As we'd agreed, he was already on his knees with his mouth spread wide when I opened his front door. He was naked, his knees cushioned by an old pillow, his hands clasped behind him. His eyes were obediently cast down.
How the mighty have fallen. The man was once a sex-god, a magnet to boned-up perverts looking for a real man to play with. Now he was just a cumdump. With his body and his mind well past their prime, he had lost his job and was forced to live on government assistance. Charity. His high-class apartment had gone, his bank account had gone, his looks had gone. Most of his friends had long since disappeared, leaving him largely forgotten - no longer a "person of interest" to the next generation. Pride had been stripped away, and the road ahead looked bleak.
He had not been a kind man, nor a generous one. He had never extended love. The Life-book he had written had earned its way to this late chapter. I had no pity for him. But I did feel a lust for his mouth. More now than ever, perhaps - because it had evolved into such a
pathetic
mouth. An agoraphobic, he had always relied on the world beating a path to his door. Now the road was overgrown, infested by weeds, and the handle of the unlocked door was oh-so-seldom turned.
I stepped inside, and pushed the door shut behind me. As I stared at him, I quickly kicked off my shoes and stripped off my clothes. I draped them over a chair near the entrance as my eyes assessed him. He did not look up or speak a word. But the trembling of his thin body acknowledged my presence. Like a dog in heat, he cocked his ass upwards and stretched his neck forward. His mouth stretched still wider, and his tongue fell out of it as he began to shallowly pant. A god turned into a dog. His hands came up and stretched forward, pleading without words for contact.
I took my time. I ran my eyes slowly up and down his body, knowing that he was feeling the full weight of my cruel assessment. The balding head. The narrow shoulders. The sagging chest and gut. The legs like toothpicks.