I woke up, my arm still around Jay. I had to pee, so I lift my arm off him. Jay squirms a little before stopping, still sound asleep. I quietly get up. It's still dark out. I look at my phone and noticed it's 3:14 a.m. Still plenty of time to go back to sleep before I really have to get up.
I didn't bother putting any clothes on. I just walked to my bathroom naked, something I never get to do with other people in the house, and take a piss. I was still a little groggy, but then I was thinking about what happened with Jay. I was still wrapping my head around what we did. How a simple kiss for my best friend, a kind and thoughtful gesture, I told myself, turned into sex.
It wasn't even the sex that was troubling me, or the fact that it was with Jay. What was eating away at me was the fact that I liked it. I liked kissing Jay. I liked him sucking my cock. I even liked sucking his. It didn't feel weird or awkward or wrong. It felt natural. Almost right.
I've never been attracted to guys before. Sure, I've been curious before, but who hasn't? I never gave it any serious thought, or serious enough to warrant exploring. But now I have, it was good. It was actually great. But I'm still attracted to girls. So maybe I'm bisexual?
I realized I stopped peeing a while ago. So I've just been holding my dick over the toilet with a hundred thoughts running around in my head. I flush the toilet and head back to my room. I'll think more on this after more sleep. Better yet, I'll talk to Jay. Who knows what he's thinking about all of this.
I get back into bed under the covers. Jay was still asleep, but as if by instinct, he started scooting his ass back toward my cock, grinding against it. My dick started to grow. It felt so good, I couldn't help it. Now I was pushing my hard cock against his ass. I could hear Jay moaning in his sleep.
All the second thoughts I was having moved to the back of my mind. Only Jay's hot ass was occupying it right now. So I kept rubbing my cock against him, sliding it between his cheeks. My hands roamed his body as I bent down and started kissing his neck. I felt Jay's hand on the back of my head. I guess he was awake now, and he's into it. I move my hand down to his now hard cock and wrap my fingers around it. I stroke him up and down as I continue to grind against his smooth ass. His moans are much louder now.
Jay breaks the cycle by pushing me onto my back. I'm about to protest when I see him move on top of me and sits down on my cock. He bends his head down and kisses me passionately as he grinds his ass against my cock. It feels so fucking good. I feel his hard cock pressed in between us as our tongues wrestle. I move my hands down to his ass, groping it. I don't think either of us could be any harder right now.
Jay breaks the kiss. I look at him in confusion, then he says the three magic words. "Fuck me, Ted."
At that moment, that was all I wanted. I didn't think about how I'm about to fuck a guy, or fuck my best friend or what that could do to our friendship. My only thought was my cock in his ass. So I just smiled and said, "Okay."