Master Jon had just told me I might never get out of chastity and he would decide everything including my limits. I should have been pissed if not terrified, but somehow he made me feel more than OK with losing even more control to him. I felt safe as I played with my hole and nipples, and thought about deep-throating Master Jon till he blasts his huge load in me and/or on me. I felt so horny and good. Lightly stroking the bottom of my balls sack felt good too. I wanted to push a vibrator deep in my cunt and enjoy the hum while I fantasized about Master Jon, But I didn't. He had not told me I could use my toys. I think he would be OK or even pleased with me fucking myself with a vibrator, but he didn't say that. Not worth the risk. I need to be perfectly obedient to Master Jon if I ever want my worthless cock free again. Thirty minutes of masturbating every erogenous spot on my body except my cock left me desperate to cum. Cum??? Fuck I couldn't even pee.
I doubt my bladder was full, but when you can't have something, you want and need it more. My brain played ping pong with my need to piss and desire to cum. Fuck this was torture. I took a shower to try to take my mind off my plugged and caged cock and to clean my fuck hole. Master Jon had not said anything about using my cunt, but he owned it and could use it any time or way he wanted. I played it safe and made sure I was as clean as humanly possible. The warm water felt great on my cunt muscle ring and distracted me for a short while. But I did not linger, since I had to be playing with my hole and nipples when Master Jon came back to the room. That could be in 5 minutes or 5 hours. Damn, I hope it is not 5 hours. My bladder and kidneys could not take that. I thought it through and decided I should be in "Kneeling Rest" pose near the door when Master Jon came back. Well almost kneeling rest pose, I was rubbing my nipples and hole, and that is not a standard pose but should be one. Maybe call this pose "Kneeling Fucking Myself"
When Master Jon did come back to the room, I was kneeling on a pillow and as close to the door as possible, so Master Jon's crotch was immediately at my face. I wanted him to crush my face into his groin, but he wanted to start lower.
Jon: "Shoes now"
I removed both of Master Jon's running shoes. He had not been working out, but a long day in these shoes made them smell like a real man.
Jon: "Socks now"
After I removed my Master's socks, I guess I had a hungry look on my face.
Jon: "Go on boy, I can tell you are dying to. Fag yourself out on my stinking socks."
He didn't have to tell me twice. I crushed both of his socks to my face and drank in his scent. The socks were damp with sweat and pungent. One of my Master's scents, and I could not get enough. I almost purred as I rubbed my face on his dirty socks. If I was horny before, I was hot now.
Jon: "Stuff one of my socks in your mouth. Get the whole thing in your mouth and look up at me. Boy, did I tell you you could stop playing with your hole? No! Boy, are you trying to get me to use my belt on you?"
Oh, how can I explain the pleasure and longing I felt with my Master's sock completely filling my mouth and propping my mouth open wide? I could not talk, but I tried to grunt "Thank you, Master". The grin on Master Jon's face was so wide that he was almost laughing at me.
Jon: "Fucking slut, can't stop playing with your cunt. Maybe I'll have to put a locking butt plug in your fuck hole. Lock it away like I locked away your cock. Would you enjoy that boy? Would you enjoy feeling your hole stuffed full with a plug till I decide to remove it? Maybe I'll put you in a chastity belt that completely covers your junk and holds a dildo up your cunt too. Why aren't you answering me, boy? Just because your mouth is stretched wide with my stinking sock does not mean you don't have to answer my questions."
I tried to say "Yes Sir!", but it was grunts and gibberish.
Jon: "Boy, when I came in, you were waiting by the door for me like my bitch dog does at home. That usually means she needs to go outside, especially if she rubs her snout on my leg. Boy, do you need to go outside?"
I hoped like hell he was not being literal, but I did need to piss and this was my chance. I rubbed my face on his leg like his dog probably does. I had been a sub, then a slave, and might end up a pet too. The ache in my cock cage said this, like everything Master Jon does, turned me on.
Jon: "Good boy, crawl into the shower on your knees."
Jon: "Good boy, now lay on your back and I'll remove your pee plug."
A half turn of the allen screw and a quick jerk and the urethra plug was out of me. It was so fast I felt almost nothing, but my body shivered anyway.
Jon: "Did that scare you, boy? I own that worthless cock, don't worry about what I do with my possessions. As long as you're a good boy, I will only hurt you in a good way."
Master Jon was rubbing my belly as he said this, and I was calm and wanted so much to be a good boy for him.
Jon: "Boy, get on your knees"
I have pissed in public restrooms with other men around countless times. Even standing shoulder to shoulder at the piss trough didn't embarrass me, but Master Jon looking down on me kneeling in the shower waiting for permission to pee, embarrassed me and my face blushed.
Jon: "Good boy, Now on the count of three, one two, three, PISS!
It was a command and an order. I obeyed without thinking about it. It felt good of course and the mess caused by the nub cage was not too bad. If he gave me the same command when I was fully clothed and in public, I might automatically obey him then too. Fuck he had control over me.
Jon: "Good boy. Are you going to obey me and always ask for my permission to use your nub, even to pee? Only pee when I give you permission? Hold it in even when it is uncomfortable till I give you permission?"
Clay: "Yes, Master. Master, I'm your good slave and I obey you. Master, you own my body."