Chris was a college sophomore living in a dorm on the campus of a large state university. Chris was just under six-foot-tall and of average build. He played basketball in high school and now played pick-up and intramural sports, so he was in pretty good shape.
Sexually, Chris was relatively inexperienced -- he had a couple of girlfriends in high school and one his freshman year, but none of these gone beyond oral sex. In the last few months, he had caught himself looking at naked guys in the communal showers in the dorm, and he was getting pretty good at being around and secretly looking at his roommate Ryan when he came in from showering and got dressed. These dick shots became the highlight of his day.
Chris had always liked straight porn, but he started to catch himself focusing on the cocks more than the pussys, and even found himself clicking on gay scenes. When he masturbated and was close to cumming he made sure to go back to straight scenes -- he thought this made him, "straight but curious"...at least that's what he told himself.
Ryan was bigger than him, both in physical stature and penis size. Ryan was more outgoing than Chris and was in a serious relationship with his girlfriend of two years, Jessie. Chris knew -- in fact had inadvertently seen - Ryan and Jessie have sex (a story for another day). Above his desk in their room Ryan posted a picture of he and Jessie at the beach taken last Spring Break. In the photo, Jessie is wearing a revealing yellow bikini -- her amble breasts figuring predominately in the photo. Ryan is wearing black board shorts and no shirt. His muscular arms and shoulders tan and oiled.
One Friday afternoon Ryan was packing up to go home for the weekend. They chatted as Chris was playing video games and dreading another boring weekend. Ryan said "See ya Sunday man" and left the dorm room.
Being alone for the first time in a couple of days, Chris got hard and needed to rub one out. Sitting at his desk he turned and looked at the picture of Ryan and Jessie. Wasting no time, he stood, dropped his shorts and was soon standing in front of the photo of Ryan and Jessie stroking away. Just as he was getting close, Ryan barged back into the room saying, "Damn, I forgot my...." Ryan caught sight of Chris with his hard cock in his hand looking at the photo. Mortified, Chris almost jumped back to his desk chair and covered himself as much as he could with his t-shirt. Ryan stammered, "Oh sorry man -- gotta get my calculus book". Very quickly Ryan grabbed the textbook and hurried out, saying only, "see ya man" as he left. He didn't seem mad, but embarrassed, and was only in the room for a few seconds.
Chris spent the weekend worried about what it would be like when Ryan got back on Sunday. Would he be angry that Chris was beating off to --apparently - his girlfriend? Would it be awkward? Would he say anything at all?
Sunday evening finally came, and Chris nervously worked on a term paper at his desk. At about 6:00 the door slowly opened and Ryan came in carrying his gym bag and backpack. "Hey man, how was the weekend?" Ryan said. Chris acted distracted and said, "boring as usual, working on this paper, nothing going on". Ryan said "yeah, I gotta study too. I'm gonna go grab some dinner and then hit the books". "Cool" said Chris, and Ryan left.
Chris felt relief that the first encounter after 'the incident' was over, and thought maybe Ryan was not going to say anything.
A little while later, Ryan came back, mentioned the crappy food at the cafeteria, and sat at his desk with his book and calculator.
It was quiet for 10 minutes or so as the two sat back to back studying.
Finally, the silence was broken when Ryan, without turning around said, "a, hey man about the other day, I'm not..." Chris broke in, "I'm really sorry man, I wasn't...". Now Ryan jumped in with a little laugh, "Dude, it's not a problem, let's be honest, everyone beats off". Feeling relieved, Chris turned and said, "Thanks man, I was worried that..." Ryan laughed again, "Naw man, it's no big deal. Jessie is pretty hot isn't she?"
There was a long pause and Ryan said again, "She's hot right?....Chris?"
Chris was scared to death! He had never told anyone about his attraction to guys, and he didn't want his roomie be uncomfortable or even hate him. He sat at his desk with his back facing Ryan.
After a minute that seemed like an hour, Chris broke the silence, "Well, how do you know I was looking at Jessie?" He held his breath and waited.
"What do you mean man?" Ryan replied.
Quietly Chris said, "I don't know Ryan, I've just been feeling....kinda different lately...hell I might as well say it, I was looking at you."
