The next week was both confusing and terrifying for Damian. Every time he looked at his fiancΓ©, he couldn't shake the feeling that she must know what he'd gotten up to.
How could he have been so stupid to do that in front of his mates? He fucked a guy! Not just that, he had sucked his cock, and then came in his arse! How could he ever look her in the face again? How could he look at any of them?
Telling himself that it was just a computer, and that it wasn't a real person seemed to be a flimsy justification. Computer or not, he had been completely taken in by that scenario.
That seemed to be the worst part of all. Flashes of memory from his night at Nevermore would hit him at random without warning. A guy at work had bent down to pick something up off the floor during a meeting, and all he could see was the splayed arse of the waiter as he drove his cock into his hole.
He'd had to make an excuse to stay in the meeting room once the meeting had concluded, or the evidence of his excitement would have been impossible to hide.
He was hornier than he'd ever been, and the no-sex rule at home was not helping. He was rushing to the bathroom 2 or 3 times a day while at work to relieve his frustration, as the arousing images continued to invade his mind.
As he pleasured himself, the apprehensive, it was the vulnerable look on the waiter's face as he was penetrated that usually pushed him over the edge. The transition from that naked vulnerability to the blissful ecstasy as he had the cum fucked out of him had Damian intrigued.
How could anal sex give him such pleasure? Was it really that good, or was that just what Nevermore thought he wanted to see?
The unifying question running through all of these thoughts was the hardest though. Could he really get married now, when the best sex he had ever had was with someone else?
Unsurprisingly, his relationship suffered. Guilt threaded through all of his conversations at home, leaving him constantly defensive and irritable. A particularly pointless fight the following weekend had them shouting at each other, until he finally stormed out, slamming the door behind him.
He walked for some time before he realised where he was going. By the time he turned onto the street where Nevermore was situated, he had come to a decision. He needed to go back and explore this further. He needed to sort out what he wanted once and for all.
He walked once again through the non-descript entrance, heart racing and palms sweating. Despite the late hour, Toby was there behind the desk once again, wiping the dark wood surface.
"Ah, the happy groom to be." He greeted him smiling. "Did we leave something behind last week or are we back for a second run before the wedding?"
Damian grunted awkwardly, his voice cracking and betraying his nervousness.
"You mentioned there was a discount for a return visit?" he managed to get out.
"Of course, good sir." Toby seemed delighted. "and what can we do for you this time around?"
Damian hesitated. Saying it out loud to a real person was really a step further than he was willing to go.
"Perhaps you'd prefer to just enter Nevermore and arrange it privately." Toby could see he was anxious. "Once you're back inside, the construct will allow you to create the scenario that you desire. If you need assistance at any stage, simply call my name, and my virtual self will be there to assist you."
"That sounds good." Damian was blushing uncontrollably. He couldn't wait to get away from this conversation. Working it out inside was perfect. He couldn't imagine discussing his deepest secrets with this guy in real life.
Nearly choking as he looked at the charges, but too engaged now to pull out, he whipped quickly through the paperwork and followed Toby down the hallway once again.
He stepped into the familiar pod room as the lights came on around him. Toby closed the door behind him as he left him to undress. The process was much quicker now, he'd explained, because his avatar was already created and ready to go.
Quickly undressing, he walked over to the pod and climbed on. The familiar soft gel embraced his body, engulfing him in its probing caress. He settled back into it, allowing his muscles to relax as he surrendered his body to the pod.
He took some calming breaths as the cover descended down towards him from the ceiling, deliberately fighting back the claustrophobia that rose once again from his gut. Again the gel spread rapidly from his feet, along his body, until his face was completely covered.
Remembering the process last time, he forced his eyes open to allow him access to Nevermore.
The view this time was entirely different. He stood completely naked, his enhanced body once again erasing the effects of his lack of exercise, and his fascination with carbohydrates.
Around him, though, was nothing. He stood amongst a field of perfect whiteness, with nothing to give him a visual clue anywhere. The resulting vertigo shook him briefly.
Remembering his last visit to Nevermore, he closed his eyes and formed an image in his mind of the entrance that he had just walked through. He opened them again to find himself standing there once again, only this time still naked.
Concentrating briefly again, his body was clothed once more, wearing jeans and a tight, white T shirt.
Feeling strangely exposed in the entrance, he wandered down the hallway, wondering where all the various doors led. Remembering again that the place was under his control, he hesitated briefly with his hand on a doorknob, and then opened it and stepped inside.
The room through the door was lit with a warm glow, highlighting the contrast between the white linen and cushions against the dark, rich wood of a four-poster bed and a luxurious, soft-looking couch. A scent of sandalwood contributed to the lush, relaxing atmosphere.
An old-style drink trolley sat in one corner and Damian wandered over and poured two whiskeys on ice.