I'd been dating Daisy for about seven months and things were starting to feel like they could get serious. Daisy was the sweetest, most winsome girl I'd ever met. I couldn't put my finger on it but there was something special about her. She had some ethereal qualities which just made everyone admire and want to be around her: insecure like all of us but confident when it mattered, self-sacrificing but able to hold her ground, and smart but humble.
So, like I said, we'd been dating for around seven months and, sexually, the most we'd done was to kiss. You see, she was a Christian and I was not. I wanted to get into her pants in the most desperate way and she mostly seemed content to remain a virgin. Yes, at 22 she was the world's cutest virgin.
My agnosticism gave her reservations about seeing me or getting more serious. I didn't see the problem but she said something inscrutable about egg yolks. What did egg yolks have to do with anything?
One night after a particularly delightful date I dropped her off at her parents' house where she still lived. We necked in the car for a few minutes with the evidence being on the steamy windows. Then it was nine and she had to go in.
She was always tickled when I would walk around the car to open her door. This time I crouched in the doorway to start that conversation: "Daisy, we've been going out for a long time...Don't you think it's time we let things heat up?"
Daisy leaned forward to plant a kiss on my cheek and hug me, "I'm really fond of you Chad, but that's a conversation for tomorrow. Pick me up early and we'll talk. You can't keep bringing it up at 8:55".
I never for a moment doubted that her 'fondness' for me wasn't sincere or that she wanted to blow off the talk.
On my way home I was randy as hell. Seven months is a long time to only know Rosy Palm and her five sisters.
I drove around aimlessly for a while so my sexual agitation could dissipate. Turning left I happened to find myself outside the dirty bookstore. I'd forgotten it was here. It seemed like a perfect way to blow off some steam before heading back to the company of my ever present roommates.
However, and I don't know why this was what weighed on my mind, but I worried Daisy wouldn't like that I was here. I could just drive home. Really, I should.
Guiltily, I paid my cover at the door and pretended to browse the sex toys before getting quarters for the arcades.
When my eyes adjusted I could see that the maze of corridors hadn't changed at all since the last time I was here - maybe two years ago. I smelled bleach and weed. I spied a few guys wandering the halls, waiting for who knows what.
Then I found the same booth I used to frequent when I still lived with my parents and this was the only safe place to go jerk off.
My booth was small, dirty, sticky, and smelly. But it also had a new large screen video in HD. In other words it was perfect.
I sat in the plastic lawn chair they had so lavishly provided, reached to lock the door, but the clasp was broken. As it turned out the machine now took dollars and not quarters, so I had to head back to the front desk. I felt like the guy was smirking at me.
Back in my booth I had twenty dollars in singles and a kick ass movie playing. The actor in the movie had gotten his cock sucked by someone's super hot wife, rimmed her dirty ass, and was now enjoying pounding her pussy. The plot was that the woman's husband couldn't make her pregnant so she had been tempted to cheat with the delivery man. I took out my hard cock and began a leisurely jerk.
I was almost out of credits, and I was close, when a dude cracked my door open slightly, "Need a hand with that, Man. No strings..." I started to object when he interrupted, "Wow! You got a nice one. It's just a handy."
Right then my credits ran out. I wished that guy hadn't bothered me. I hated that I was saying this, and I was slightly pissed at myself, "If You keep the video running..."
Once in my booth he waited for me to unzip but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. When he reached for my zipper I had the urge to slap his hand away but I really needed to get off too.
I cringed at the thought of a man's rough hand handling my dick. But once I felt it, the touch of any other person's hand felt phenomenal after so long. I could have shot right away but he had put in 80 credits and I decided it would feel nice to stretch it out.
When I came, the actress on the screen had just abandoned herself to her evil impulses and been seeded by a big black man. I'm sure her white husband was going to be very surprised in nine months.
My cum was all over the strangers hands. He looked up, "Is it safe?" Of course I was clean and disease free. The handjob was nothing. But somehow I felt if he ate my cum we would have had sex on some level. It was weird to go this far only to have to explain to this guy why he couldn't have my nasty goo. In a moment of weakness, I gave him the nod.
Then I made a B-line for the door. It wasn't even that great of an orgasm.
**
Daisy and I were invited to spend a day at a cabin with a few other couples. It was just minutes away but still it was on a lake, and we planned to do some water skiing.
It rained from morning on so we all ended up cooking, playing board games, and lounging around all day. Everyone was wearing their swimsuits in some vain attempt to coerce the weather.
At one point Daisy and I were spooning on the couch, as most of the couples were, when despite all my hopes not to, my cock grew rock hard poking into Daisies polka dot covered, but shapely, rear end. I had no delusion that she couldn't feel my great log lodged between her cheeks: pressed firmly in there by the weight of her slim body.
If her tender sensibilities were insulted she didn't let on. She kept right on talking as if nothing at all were stirring back there. Her body was mostly relaxed, she even melted into me, still holding my hand on her waist. I supposed that she kept laying on it to hide our predicament from the rest of the group.
Other couples periodically disappeared into the one bedroom, returning later, only to be replaced by a new duo. Was she judging them? Was she prudish enough to be offended by my hard excitement?
The day's drinking progressed to the evening's drinking, then before I knew it, it was time to hurry up to get her home before curfew.
Again when I dropped her off I bent down in the doorway of my car to talk. We were lucky enough to have at least ten minutes. I should have planned better.
I spoke up first, reticent to bring it up,"Daisy, I'm sorry for what I did. I can't control it you know. With your hot body touching mine like that it was bound to happen. "
Her hands stroked my biceps and her eyes darted between my own, and with the most charming smile and innocent eyes, she replied, "I'd be worried about you if you didn't have some reaction. You were designed that way, ya know. Really, I'm flattered - it just means you like me." She tapped her finger on my nose. "But we can work on control, don't sell yourself short."
Encouraged by her open mind I broached the next subject:
"Baby, I know your Bible says you shouldn't have intercourse before marriage. But what about other stuff? Why do I have the feeling you're gonna tell me it's a sin for men and women to do anything fun? Did your Sunday school teachers convince you that all the varied things couples do is wrong?"
She looked deeply into my soul, "Sunday school teachers aren't always the most gifted scholars, Chad. You gotta look this up for yourself. Right to the big book itself.
"But they say sex is a sin?"
"It says He invented sex. It also says He didn't invent sin."