I love to admire women and consider myself a boob man. I've been married to my wonderful wife Brenda for over 25 years and have many time had fantasies involving other women; I have never been unfaithful to her. I have gone for a massage about a dozen times, and even finished with a "happy ending" on three of those visits, but that's as close to sex outside the married I had tried. The thought of being with a man gagged me, no pun intended.
I was out of town on business and on two different evenings, I went for a massage. In just a couple of nights, I found myself down a couple of hundred dollars and I just can't afford to pay that for unhappy endings. So yes, I was broke. I was also horny, something that happens more than normal when out of town for some reason. I soon found myself looking at the Casual Encounters posting of a popular web service. I was surprised to see so many "man to man" postings. Being broke, bored and horny, I started sending emails asking to watch the gay guys activities. I sent one email to a guy that was looking to be sucked off. I wrote and asked if I could watch. As it turned out, the guy that had posted this one add was in the hotel directly across the street from mine and he replied that it was OK for me to come and watch. He wrote that a guy would be there in about twenty minutes and if I hurried, I could watch. Never in my wildest dreams would I ever think I would be doing such a thing!
Ten minutes later, I was on the tenth floor of the Hilton knocking on this guy's door. And yes, I was extremely nervous! The door opened and a man in his mid-sixties wearing tighty-whities welcomed me in and introduced himself as John. He looked clean and normal, and the room was neat. He offered me a chair and could tell that I was nervous. He said that it was normal to be nervous and we made small talk for a few minutes. We talked about the weather, sports and anything except as why I was there. John then said he didn't know what to expect and as far as he knew, the guy coming was black or white, but they had spoken on the phone and the other guy was cool with me being there. I shared with John that I have never seen an erect penis in person, except for my own and we laughed.
John suggested I get comfortable, which I interpreted that he was suggesting I strip to my briefs as well, and I think he was going to show me his cock. I stood and removed my shirt and dropped my pants, as there was a knock on the door. My heart was pounding as John went and opened the door. John blocked my view of the guy at the door as the two of them chatted for about a minute just outside of my earshot. My heart nearly stopped as the young man about 35 years old entering looked like a guy I worked with, but thank goodness it wasn't him. He introduced himself as Jason and the three of us talked for a couple of minutes. All of us were married and Jason had slipped out of the house to make a milk and bread run. I asked him if he had done this before and he said yes and that it was something that he liked to do.
