It was dark, and I walked down the London street until I came to the address, a handsome late Victorian mansion block. I took the lift to the fifth floor and, my heart beating strongly, knocked on the door. Would my fantasy be completely fulfilled once I was inside?
I waited for what seemed a long time when it opened and a handsome black man in a bathrobe, smiling, beckoned me in. The door closed with a click behind me. Finally, I was going to be taken by a black man.
I'm seventy years old but as I exercise and keep to a healthy diet I am often taken for much younger. I am six feet tall and slim. Judging from this man's smile he had no problems with me. I muttered my name.
"Hello", he said, "I'm Herbert. Perhaps an odd name for a black guy, but I don't mind it. I hope you don't mind my asking for payment in advance?" He had a nice, gentle voice, and would have passed for a Home Counties Englishman on the phone, and didn't sound effeminate at all -- a big plus for me. In silence, I counted out the hefty sum I was paying onto the table he had indicated. I glanced around. It was a large, slightly old fashioned living room, decorated in nice taste, with a view from big windows over rooftops and lights stretching out to the horizon. The interior lights were dim. A great view in the day, and a good one at night.
"Now the formalities are out of the way", he said, and hugged me. There was a wonderful husky smell, and his goatee brushed my skin as I moaned gently. "Would you like to undress in the bathroom?" he added.
"I'm fine here", I said, my heart still beating hard, "I've always liked undressing in front of strangers." Herbert smiled. "No problem. I'm interested in why you're here, but of course you don't have to tell me."
I took my coat off. "The obvious", I replied, as I took my shoes and socks off. "I'm a white faggot who has always wanted to be with a black man. Your photos showed a great physique, but without your head showing. It's nice to see you're very good looking."
"Well thank you. You called yourself a faggot, but you sound and behave as if you're straight."
I pulled my shirt over my head, showing my still decent body (I do light weights three times a week). "In a way I am. If I could, I'd return to earth as a woman and give myself up to black men and have children by them." I took my trousers off. "The idea of walking around, obviously pregnant, with a very dark man like you by my side with his arm around me, is exciting. And then, allowing my black baby to suck from my nipples..."