The post nut clarity came over me, but as I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror, I knew I would obey him. I tried telling myself it was because he forces me. But I stared at my messy face and I knew the truth: I was his slut and I craved more.
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After Sam left, and I came all over the floor, I quickly cleaned up everything and showered. My mind was all over the place, trying to come to terms with the fact that I had cheated, and loved it. And worse, that I was already craving more of Sam.
The next few days I was going back and forth between craving Sam's cock and cum, and never wanting to see him again. I did my best to hide my conflicted feelings from Adam, and he didn't seem to notice it. We just went by as normal.
The turning point was 5 days after Sam's last visit, Adam worked a double shift at the hospital and wouldn't be home until the next morning, and I had a couple of glasses of wine. I started to think about Sam, how he just took control of me immediately and how I just obeyed. I also thought about how I was going to deal with the video he had of me moaning while greedily sucking his magnificent 8 inch cock. I could visualize every vein and how it was hovering in front of my face.
The more I thought about everything, and the more wine I drank, I got hornier and hornier. I started to feel how my ass felt empty and almost pulsing, desperate to get fucked. I reached for my phone and stared at the text conversation with Sam for a while. I got up on all fours and took a picture of my ass and started to write.
"Sir, I'm sorry for not obeying you. You were right, I want you to own me, use my holes for your pleasure. I crave your cock, and your cum. Please let me be your slut and breed me. I'll be a good slave for you, I promise!" I clicked send before I chickened out.
Drunk me rationalized that I didn't have a choice, Sam would send the video to Adam and that was the only reason I was doing this. It was my only choice. Not the desire I felt growing inside me.
My phone beeped, my heart skipped a beat when I saw Sam's name on the screen. It was a short reply, it just said his address and 1 hour. I rushed to the bathroom to get ready and shower before heading out, exactly 45 minutes after his text I knocked on his door.
"It's open," I heard Sam call from inside. I took one last shaky breath and again told myself it's only because I have no choice before I opened the door and stepped inside. I walked inside and saw Sam sitting on his couch, naked and his beautiful cock still soft against his thigh. Even while soft it was a masterpiece, 5 inches long and thick, as big as I was when I was hard. I could see the veins making it seem even thicker.
"Took you long enough slut. I got to admit, I was expecting you to reach out the next day. Almost thought I would have to send Adam our video," he said with a grin. Before I could speak he continued, "Just to make sure the rules are clear, you will do anything I tell you. You will not hesitate or question me. As long as you obey I won't have to tell Adam anything. You got that?"
"Yes," I replied, looking down at the floor trying not to stare at his cock.