I'm not going to tell you one of those too good to be true stories that you always read on these kind of sites. This is an account of my first sexual encounter with an older man, or any man for that matter.
I had always had gay tendencies although I had never built up the courage to act on it. I had always fantasized about sex with men. I had even masturbated using dildos and a 6" life like dildo, but I knew it couldn't compete with the real thing. I was 25 when I finally built up the nerve to act. I had always seen the gay personals on the internet and always thought that that would be a great way to meet a discreet sexual partner. I put out my signal for an older man to introduce me into man on man sex and before long I got some replies. One of which was an older man named Steven. I got in touch with him and set up a time to meet him. I agreed to go to his place, some 25 miles away from me. A week passed until "the day" came.
Finally it was time. I was so nervous yet so eager to do this. I drove to his place and when I arrived, I knocked on his door and was pleasantly surprised when he answered. A 40 year old man answered. He stood about 6'1", 195 lbs. with short brown hair and a goatee. It was obvious that he had a good build. I didn't quite know what to do or say. Luckily he knew that I was new to this whole thing. He had a mixture of Crystal Method and Lords of Acid playing in his CD changer. He knew I liked to get off to this music because I had told him through email. I thought that set the tone perfectly.
I remember this feeling of intense eagerness in my stomach. It was relatively the same feeling as when you start to descend from the top of a rollercoaster. It wasn't a feeling of nervousness, it was a feeling a anticipation. I was really here and really going to fulfill my fantasy of getting fucked by a man.