My first time was on a Friday. I was 23 years old and had been in a sexless relationship with a girl for several years and always sort of knew that I was interested in guys. Often late at night I would find myself wandering off the straight porn sites onto the links for man on man action. I began to imagine that I was in the photos and wonder what it would be like. I fingered my tight, pink hole and found that I liked it. One day I got up the nerve to buy a life-size rubber dong, a set of training plugs, and a bottle of lube to try and loosen myself up. It wasn't as easy as it looked, but I did enjoy the plugs and my desire for the real thing grew with each explosion of my cock, emptying the contents of my balls onto my stomach and chest.
Eventually I began to look at the ads on Craig's List. At first I just wanted to see what the scene was like around where I lived. I also used to masturbate to the photos of local men and the thought of what they proposed doing. Soon enough, I began responding to ads, but would never follow through with any plans to meet as I was too afraid. I did have a great time taking photos of myself, specifically of my shaved bare cock and ass. I would stay home and jerk off to the thought of what men wanted to do with me.
At one point the tension had built up so much that I actually drove over to some guy's house. He was going to blow me through a glory hole he had set up near his front door. When I got to the house, there were so many people outside in the neighborhood that it freaked me out and I kept driving. He was pissed, but I had developed such a raging hard-on knowing that some man wanted to gratify me by sucking my rock-hard dick, that I decided I had to release somehow.
I knew that there was a porn store not far from where I was which had video booths. I never went into one before this, but I had an idea that it was a place where guys cruise for other guys. I bought some tokens and went into a booth, closing the curtain as well as I could. When you walk into the booth, there is a seat and a television screen perpendicular to the hallway. No matter what I did, it wasn't possible to have complete privacy. But I had paid my money, and my boner wasn't going away, so I tried to relax and get going. I dropped a token in the machine and the screen before me came alive with a video of a teenage girl getting her pussy rammed by what looked to be a ten-inch, black cock. I wasn't into her fake moaning, so I flipped around.
I saw some pretty hot lesbian scenes which only caused my bulge to increase, with that signature spot of pre-cum beginning to show through my grey gym shorts. I figured I'd better not let that get any worse so I whipped my dick out, without taking my shorts all the way off. I felt a little weird about having my bare ass on the seat of such a grimy establishment, but my horniness quickly overtook my concern. I admired how big my dick looked, freshly shaven and hard. I'm not blessed with a huge cock (its only six inches), but sometimes when I'm really aroused, it looks huge. I didn't have any lube so I spit on the head of my cock and began to move my hand over it in that old familiar motion, but between the porn getting old, and the strangeness of jerking in such a bizarre place, I began to lose my hard-on.
I flipped through the channels until I came across the gay channels. One caught my eye. Another young, redheaded guy, like me, was sandwiched between two hot, skinny twinks. Immediately, my rager returned, and I began beating it furiously, imagining that I was the one between these two beautiful cocks, one pounding my ass, and one in my mouth.
In the ferocity of my masturbation, I didn't notice that the sound of the porn could be heard outside the booth and might attract a crowd of interested observers. A guy in his mid-thirties came over to the crack in the curtain to see who was enjoying that kind of porn, and how they were enjoying it. Apparently he liked what he saw, because he stayed there eyeing me and my sex with his hand down his own shorts. I tried to ignore him and focus on the hot scene in front of me, but I actually began to like that he was watching me; it made me that much hotter. I pulled my shorts to my ankles and shifted my hips so that he could get the full view of my hard member and glistening, hairless balls, all the while never letting my eyes leave the screen, or my hand leave my cock. The scene on the screen began to intensify as the lucky redhead's moans told me he was close to climax. Suddenly the curtain pulled open and there were now four guys watching me, two of them with their dicks in their hands, watching only me. The fact that I was being watched by these men and that they were stroking their cocks to me was too much to handle. Just as the redhead on the screen exploded all over the pillow he was being fucked over, my cock tensed and shot my white hot cum up onto my t-shirt, with a small drop landing conveniently on my lower lip.
I looked at the men who had been watching me and quickly swallowed the droplet of jism on my face, enjoying its texture and salty flavor. One of the men reached out and stuck his finger in a wad of the cum that was hanging from my shirt, tasting it like he had just tasted home-made gravy. He nodded, indicating that he enjoyed the taste of my spunk. With that, the blood finally rushed back to my head and I began to think about the absurdity of this situation.
I pulled my shorts up, ran to the bathroom to wash my hands and dick, and quickly left the porn store to drive home, trying not to think about the experience. But it wasn't that easy. All I could think about for the next week was the sexy redhead, his balls exploding because of the stimulation of a long, hard cock ramming his tight, pink asshole; and the men who enjoyed me, enjoying myself and the redhead.