house and see his light still on at the front door. I find myself staring at his door, licking my lips, with my hand down the front of my pants, telling myself, just open the door, walk over and knock on his. Go suck his cock, you know you want it.

That very instant I was able to admit to myself that I did want it, and I wanted it now. I just opened the door and almost ran to his front door. I stood there for about 30 seconds and was fully committed. I am going to suck his cock and knocked three times real hard on the door. IT seemed like forever before he opened the door. He smiled at me and said, "I knew you would be back tonight for more, that is why you are here right?" I was looking at the ground still embarrassed that I was there but excited knowing what was coming and simply said, "yes". He leaned in close to me and said, "no cocksucker, look at me and tell me why you are here!" I looked up immediately and said, "I am here to suck your cock." A huge smile on his face he said, "Tell me when I cum in your mouth you will show me and swallow it like a good lil bitch!" Staring him right in the eyes, I said, "Cum in my mouth, and I will show you what a hungry cocksucker I am!" He waved me in told me to stop and shut the door behind me.

Hank said, "Now stop, get on your knees and wait there for me." He walked across the room, dropped his pants, grabbed his cock and said, "crawl here now while begging me for this cock!" I was buzzed, hornier than hell, and wanted nothing else at this moment than his hard cock in my mouth, while he is calling me a good cocksucker again. I started crawling, "please give me your hard cock, make me your good lil cocksucker, encourage me on to take it all, cum in my hungry mouth," Then it was there in front of me, him laughing, one hand reached out and grabbed my head, the other on his hard cock swinging it at me and slapping my face with it. I turn my head and say, "Feed me that cock." I open my mouth and stick my tongue out. He slaps my tongue with his cock a few times, "Fuck yeah here it is cocksucker." and shoves it in my mouth.

There I was, on my knees, his cock now in my mouth, and although both his hands were on the back of my head, I was eagerly going down on him without any resistance or hesitation. Just when I was going at a good rhythm, Hank pushes my head off him and says, "Either you are full of shit that you haven't sucked cock before, or you are a natural born cocksucker!" He took a step back, now I am on my hands and knees, on all fours like an animal, I look up at him and he is just smiling ear to ear. He grabs his cock and starts to jerk it slowly as he sees me crawling closer to him, "stop, I am going to sit down now and you are going to crawl to me, and lick, and suck my balls while I lean back and enjoy my lil cocksucker's mouth."

I watched as he sat down and positioned himself to give me better access to his balls, there they were basically hanging over the edge of the chair. He grabs his cock again, and starts to jerk off, and says to me, "Get over here you little faggot, come lick these nuts." My initial instinct was to tell him to go fuck himself and get up and run out. What a mother fucker, him calling me a little faggot. I think to myself I'm okay being called his lil cocksucker, it actually excites me, but how foolish it was to be offended by him calling me a faggot. As I am thinking to myself, isn't that what I am, a faggot lil cocksucker, isn't that what you call a guy who sucks cock? I crawl forward, staring at his hand jerking his cock, getting a good look at what was in my mouth, now my mouth almost close enough to lick his balls.

I move a bit closer and position myself so my lips are now touching his sack and look up at him and blurt out, "I am your faggot cocksucker, tell your lil bitch what to do, tell me how to please you, I want to be the best cocksucker you have ever had." I meant that, I truly wanted nothing more at that moment than to be the best cocksucker he ever had. I then immediately start licking his balls first one, than I moved to the other and back again. After a couple of minutes of going back and fourth, I hear him start to moan and feel his hands on the back of my head again.

"Suck those balls, take them in your faggot lil mouth now!" at this point I had one hand on his knee and the other on his calf holding me up while I was licking them. I tried to get one of them in my mouth but had to reach behind his sack so I could push it into my mouth. I sucked on one, than moved to the other, taking turns licking and sucking on each of them. His hands on the back of my head when he said, "Take them both bitch, suck them both at the same time!" Here I am one in my mouth and me pushing the other in, stuffing my mouth completely. Once they were both in my mouth I reached up and grabbed his cock. I tried to suck them but couldn't get my mouth closed around both of them. All I could do was move my tongue around and jerk him off. He was moaning loud now, his hands on the back of my head he was grinding his crotch against my face.

This went on for a few minutes until the pain in my neck from being twisted in an awkward position was to much to take. I pulled off and sat up on my knees, his cock still in my hand, I looked up and his cock was dripping with precum, it was on my fingers and oozing out of the slit of his head. I wanted it, I had to taste it I lurched forward and looked up at him as he watched me swirl my tongue around his head, licking up what was on his cock. I let go of his cock, sat up a bit and stared right in to his eyes as I slowly licked up what was on my fingers and moaning in delight. This was the very moment I knew what I was, I wasn't ashamed at all, I was shamelessly licking another man's precum off my fingers, staring in to his eyes and wanting, no needing him to cum in my mouth!

Hank just starts shaking his head back and fourth smiling and said, "you hot little cum eating bitch. Tell me you want my hot load and you are going to eat every bit of it like the little cum slut you are. Tell me you are my lil cocksucker that will come and drain me whenever I want it. I haven't cum since the last time my cock was in your mouth and I have a big load for you today, are you going to eat it all slut?"

I briefly look down to his cock which he has back in his hand and oozing even more than before with precum. I look back up in to his eyes smile and slowly lower my head down towards his cock, licking my lips and then sticking out my tongue to get that precum, we have eye contact as I twirl my tongue around his head and slit again.

I sit back up again without losing eye contact and grabbed his hand off his cock. It was wet just like mine from the precum that dripped down. I smiled again and sucked one of his fingers and than another. Starring at him I moan a little bit and say, "I need your hot load in my mouth, I am your faggot lil cock sucking cum slut. I will eat your cock and swallow your cum whenever you want, feed this bitch that load and watch me eat it all."

Hank leaned back and said, "Well take that cock you little whore, drain it and show me how much you love my cock and swallowing my cum!" I grabbed his cock, licked up a bit more precum and took it in my mouth. As I jerked him off, my mouth would stay on the top third bouncing up and down. Just when it was about to pop out of my mouth I would swirl my tongue around the entire head a few times and then let go and go down as far as I can on him. Trying to take the entire length and then coming back up to do it all again. After a few minutes I heard him breathing faster and faster. He was moaning so I knew he was appreciating what I was doing, I quickened my pace and I knew it was going to be soon.

His body started to tense. As he thrust his hips up, his cock hitting the back of my throat, making me gag slightly then Hank groans and almost yells, "I am about to cum, show me how much of a slut you are! I take my mouth of his hard cock, and quickened how fast I was jerking him off.

I keep licking the head of his cock only to stop long enough to say, "Cum for me, feed your lil faggot slut that hot load, I want it, I need it." He is now fucking my closed fist, each time he reaches the top, I take his head in my mouth and swirl my tongue around it. I release my hand, hold the head of his cock just passed my lips, and suck as fast as I can, while swirling my tongue around it. I can feel his cock twitching now, he is coming, I feel warmth and pressure on the roof of my mouth. I try to keep the seal around the head of his cock as he thrust and groans with every twitch his body makes.

He stops moaning and stops twitching, his cum is in my mouth, my tongue still swirling like crazy around the head of his cock. I feel a very small amount dripping down my chin. I feel him relax and sit back in his chair. I proudly sit up as straight as I can, look him straight in the eyes, open my mouth to show him his load.

He sat up grabbed my head and staring me down said, "That's it you fucking whore, eat it. Swallow my cum you little slut!". I close my mouth and moan as I swallow, I smile at him as a lick my lips, his finger pushes up what was dripping down my chin and he shoves his finger in my mouth. He stood up quickly and pulled his pants up. I am still on my knees, as he is looking down at me he says, yes you are my lil cocksucker sucker now aren't you? I nod my head yes. "I am pretty busy the rest of the week but Saturday at 7pm, I expect you here, ready to be the cocksucker you are, understand?" I nod my head yes. "Good, time to leave I have to get up early for work."

I quickly get up and head out, I can still taste him in my mouth. Once inside my house there is a mirror in my foyer, I stopped and looked at myself, hair a mess, eyes are bloodshot, with a tiny cum stain on the front of my shirt. I am staring in the mirror and say to myself, wow you look like a cock sucking faggot, you loved his cum didn't you. I smile at myself and thought, am I going to make it until Saturday to have it again?