Chapter 15 - Negotiation
"Natasha gets this done monthly. Why do you think I will tell you anything just cos you want to pull some of my hair out?"
"First, you obviously never had anything waxed, did you? Second, it's not only about dealing with the pain. You don't have to answer aloud but think: What does your chest hair represent?"
Masculinity. I love having the hair on my chest. I find it manly most of all. But I find Thomas masculine as well, and he is smooth as they can be.
"Who knows, maybe you will like it. Even getting used to it, it has its perks. I had a slave who eventually begged me for it. So proud at first, so spiteful, so masculine. Ginger. I loved his fur. It was special. You don't see that every day, not with a body like he had. It wasn't the most important thing, but I must admit it wasn't the same for me without it." Thomas stared at that wax as he was saying that nostalgically.
"What happened to him?"
"We split. He now has a great Master. They are married and even have a daughter. They seem happy. He still waxes to this day, though. Well, I suppose his Master does the honors."
"How do you know that?"
"He kept swimming even after we broke up. I see him often. We go to the same pool. Some habits are hard to break."
"Are you jealous?"
Thomas laughed.
"No, I am not possessive, Matt. I see he is happy, and I am glad about that. I was the one who decided it was over, and it was years ago."
"Then why are you telling me about him?"
"Now you sound a bit concerned," he smirked at me. "The reason is that I haven't waxed anyone since. You laying here like that just reminded me of him."
"Why haven't you?"
"I love my man masculine. I want to be with a man. I want to see him as one. And I love the feeling of that hair on my skin. Honestly said, I was worried that the same thing that happened to Peter might happen to others."
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I thought about it. It's not like I thought I would lose something. Just the idea of having it done like this felt... emasculating... I didn't like that one bit. If he loves guys with chest hair, why does he want to wax them off me? Is he trying somehow to like me less?
"Yet you don't worry that it will happen to me?"
"Part of me hopes it will," he gave me a severe look, "but that's not that simple. You will see. Mind is such a complex marvel."
"Are you trying to drive me away, Thomas?"
"Yes."
"And you are trying to make me less desirable for you, am I right?"
"In a way. But I also want to see you suffer and realize that's what being with me is."
"Do you seriously think I will be less masculine if I won't have chest hair?"
"It's not only about not having them, Matt. It's about having them taken away against your will. It's about your self-image. Because, when you will look into the mirror, with me fucking your ass raw, holding you by the throat and making you beg me for my cum. Trust me, slut. When you see yourself like that, spread for me like a hungry whore. Then you will know if that means something to you." he ran with his fingers over my chest with a longing look and a slight smile.
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He looked at me seriously.
"You can always use the safe word."
"No." Why the fuck was this making me so damn hot?
"What is his name?"
"Fuck you."
He smirked and steered it.
"It's ready. You have more than enough time to decide. This will take a little while to take all of it off."
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He sat on my pelvis with each leg at my side.
"Tell me, Matt. You did know I would rip this on you, didn't you?"
"Yeah," I breathed shallowly, not wanting this and anxiously trying to find a way to stop him.
"Good, I suppose you can make another appointment for him when you are now buying every guy you fuck a new suit. You can have a costly hobby like this.
"Don't you dare, fucker!"
He ripped it open, and I shook, but not from the excitement this time, just sheer worry.
He pulled the sides of the fabric away, staring at me.
"That's the thing you don't get, Matt. You love pushing me, begging me to punish you, yet you don't realize that punishment is not something one should enjoy. I can give you painful pleasure as a reward, yet you keep choosing to be punished. So for once, I am determined to grant you a real one."
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I was feverishly trying to find a way to stop this! There is no way Natasha won't notice that.
"Counter offer!"
"What?"
"I want to give you a counteroffer!"
"I am listening."
"You will not wax anything! We will meet in January instead of February. Seventh. Yes, January seventh that's a month from now. And in return, I will tell you everything."
"You will tell me everything eventually, Matt."
"And how can you be sure I will tell you the truth?"
"Do not play with me, slut!" he growled.
"Look, I know you care! I can see that. You like me! Yeah, I know, I am sorry I am not like that, but I still care about this!"
"Your chest hair?"
"No! Fuck that! I mean what we have, whatever that is."
"Right. Still, you will tell me what happened."
"I will if you let me lose now. Fuck me as we did over the weekend, and you let me see you in January. I will tell you everything."
"What if I don't agree, Matt?"
"Then I will endure this all! And you fucking know I will. And I will make up the most believable story you could ever hear, taunting you each time with it. You will never know what the truth is!"
"I am not playing this game, slut." he was angry. Good, I could see he cares!
"Then agree to let me go. Let me see you in a month, and I will tell you what happened."
"How can I know you will tell the truth this time?"
"I can prove it to you! I will prove it to you. I will just need my phone."
He looked angry, yet he was considering that.
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"You can choose. Either I will wax your chest and all from the waist down, then agree to meet you in a month, or I will not wax anything, but I will see you in three."
"Why legs also?"
"Cos I want to. Chest only is not that big punishment on its own"
"How long does it takes to grow back?"
"Depends on how fast your hair grows. About that month."
"Do I get to fuck with you either way?"
His lips curved involuntarily up. That was so satisfying.
"Yes."
"Then go on with it fucker, but I want your dick in me as you will do it."
I saw him take a sharp breath. He wanted that as well.
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"So, I will take all of this off," he combed through the hair on my chest, "while I fuck you. And you will answer me truthfully on anything."
"Yes."
"Then I will wax your sore hole, butt, and legs."
"Then you better fucking take me in front of that mirror!"
"Fuck, Matt, you are the worst thing that could happen to me."
"I take that as a compliment."
"I am not sure if you should."
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"And then I will come here January seventh."