I had been happily married for twelve years before I started having fantasies of sucking cock. My wife, after bearing two children, still was a curvy, gorgeous woman with a large appetite for sex. At the age of thirty-six, she was at the peak of her sexual drive. I, at the age of forty, could still perform in bed almost as well as I could when I was twenty. I had put on a few pounds since I was twenty, but not enough to show or worry about. Our friends said we were an "attractive couple." We were deeply in love and I guess it showed.
One night, after the kids were asleep, I was stretched out on my side of the bed. Jan was between my legs, giving me a wet blowjob to "help me sleep." While her head moved up and down over my cock, my thoughts had turned to those of me sucking an anonymous cock. There was a strand of guilt woven into my cock sucking fantasies. I was a married man, a father of two children with a beautiful and adoring wife. And I was longing to suck some stranger's dick while my good wife was sucking mine. When the cock that was visualized in my mind began filling my mouth with dick juice, my cock shot jizz into Jan's mouth.
Jan swallowed my cum and kissed me "good night." I lay wide awake wanting--just a little bit more than I wanted last night--to suck a cock; to taste and swallow cum. What would my wife Jan, think, if she knew what was constantly turning over in my mind? After a long, long time, I finally drifted off to sleep. Thank God it was Friday; I could sleep late tomorrow.
The next morning I woke, urinated, and went into the kitchen which smelled of fresh-brewed coffee. I poured a cup and sat at the kitchen table. The newspaper was on the table; I was looking over the headlines when Jan came in. She poured herself some coffee and sat at the table with me and exhaled a sigh of relief.
"Well," she said, "the kids will be gone all day. That give you any ideas, Jimbo?"
There was some kind of outing a few of the moms in the neighborhood had organized for the kids. That meant a nice, quiet day.
I shrugged in response to her question.
"What's eating at you, Jim? You've been off in another world for the last couple of weeks."
I met her eyes. She was worried. Jan is not the worrying kind. I had been thinking about telling her of my cock sucking fantasies, but it never seemed like the time was "right." Now seemed as good a time as any.
I told her I was having fantasies of sucking cock. I told her I had never done anything like that. I told her I was at the point where I wanted to try it, just to get it out of my system.
When I finished, Jan looked at me and smiled. And then giggled. And then laughed out loud, a deep belly laugh. She finally settled down, smiled and said, "So that's what's got you down? You want to give some guy a blowjob?"
I managed a crooked smile and nodded.
"Oh, you poor baby. I thought it was something serious." She came over to my side of the table and gave me a hug and a kiss, and returned to her side of the table. She met my eyes and said, "Would you really suck someone's dick if you had the chance?"
"I don't know, Jan. Probably."
"Hmmm," she said. "There is this guy at work--a grad student--works part time--who's always flirting. He's a good looking kid--about twenty-two or three--tall, slim. Like you, Jim. Anyway, yesterday, he actually came on to me. I told him I was a married woman." He said, "So what, maybe we can have a three-way."
"Jesus!" I said. I did have a fantasy of watching Jan getting fucked by some guy. This, and the one of me sucking cock were my top two jackoff fantasies. Then the light came on in my head. Why not combine them?
"Well," I said, half jokingly, "maybe we can."
"I can call him. The kids won't be back until about six, tonight."
It was written all over her face that she wanted a three way with this grad student. "Call him, baby," I said.