I'm a young guy who is in most aspects straight, but I do have a bi side. I like to say I'm straight, just horny for dick sometimes. I've been writing stories about some of my experiences because I have a little spare time and it's fun. All these stories are true and happened in the last few years.
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When I was in high school I loved being surrounded by cute girls all the time. I had a couple girlfriends, and a few sexual experiences with them, but I was still a virgin. I was pretty timid and shy, with a small-framed and smooth build. I was pretty short (for a guy), with a boyish face. I knew I was straight, but never considered myself very masculine or macho.
In my spare time, which I had a lot of, and when I didn't have a girlfriend, which was often, I would often cruise the Internet and watch porn. I was especially drawn to oral and anal videos with big dicks and big cum shots. My dick itself is a decent size, but I loved watching videos of guys with huge cocks and tiny girls sucking them or taking them up the ass. Slowly I realized I wasn't paying much attention to the girl specifically, I was paying more attention to the cock and what she was doing with it. I then slowly realized I was fantasizing more about being in the girl's position than the guy's.
This scared me a little and often made me ashamed of myself, so I would try to focus more on girls and straight sex. But no matter how many times I felt embarrassed, and no matter how many times I tried to distract myself, when I was horny I kept thinking the same thing: I wanted to be face to face with that dick, I wanted to suck it, I wanted to get fucked. I was never attracted to men, neither their faces or their bodies, there was just something about a big dick that made me want to feel it in every way. It became a secret obsession of mine.
I read a lot of stories here on Literotica about straight or curious guys hooking up with random guys they met. My favorite was (and still is) about a married guy who met a guy in a sauna during a business trip. Other stories I saw were about gloryholes in public places. I would have loved to come upon a gloryhole with a big anonymous dick sticking through, waiting for some attention. Whenever I was in a public bathroom I curiously checked the stalls for a gloryhole, but never found one. The stories I read seemed unrealistic, and I couldn't imagine stuff like that actually happened in real life. The ideal situation I thought of was finding a well hung stranger in some isolated place, where I ended up on my knees hungrily sucking him off, and eventually being leaned up against a wall or bent over doggy style to take his thick cock up my ass. I felt like such a slut fantasizing about this and desperately wanted it to happen. I knew it never would, but it was exciting to imagine. I hesitantly got some gay porn, and while I still preferred watching girls, it was new and taboo to watch guys act out what I was horny for.
After a couple years without any effort to seek out and try this fantasy of mine, I resigned to the fact that I probably never would. It was the summer after my high school graduation, I had been without a girlfriend for several months, and was getting ready for college in the fall. I was glad to be out of school and was really enjoying the summer. I played golf, hung out at the beach, partied with friends, flirted with girls, and got a part-time job working in a bookstore. Over 4th of July weekend we had a few relatives stay at our house for about a week, and I had a good time sightseeing and socializing with them.
One night I got home in the evening to find the house empty and a note saying they went out to dinner. It was nice to get some alone time, and I was feeling a little horny so I went to my room and popped on some porn. I laid back on my couch and starting jacking, and after I relaxed a little I switched to a gay porn. I was enjoying myself when I heard a knock on my door. Panicking, I tried to stammer out "hold on" while I zipped up my pants and tried to turn off the video, but the door was already opening. I quickly switched off the porn and turned around to see my uncle Pete standing in the doorway, looking a little surprised. Considering he had a full view of the screen, he definitely got a good look at what I was watching, and what I was doing.
"Hey, Pete, I thought you guys went out to dinner" I said nervously, hoping maybe he didn't notice.
"No, they went out but I was napping. Busy day, you know."
"Ah." I replied, and then there was silence.
"So..." he said, seeming like he wanted to confront me about this.
"I'm sorry" I stammered out, "I thought you were away, so I.."
"Hey don't worry about it. By all means I know how it goes. I'm a guy too you know" and he laughed. "You mind if I come in?"
This took me back a little bit, but I didn't know what else to say so I invited him in. He sat down on the other end of the couch as I tried to hide the fact that my pants were half undone. Pete is a good looking guy in his mid 30s, with a nice, pretty toned body and a nice smile. He is real down to earth, and I've always gotten along with him well.
"Seriously Ben, it's not a big deal at all. If you think other guys don't do that too you're sadly mistaken." He said it in a way that kind of put me at ease. He started to talk about being a guy and how frustrating it is sometimes being horny all the time. I began to feel much more comfortable, and he assured me I had nothing to be embarrassed about.