The next day I woke up feeling ashamed and confused. I still could not believe what happened yesterday. Did my friends really use me to blow their loads? Did I really cum from being fucked by Tim? Did they really film the whole ordeal and did Jonas really piss on me? It all felt surreal to me, but then I remembered the message Jonas send me and looked at my phone. There was the video and the message telling me to come to his place and bring a shaver with. It all really happened.
After a few minutes I groggily got out of bed and took a shower contemplating what I should do. Should I talk to my parents about the situation? Should I go to the police? I mean I have video proof me being fucked. But the only visible face was mine and I also came. Would they believe me? No probably not. Maybe it was for the best to go to Jonas and talk about the situation?
I finished showering and dried myself looking at myself in the mirror. Looking at my dick embarrassed that my size brought me into this situation. What if I only had a bigger dick? Then it wouldn't have been me, but Leon. I turned around not being able to stand to look at myself right now and started to get clothed. I went down and ate some cereal thinking how I should talk to Jonas about the situation.
"Hey, I wanted to talk with you about what happened yesterday and the video. Can I come over later on?" I texted him, hoping he would answer me soon.
"Sure, you wanted to come over anyways today, sweetie." He replied after a few minutes.
Sweetie? Did he not talk to me like that yesterday? Did he still think of me as a toy to use for his pleasure? No surely that wasn't the case. Maybe he just wanted to make me feel better about yesterday, feeling sorry for what they did to me?
"You can come over whenever you want." He sent with the next message.
So after I ate my cereal, I got up from the table, put on my shoes and went outside to walk to him. It was really hot today and I immediately started to sweat a little on the short walk over to his house. When I arrived, I rang the doorbell and waited for a bit. After a while the door opened and his father, Benjamin, was there standing in the doorway.
"Hi Theo, Jonas is upstairs playing some video games. You know where his room is." With that he turned around and went in his garden laying on blanket on the grass enjoying the sun.
I suddenly felt really nervous. His father was here, and I wanted to talk with Jonas about what happened yesterday. Did he know anything about yesterday? No I was just overthinking things. So I started to go upstairs to Jonas' room knocked and went in. Jonas was sitting on his PC in his underwear as it was really hot in his room. He had the windows open making it possible to see in the garden.
He turned around in his chair and looked at me.
"That was quick. Could not wait to see me again?"
"Sorry, I just felt like I needed to talk to you about what happened yesterday and."
"Oh yeah, did you bring the razor?"
"What?"
"Remember I asked you to bring a razor. Did you seriously forget to bring one?"
I just stood there dumbfounded. Not understanding what he was saying.
"Listen here Theo. I told you to bring a razor so that we could rid of that useless body hairs of yours. With a dick that small you don't need it. Damn people could mistake you for a real man for which you need a real dick."
"What are you saying?" I shakily asked. "I wanted to ask you to delete the video and talk things out."
"You did not bring the razor, there is nothing to talk about bitch. I think actually I should punish you for following orders."
I couldn't understand what was happening. My friend talked to me like I was just some slut he could order around. He told me I wasn't a real man because my dick was to small. He wanted to shave my body hair to show others I wasn't a real man. I thought he wanted to smooth things out with me, but I did not expect that.
"Ok listen here, I'm willing to forgive you not bringing a razor today, but in exchange you will have to crawl between my legs and keep sucking me off, while I continue playing COD."
"What? NO! I'm not doing that. I'm not for you to use."
"Well if you don't ill send the video to our class group showing everybody how small your dick is and how you came being fucked by a big dick."
"No please everything but that please. Please don't make me suck your dick again. Can we just forget about yesterday and play COD together."
"Not by a long shot. You did not bring the razor and need to be punished. SO either you suck me right here and now or everybody will see the video." He said in an angry tone.
"But you father is here. What if he comes in?" I tried reasoning with him.
"Forget about him. He is tanning in the garden. And I can see when he comes inside to warn you. Even though it might be fun to show him what a small dick you have."