I slumped over, not expecting the sudden lack of support. I tried pushing myself up, and found my limbs were a little shaky and akward to manipulate. He helped me by lifting my hips up and turning me so I was, again, gripping the back of the couch with my ass facing him.
He quickly pushed lube around my sissy hole, then pushed a little lube inside me. Then I felt a series of cold lube, then his warm finger pushing inside my hole over and over. I was still absolutely reeling from the poppers and was feeling a desperate need for him to fuck me. His finger pushing inside me felt so right, but I wanted to be used as a fuck doll. My mind was set; there was no question--I am a sissy slut. I need this. I am a gay sissy whore. Cock is my life.
A long, loud sniffing noise broke my concentration on my reeling thoughts. He took another hit. I hear footsteps. He stood in front of me with a exceptionally hard and glistening cock, poppers in hand, and a look on his face that said "Do it; sniff those poppers you little whore. You know you want it".
I looked up from his cock, still pointing my naked ass straight back. I obeyed by locling eyes with him and covering my left nostril again. One long sniff later and he disappeared from my vision. I felt his hands grip and spread my mily white ass cheeks. Then, his cock started to gently stir my pussy hole. I gasped as it hadn't been touched sensually since he tickled it earlier. The lubing of my hole was very clinical and focused. This was teasing and erotic.
Another rush came over me. Nothing else in the world mattered. I needed to be fucked now. As if reading my mind, I hear, "You want this raw cock in your ass, slut?".
"Yesssss pleaseeee put it inside meee" I said with zero control of myself.
"You want me to fuck this little hole?" he asked again, now slapping my boi hole with his hard cock.
"Ohhh my god, yes please fuck meee, I need it" I begged, then used both of my hands to reach back and spread my cheeks wide open for him.
"Good boyyyy" he respnded in a deep baritone. Slowly but firmly he pushed his cock all the way in balls deep and pulled it right back out completely.
I gasped and had shuddered exhales. My heart was pounding in my ears. I was fulfilling my purpose as a sissy. This was what I was meant for.
Ballsdeep thrust. Full extract.
"Wowww that hole needed this huh? You need this fat cock don't you?" He said teasingly.
I moaned in reply.
Over and over, he plunged his cock as deep as he could push then slowly pulled all the way out and let me sit there, ass spread wide open, waiting for more. Every touch sent sparks across my mind. Every heartbeat louder than the last.
He thrust again inside my hole. His balls, sticky with lube, saliva, and precum, peeled away from my taint as he withdrew.
He knew what he was doing to me. I was desperately needing some aggression from him, but he responded to my lust with gentle and sensual actions.
He slowly pulled all the way out again. "Wowww what a nice gape. That's what I've been waiting for." Alex said. He snuck a lubed finger inside my hole and hooked it down towards my balls to watch it stretch. I moaned in response, again. I could feel the cold air touch the inside of my hole. I was very much gaping.
I felt a different cold sensation spread all over my hole and inside of it--more lube. Again, he slowly pushed himself all the way inside me, balls deep. Instead of a gasp of suprise like I would have reacted earlier from such an action, my immediate response was to sigh in relief. His cock belonged inside of me. I could feel his heart beat on my hole...or was that my own?
"Last sniff, boy," Alex said as he reached around and held the bottle up to my nose from behind me. His balls pushed up against my taint as he completed pushing himself to the hilt. I covered my left nostril and sniffed as hard as I could, but my nose was stuffed and I could barely get any air or poppers fumes through it. Frustrated to delay the impending moment, I covered my right nostril and nearly covered the bottle opening with my left nostril. I attempted a huge whiff:
Sssssssssniiiiiiiiffffffff...
In my poppered up daze, I thought that both of my nostrils would be stuffed, but I had only been sniffing with my right nostril, not both. My attempt to take a huge whiff was way more successful than I thought it would be, as I now had my lungs full of the vapor / air mixture--instead of just a hit.
"Are you ready to get fucked like a real sissy, Rye?" Alex said, then took a few smaller hits. "I know your about to turn into one after that big ass hit. You're gonna beg me to cum inside you."
He knew about my sissy fetish and waited until now to remind me--while he was balls deep, doggystyle, and my lungs were on the verge of bursting from holding my breath of poppers.
A wave of warmth and shudderingly powerful tingles began to crash over me. I let out a studdering exhalation. He started pushing against me, trying to get deeper inside me. His balls squished onto my body. The he relaxed, and the he did it again. Literally as deep as he possibly could, Alex grinded and pumped his fat cock inside me. I felt full and used--sissy bliss.
He started to increase speed and depth at which he grinded and withdrew his girthy hammer, constantly ramming back to balls deep. Suddenly, he savagely gripped my hips to pull me back towards him more aggressively. He had barely touched me this whole time and now had gripped me with such intense strength. I yelped and opened my eyes in suprise.
I realized then my eyes had been closed for many minutes since that last sniff. I came back to my body, however still seeing stars and warm from the deep trance of poppers.
The constant smashing of our bodies together created a slapping, clapping rhythm that echoed in the living room, combined with the fused moans of the sex on the TV and our real life union. Ripples went across my ass, thighs, and back is he savagely fucked me.
"I am really doing this. There is a man using me like a real whore? It feels good! I'm really a sissy!" My inner thoughts sprinted away with the thoughts and thrived.
"I'm taking cock like a good sissy girl. He is loving my ass. Arch it more. Reach back and spread your cheeks for him" I was in a peaceful, submissive mindset as he fucked me like a caveman.
I listened to this voice that commanded my submission and reached back to spread my cheeks to expose my used hole. He continued fucking me and watched as I reached back slowly to spread myself. He ripped his cock out, exposing a perfect black hole.
I flexed my hole to magnify my gape, accidently pushing out a stream of clear lube. Alex immediately started masturbating as soon as he took his cock out. He was hyper fixated on my ass and gape. All I could hear was his furious masterbation. Both of my hands deeply gripped my ass cheeks. I felt sexy, shameless, and empowered.
"Are you going to claim my hole with your hot cum?" I blurted out. I had no shame.
"Fuck yeaaahh," he whispered back with a desperate intensity.
I was about to say another whore-ish sentiment when I suddenly felt the most intense and amazing sensation wave begin to zip through my body. I gasped and flinched. I had completely forgotten about my clitty just dangling limp between my legs...and Alex gently grasped and was kneeding it with his properly lubed hand.
"Ooooohhh yeah boy," he whispered again in the same manner, "You're fuckin mine."
I trembled with incomparable ecstacy. Every milimeter his hand moved was an unbelievably powerful sensation. I was beyond desperate, I was distressed at the incredible sensation and awareness of him touching my clitty from behind, as I stretched my ass open for him, while he jacked off at my hole. All the while, poppers were magnifying every thought, feeling, sensation, and desire.
"Pleaaase cum inside meeee!" I whined. It was all I could muster. My heart slammed in my ears.
He started grunting and pumping audibly faster. His grip on my clitty turning from delicate stroking, to a firm hard grasp, to nothing.
He plunged his cockhead inside me as he started to quickly repeat, "I'm gonna cum. I'm cum gonna cum," still jerking his shaft--his left hand grasping my hip.
He slammed himself inside me with 5 fast and powerful strokes; his right hand came down hard on my other hip and he pulled me in far another 8 more labored strokes, followed by 5 or 6 slower strokes; followed by slower and deeper strokes. He exhalations staggered. He finally stopped balls deep inside of me.