I am a skilled God at what I do. A high functioning third shift alcoholic and drug addict. I am so deep in the closet about my sexuality that I don't even know my love and craving for cum. I just turned 40 and about average everywhere, five-eight, 155, 6" and cut. I work a lot of twelve-hour days, including most every Saturday and eight on every Sunday they offer due to a recent divorce and relocation two hours north. I live fifteen miles away from work in a tiny, tiny town. We had an abundance of bars and a Wal*mart, and that was about it. I found myself in an apartment building shaped like an L. The corner apartment was twice the size of all the others (but only two small windows and a door). Perfect for a closeted man, no one could see in, and with all the apartments, no one knew who was visiting who by parking layout.
After six months of working like a dog, I finally began to see the financial light at the end of the tunnel. So after work a couple of days a week, I start stopping at the local watering hole. I walk into a Full House. I am new to the area. I pretty much stayed in my work area and didn't much talk to anyone. But the bar is packed. Thank God I had on my union shirt. The guy at the corner of the bar right when you walk in stopped me and said I think you're new here. My name is Blake... union stays this side of the barmaid station, beyond that is townies only. I saw the stool next to him was empty but glassed the bar up to the bar rail, all union guys obviously, and beyond that, they were local drunks in for a breakfast porkchop in a can or two, so he wasn't a liar. I grab the stool and introduce myself, and he says the seating arrangement is set in stone here. If I come back, that's my seat since the first six stools never fail to show up. A few beers in, I head to the bathroom and smoke a one-hitter. When I get back, the bar smells like weed. So I pulled out my hitter and smoked another one once I sat down. The whole bar sighs in unison, and you can feel the mood loosen up a little.
The guy next to me, Blake, becomes my best friend, we fuck his wife and a couple of other girls together, and one time I had one of his kid's toy hammer handles stuck up my asshole. After I get everything paid off, I start going to the bar five days a week. I begin to suspect my new buddy does coke, but I keep my mouth shut. If I wanted some, I would take the two-hour trip back home. Where I know what I am getting. After the bar, I sit in my apartment with a few more beers while looking for cocks to suck. I log into adam4adam, squirt, and adult friend finder daily.
I have a large All In One and a laptop that I HDMI jumped to the large screen. I buy an HD camera for the nights I get too drunk and suck dick live in a squirt webcam room for the random 15 people in the country. I wind up hooking up with about eight guys regularly. One guy has almost nine inches and is super thick. I first sucked him at a Red Roof Inn. The older Mexican housekeeping lady walked in on me butt naked, with a hard cock, on my knees, holding up his fat cock with two hands while trying to stretch my lips further down than the tip. That is one of my favorite gay experiences. I wind up with about 7 or 8 regular fuck buddies in just a couple of months. I meet this cute fat girl, well, not fat, but super thick real close to being overweight, and we start fucking after the bar in the morning, then I go home and suck dick.
So clear on up through summer and fall, I pretty much keep it groundhogs day. Get off work, drink at the bar until Ms. wet super chunk texts that she got the kids on the bus. Then I order another beer and a shot. While the old bartender pours and grabs a beer from the cooler, I slam the last of what I got. Then do the same with the shot glass and nurse the new beer. I got to give her time to shower. Then a few hours of being face sat, eating ass, making sure I fed her the first full load, then shooting the second in her baron womb in a hurry to head back home to look for cock to suck. I would look for a new cock for a couple of hours, suck a cock, then go to bed for the next workday. It is good to have a schedule.
Its weekends off where it starts getting a little sticky. On Friday mornings, I was drunk, had a couple of nuts in the ole girl, and sucked at least one cock by 11 am. I finally concluded that I was happy with the group of cock and the partners attached to them. I was pleased sucking out my four or five loads a week, then that much again over the weekend. Well, content. So instead of cruising online all day, I decided I would be in bed by noon and go to a local hayseed bar down the road a piece on Fridays.
When I walked in, the bar had about 20 women in there and no men. I thought I died and went to the heavens, but all the guys were out in a fenced-in area doing coke. I catch one woman get this oh look fresh meat look on her face and head for a stool in her direction.
She was the perfect bimbo biker chick in a short denim skirt. That orange Harley G-string pulled way above her beltline. Slightly heeled boots show how much she has had to drink. A baby doll with buttons, trying so hard to make them big B's into cleavage. The leather jacket was there to hide the failure, That bleached blonde teased hair up in a bandana. She was a union Government employee, so we hit it off right out of the gate. A little older than me, starting to look like she has tanned a bit too much. After a couple of beers, it's Last Call, and she says the fun's over. I tell her it doesn't have to be. I got a 30 pack and a bottle at my place.
She lights up and quickly agrees. I am still sober because I spent my entire time focusing on this moment rather than drinking, so I get her sexy stumbling ass into the car and have an uneventful ride home. Once in the kitchen, I grab some rocks glasses, a shot glass, a bottle of JΓ€germeister, and some RedBull. As soon as we knock back that first bomb and set the glasses down, she is kissing me, Deep, passionate, wanting kisses, both hands firmly gripping me. The filthy whore in this aging bleach blonde biker slut does not seem to have been uncaged in some time. Within minutes she is on her knees, desperately trying to free her deepest desire. She roots her lips to my balls as my cock engorges itself with want. Two hours into knowing this woman, I have her on her knees, mouth full of cock staring me in the eyes, while I pull her head down that last inch. As she heaves her back, then goes concave as the last of me eases the rest of the way into her mouth, and I think how much I love small-town girls.