Old Man Discovers...

Last sentence chapter-35.. shit, shit, shit. Nothing has been settled.

Sitting there listening to Fred, my mind is racing with all different thoughts. Do I want just Jackie gurl? Do I want just Fred? Is there some way I can have both? Do I want both?

The last session was great. All it lacked was tits and a smooth female like body. Mentally I feel less bi or gay with Jackie. I know, I know, it sounds stupid. The gurl does have a cock. But she/he acts like, dresses like, and wants to be treated like a lady(female). Maybe I can have both on the sly. I know Jackie want exclusive. What does Fred want? I guess I should ask.

"Fred, you were married when we met and started our relationship. It wasn't a problem for me, although I was single (widowed). Now consider at this time I'm married to someone named Jackie. What are your thoughts and feelings?" I said.

There's along silence. At least it seemed long Probably only two minuets. During which Fred is making different facial expressions and rubbing his face and head. Opening and closing his mouth. It's almost like he's dumfounded.

Finally he speaks, "Mack, I would never have thought of a situation like that. I guess you have a point, except my wife and yours, never had cocks. We both have discovered cocks and ass pussy and enjoy both. But you seem to want it with a person other than me!"

Oh, man! Jackie, Jackie, I don't want to lose you. But it's starting to look like Fred is going to be my only F.W.B. I start to speak but Fred holds up his hand.

He says, " We've been together a little over a year. We've got an excellent location with few if any neighbors. We can sit outside naked on almost any given day. We can drink, smoke cigars, nipple play, jack off, suck and fuck. Whats not to appreciate about that situation? I told you before that I'll be your gurl any way you want. And if you want some variety there is always Bud. Who we both enjoyed our time at his place. Think about what I've said, what I want. Get back to me with your decision."

Fred gets up, fondles his cock, blows me a kiss and heads for home.

Well he was right about one thing, Bud. That was a fantastic get together. That shower of his is a wonder too behold. He did love having his openings filled. But, it's still guys.. then again, isn't Jackie?

Without noticing, Fred is back on the porch. "I forgot to tell you, Bud has called twice in the last week. He wants to get together, cook us dinner and what ever else develops. Just thought I' d let you know," he says.

With what I thought was kind of a sad face, Fred leaves again. I have some serious think to do and I have to talk to Jackie. I've had a hell of a sex session but I'm tense and stressed. It's cigar and scotch time. Then call Jackie and see if she/he is available.

Beer in hand, cigar lit, sitting in recliner. I start thinking back to the knock on my door and the first time Fred showed up. How he licked my nipples, groped my cock and eventually sucked a mind blowing orgasm out of me. Everything else that followed was better than any 41 years of married life sex.

Fred was my first guy and I was his second. He told me his mouth would be better than any pussy I'd ever had. I also found out that his ass pussy wasn't bad either. We've had great sessions and become best friends. Eventually it felt natural for him to be my first suck.

Startled out of my reverie by the phone ringing, I answer.

"Hello, Mack. How are you sweetie?" Jackie says.

Oh shit, but I say, "Jackie, I was just thinking about calling you."

"Well, you got me now, what was it going to be about? A get together I hope," she/he says.

"I wanted to stop by and talk to you sometime tomorrow," I said.

There is a definite silence but finally Jackie says, "Stop by? Just stop by? Sure, when?"

"Give me a time that will be convenient for you," I say.

"I should be home no later than three p.m.," Jackie says.

"I'll be there around 4," I tell her/him.

"I'll be anxiously waiting," Jackie says.

To be continued... (Readers- any thoughts as to what my decision should be?)