So we met on the LIT Forums. We had posted on threads and sent pm's to each other. Just your normal cyber sex type of stuff. Well, maybe it wasn't all that normal. It was just a tad hotter than that. We would talk about each others cocks, send each other pics, talk about our fantasies, etc. He was experienced at actual gay sex and I was still just curious. Let me clarify, I was curious but wanting my first dick more than ever before. He knew this and would use that to his advantage. He would have an experience and then tell me all about it. Just toying with my desires and enjoying it.
We would occasionally have some normal non-sexual chit chat. Not very often, but occasionally we did. One day we were chatting and we came upon the realization that we were each going to be in Las Vegas on business. And we were going to be alone in our hotel rooms. He was on me in an instant. Planning our rendezvous. I was immediately more nervous than perhaps I'd ever been in my life. After wanting to have my first cock for so long, the time was finally here. However, I was a married man. A married man with children. If I went through with this, what would my family life be like. I mean after all my wife knew nothing of my desires and I couldn't imagine that it would be a very pleasant situation if she were to find out. So on one hand I was so excited. My chance was finally here, right in front of me. On the other hand, I was scared shitless. I care more about my family than anything. Could I let this go and just keep it a desire? After wanting his cock for the past few months and dreaming of this day, could I just say no thanks and just remain cyber pals? No fucking way! This man possessed one of those cocks that just draws you in. He was experienced, sexual, sensual and would be a perfect teacher for me. I couldn't keep the desire in any more. I was going to Vegas and I was going to hook up with him.
So we set up our meeting time and place. We were to meet at his hotel room at 9:00pm the day I landed. I wanted it to be that way since I was in the closet and we were there for an industry convention. He didn't care, he just wanted to have me. The plane ride was in all honesty the most difficult part of everything. I had the misfortune of being on the aisle and flanked by a fairly large woman that seemed to have some kind of bladder control issue. Not usually a problem except when you have a raging hard-on going you have to keep getting up and standing in the aisle. I couldn't stop thinking about what was just hours away now. I had the night planned out and every time I would shut my eyes a visual would play in my mind. The excitement was just too much to contain. I'm completely surprised that I didn't lose a load in my pants. When I finally landed, I just wanted to get to my hotel. Get out of the public eye.