A heterosexual man has his first homosexual experience.
I consider myself a heterosexual man. I am very attracted to the female form. I'm 28, I go to the gym and at my physical peak. I came seven times one night with the girl I am presently dating.
But there is one thing I have always wondered. From a woman's perspective. How does it feel to have a penis inside? Is orgasm better for a woman than it is for a man? You can't ask these questions to a woman, because they just look at you funny.
I did have one girlfriend admit she wondered what it was like to have a penis. I didn't know how to explain that to her either. She said sometimes she wishes she had one. She actually wanted to hold my penis one time while I peed. That was fun and erotic.
Well, sometimes I wish I had a vagina. Since I am a man and will never have a vagina. I have to take the next best thing and I think you know where this is going.
I have purchase dildos of various sizes and shapes. I do like the feel of things in my butt. Does that make me gay? Ha Ha!
I don't find men attractive or sexy. Not even a little bit. But I do find penises attractive. The thought of kissing a man on the lips repulses me. I have never felt another mans penis. Although I love mine. I often wished I could just fuck and suck myself.
I love the look and size of my penis. It is eight inches long and quite thick. If I could suck it, I would do it, and eat my cum. Having a muscle like that in my ass seems very erotic to me. Something alive, electric and pulsing. Not a piece of plastic.
I envy women having the opportunity to get fucked by a real live pulsating penis. By a guy who knows how to use it.
When I was younger working in the art field and modeling. I had many men try to pick up on me. I had many opportunities to be with a man. But I never did. I wanted to explore the penis but did not want the man attached to it. That is when I lost interest. So I never pursued my secret interest. I would like to give head. I often wished I could give head to myself so I didn't have to deal with the man attached.
I am intrigued by transexuals. In a perfect world. The best butt fuck for me would be by a beautiful feminine woman with a penis. Most transexuals are too manly. With their low voices, big hands, and Adams apples. But the combination of a feminine touch with beautiful breasts, curvy hips, and a penis would be the perfect way for me to be butt fucked. I assume if I looked hard enough, I could find a transexual that was very much like a woman. I would give that a try.
I don't have any desire to butt fuck a man either. I have rarely had anal sex with my girlfriends. Not very interested. The vagina is a beautiful thing to me, inside and out. Besides I am somewhat large and most of my girlfriends don't want something that big in their ass. Why would they, they have a vagina.
I want to feel a throbbing snake deep inside my ass. I want to feel that surge of cum shooting inside me. The same way a female feels cum shoot inside her vagina.
I started dating this cute little blonde girl. I didn't know her very well. But we had great sex. Once she asked me to meet her at the theatre where she was a prop master. When I got there she introduced me to the director. She told him I was an artist / graphic designer. He asked if I wanted to do their next poster and program.
So I showed up at his house along with many other actors. We sat around his living room reading through lines for the new play he was directing. They were a stable of actors he works with regularly. I just came to get an idea about the play to do the best art I could, for the poster and program.
He asked me to read a couple parts. They did not offer me a role. But I was not expecting one. I was just there to get ideas for the poster art.
The director asked. "I know another director who is looking to fill a part that you may be good for. Would you like to go for an audition?"
He gave me his number, so I called to arrange a meeting.
He said, "I am having an industry party at my house. Come to it and we can talk. Dan has already told me about you."
When I got there it was a cool rustic style house up in the hills. It looked as if it was built right into the hillside. It actually was. Some of the stones from the mountain were protruding into the jacuzzi area.
I was not surprised to see mostly gay men at the party. Since the play was about gay men. I was kind of disappointed because I was hoping to party with some actresses. Not the case. Most of the women were gay as well.
As the party went on, the booze and food kept flowing. I was feeling a good buzz but not out of control. I was up for a good party with or without the beautiful women.
As the night went on the women and their girlfriends seem to disappear and the party seemed to gravitate towards the huge hot tub area.
I work out a lot and as I said. I have done some modeling. I was told, the role the director needs to fill is a male prostitute. He must be handsome, muscular and a big bulge in his pants. My costume would be a very tight pair of ripped jeans and a tight t-shirt. I can do that.
During my college days, I would model partially nude for painting and drawing classes. It helped pay my tuition and meet girls.
Looking around I noticed I was one of the youngest and hottest guys at the party. At one point I was welcomed into the hot tub. There was an attractive woman in there. So I thought, why not. I apologized for not bringing a swimsuit. I did not know it was this kind of party.
She said, "that's ok you don't need a suit."
As she sat there watching me take off my clothes. Lucky for me I was wearing underwear that night. So I got down to my boxers and jumped in.
As I sat in this massive hot tube I felt a little self-conscious. I did not know what to say. That soon went away. There was always someone there with another drink and interesting conversation. So I was keeping a pretty good buzz on.
Suddenly the hot girl left with her female date, leaving me there alone with a bunch of guys. It didn't take me very long to figure out I was quite popular. The new boy in town. There was always another guy coming up to talk.
Guy or girl, there was always some interesting conversation. Theatre people be it gay or straight are an interesting breed and fun to party with.
This handsome guy slides over to me in the hot tub. He was built a lot like me. Muscular, clean cut. He was very personable and we had a good conversation.
We were close to the speakers so it was hard to hear each other at times. So he would move closer to me to talk. His knee kept bumping my thigh. Then his hand touched my thigh. I didn't move away so I guess he thought it was ok.
