My name is Nathaniel Baxter. Nathan, I go by. I'm 18 years old and in my first semester at the local community college. I have a twin sister, Nicole. Nicole is 15 minutes older than me, and she definitely plays up the big sister role.
I was going to a party with Nicole and her boyfriend, Eric. I had just got out of the shower and I finished getting dressed. I was wearing some worn jeans and a light blue Polo shirt. I put on a pair of clunky black Sketchers and grabbed my hoodie, zipping it up as I ran down the stairs.
Eric was a year older than us. Before he graduated, he was the quarterback at our high school. He was tall and muscular, with wavy blond hair and blue eyes. A total all-American stud. Unfortunately, he had a skiing accident during his senior year and blew out his knee, which ruined his chance at the football scholarship he had lined up.
Of course, that worked out great for Nicole, since he stuck around and went to the local community college where we just started this year. Nicole was the head cheerleader, so it was natural that they ended up together. A lot of people were surprised that Nicole and Eric were still together even after he graduated a year ahead of us. I wasn't. I could tell that they were completely in love with each other.
Nicole and I were both short and very similar in appearance. Looking at the two of us, we looked very much alike, not surprising since we were twins. We were both 5'7" with thin builds. We had dark blond hair and blue eyes. Nicole dyed her hair lighter blond and it was quite a bit longer than my shorter style.
Eric's best friend was Rich Parkman. Rich graduated last year with Eric. He played on the football team as well, a guard on the offensive line. He was big and brawny, tall and built like a tank at 6'4" and 280 pounds. He had dark brown hair which always looked mussed up, and brown eyes. He had a boyish face, which he countered by growing a beard. He was really funny and always made me laugh. Yeah, I had a huge crush on the big guy.
Nicole knew that I was gay, of course. She also encouraged me to come out to Mom and Dad, which went much better than I was scared it would.
Nicole and I were very close and we knew pretty much everything about each other. I knew that she and Eric have been having sex since our sophomore year in high school.
I myself was still a virgin. I was popular enough that I had dates with girls in high school for the big occasions, like homecoming or prom, but other than that I didn't date. I was kind of a jock, but not really. I mean, I was on the baseball team, but I spent way more time on the bench than on the field. The furthest I ever got with another person was when I made out with my senior prom date. I think she would have went further with me, but I just couldn't do it. I was curious, but not that curious. Plus, I didn't think it would be fair to use her like that.
"Eric'll be here any minute," Nicole said as I walked into the living room.
"Cool," I said as I plopped down on the couch.
"Do you kids need any money?" Mom called from the kitchen.
I grinned at Nicole and jumped up and went into the kitchen. Mom was making dinner for Dad, who was on his way home from work. Mom was still wearing her hospital scrubs. She was a nurse at a private practice. She handed me two twenty dollar bills from her purse. I gave her a hug and kiss on the cheek and put one of the bills in my wallet. I gave the other to Nicole.
"Is Rich coming?" I asked, trying to sound casual.
Nicole rolled her eyes. "Probably. Not that you'd ever make a move on him."
I frowned. "Yeah, right. I'd like to not get my ass kicked, thank you very much."
"For someone so smart, you are so clueless sometimes."
I was about to respond, but the doorbell rang. Nicole let Eric inside and he greeted and hugged Mom, then we followed him out to his car. I got in the backseat while Eric and Nicole made out in the front seat. I rolled my eyes and cleared my throat.
At the party, I grabbed a cup of beer from the keg and mingled with some of the guys I knew from school.
I saw Rich walk in and I held in a deep breath. Man, he looked hot. He was wearing an unzipped hoodie over a black t-shirt with a pair of tight jeans and brown leather boots. I saw Eric and Nicole walk over to him, so I joined them.
"Hi, Rich," I said with a shy smile.
"Hey, Nathan," Rich replied back as he flashed me a big smile.
"You want a beer?" I asked.
"Sure. You gonna get it for me?"
I got another big smile from him and I melted.
"Sure," I said and I went and tapped a cup of beer for him.
I returned with the plastic cup and held it while he lit a cigarette. I listened in as he complained about his job to Eric. It sounded like his boss was being an asshole, not paying him overtime for extra hours worked. Rich was an apprentice electrician. I didn't know his boss, but I knew his boss's son and he was an asshole too.
We had been hanging out for an hour or so when someone bumped into Rich and spilled his entire beer down the front of his shirt.
"God damn it!" Rich shouted. He shoved the drunk guy and he fell back onto his ass. He was too drunk to even realize what he did, so Rich just grumbled to himself and let it go.
Rich pulled off his hoodie and then pulled off his t-shirt. I drew in sharp breath. My mouth fell open and I couldn't help but stare. His chest and stomach were covered in dark brown hair. His stomach was a little bit rounded and he had the beginnings of love handles. He wore a silver chain around his neck. He had a tribal armband tattoo around his right bicep.
"Gawk much?" Eric said with a chuckle as he elbowed me.
I realized everyone was looking at me and I blushed beet red and looked away.
"Leave him alone, Eric," Rich said. I glanced back at Rich and he was pulling on his hoodie and zipping it up over his bare chest. I could see the hair on his chest and I wondered what it would feel like to touch it.
"He's probably wondering how you got so fucking fat," Eric joked. "You need to hit the gym, dude."
"Some of us gotta work for a living," Rich grumbled.
"Yeah, well remember that next time you're wondering why I have a girlfriend and you haven't been laid in over six months."
"Fuck you, asshole."
Rich threw his wet beer-soaked shirt at Eric and it smacked him in the face. Rich and I both laughed and Eric threw it back at him. They were laughing, but Nicole was getting annoyed.
"Knock it off, guys."
We hung out for a while longer and then the four of us went to get something to eat. I noticed that Rich kept making glances my way and I couldn't help but blush and smile bashfully at him.
We finished eating quicker than I would have liked and then we were heading home.
***
A couple of weeks later on a Friday night, Eric picked Nicole and me up and we were headed to a bonfire on the lake that was part of our college's homecoming celebration. Eric had a cooler full of beer and we each grabbed one and headed towards the lake.
"There's Rich," Nicole said quietly, nodding towards the other side of the bonfire.
He was wearing a Lions football jersey with jeans and boots. He had a backwards ball cap on his head. He looked so hot. Unfortunately, he was talking to a girl who was seriously flirting with him. She was all over him and touching him. I was so jealous, I couldn't stand it. I couldn't stand to look anymore, so I turned away.
Nicole and Eric walked hand in hand towards the bonfire.
"Nathan! Hi," a voice called out.
I looked over to see James walk up to me.