I could not stop Ryan even if I wanted to, Such were his aspirations of me. To get a guy throwing compliments at you is encouraging indeed and he was a prima tutor at Uni giving me all the knowledge I required for my subject, philosophy.
"You will do well in the world Adam, you have everything going for you and more too!"
When he told me that, on reading my answers on my exam papers I was not quite sure what he meant but I was soon to discover when he suggested that as I was such a knowledgeable pupil he would give me some private time and of course I was open for that.
It is funny how it happened, that first time - he genuinely wanted to help my learning , I could tell; but anyone with whom one has grown a certain respect and liking for another ,who is helping you, will know just how that can be, and for me to hug him often when our session had finished and to greet him when the next started seemed natural enough.
He was bringing out the best in me academically and inadvertently much more too that had been hidden for too long.
But then that certain whisper when we hugged, his head resting on my shoulder. This time the hug lasted and I realized, feeling him leaning and gently pressing against my right hip, that he had quite an erection, either that or he had a mobile phone or something in his trouser pocket! - but no, it wasn't that, it was something warm and pliable but very nice. I guess this told me just how he felt about me, that he was of a likewise sexual leaning to me.
He started to move his hips so that his swelling brushed across my thigh in a very seductive and suggestive manner and I found myself instinctively responding by moving my thigh in sequence to his movements, and it was lovely.
I think from that moment, he leaning back from my shoulder, his eyes looking deep into mine close up, we both knew the score and certainly when he grasped my right hand and guided it down to touch him over his trousers I felt warm and good, that all with the world was fine and this is just what I needed, someone who could cherish and need me and return the passion long held back, like a ship in harbor waiting for the tide to come in.
"Don't stop Adam, this is so good" Ryan said and I was glad to take a real good feel of him, it felt that good, very enticing and wonderful,
It was something I'd dreamt about so very long, just to be myself with a guy like Ryan; so I took the opportunity of feeling his passion nice and slow, feeling also the strong throb beneath -feeling his lips brushing into me neck warm and tender.