That evening I finally left Matteo and headed home. I wanted to stay, but, I had to let my dog out. What a day, I had been made love to by a gorgeous man, who accepted me as I am, a bisexual. He'd been as intimate to me as any woman had, and I had happily given myself to him. I was no longer a virgin and I was happy about that, albeit it kind of sore. Despite the fact that I was exhausted and satisfied, as I crawled naked in bed and thought about my day, I began to touch myself. In no time I was hard and I took my time getting myself off enjoying every memory of every detail of my day with my lover. I slept covered in my own cum, it felt so natural, so liberating to be me.
The next day, Sunday, I begged off lunch with my girlfriend, I needed some time to put yesterday in perspective. I had not just had sex with a man, I had shared intimacy with him. What was that like? Now I knew and I was thrilled with it. I went out to the courts and practiced my serve, no sense in letting Matteo down the next time we played doubles together. And then there was his offer, the next time would be My turn to be inside him. I couldn't wait...
As it was, I had to travel Ft. Lauderdale for a conference on Tuesday and I decided to change my hotel from the conference site to a gay clothing optional resort in Wilton Manners. I wanted to try this lifestyle out for a few days, the idea of being out of the closet still terrified me and seemed impractical, but I wanted to continue this liberated feeling that I was experiencing, I got to be myself when I was with Matteo and this was new to me. Instead of the rejection I'd always feared, I was accepted by him and it made all the difference.
The conference was pretty interesting, professionally speaking, and I found myself checking out the men, as well as the women, as I was on the road. After the first night's dinner with colleagues, I came back to a lively resort, full of naked men and a very hot atmosphere. Feeling too old for the room, I got myself a chardonay and sat by the pool enjoying the view. I didn't really want any action, my life was suddenly complicated, but I didn't mind watching some of the shenanigans. Like a very manly looking man who went down on a little twink right infront of me. The twink started into my eyes as he came and winked at me when his brawny lover was finished. That was quite a show!
