I was cooling off in the pool one afternoon, enjoying one of the last, long days of Summer between my Freshman and Sophomore year at UCLA. I could still taste the rich chocolate of one of my friend Sara's "special" brownies, and was floating on my back, staring up at the cloudless sky, feeling loose and relaxed. I stirred my hands in the water, my skin tingly. The water slipped between my fingers. I felt like I was lifting up from the pool, flying above the cool water, our manicured lawn, our house, our neighborhood. Up and out and away.
Nothing could ruin this day.
"Sean! The plumber is on his way, but I have to leave. Emergency at work. Will you let him in when he gets here?"
Wrong. I sighed. Rolled my eyes. Blinked hard, brought back down to Earth by the sound of my mother's voice, thick with impatience. Maybe she'd just go, and leave me--
"Sean!"
"Yes! Okay! I got it!" I called back. I hadn't really heard what she'd said, but just wanted her to stop yelling. Geeze.
I heard her shout out something about picking up my room, or putting my laundry away, or something equally nag-tastic. She was always on my case it seemed. She resented my presence in her home. I was an adult now. I should be out on my own. She basically said as much with her eyes every time she looked at me. We were close when I was a kid, but after I came out as bi at 13, following her discovery of a ratty Playgirl I'd found in a dumpster and hidden under my mattress, she had distanced herself in subtle ways. She stopped going to my football games, didn't show up for any shows when I was in my high school's production of Grease, among other things. At first I was hurt. Disappointed. Whatever. I made friends easily, and they were all supportive and amazing. I didn't need my mom to be my best friend, but I did need a place to live. Thankfully she came through in that regard. She hadn't kicked me out to fend for myself, or tried to convince me to "pray the gay away" or "fix" me. There was nothing wrong with me, I just wasn't her little boy any more. When I told her I wasn't going away for college after graduating, she let me stay, but not rent free.
I have a part-time job at a local hardware store owned by my friend Ben's family. Minimum wage. Not enough to afford an apartment close to campus, but it is enough to afford my room in my mom's house. Plus Ben's dad, the owner of the store, is a hot older DILF I wouldn't kick out of bed.
I could feel my lids drooping. Time to get out of the pool. That brownie was strong! Shit. I would have to thank Sara.
I floated slowly to the edge of the pool, flipped over and climbed out, feeling the water slide down my body. The tingle had intensified. It was ... strange. The skin on my arms and legs were covered in goosebumps, and my nipples were hard. I ran my hands through my wet hair, something I did every morning stepping out of the shower, but the feeling was altogether new, exciting.
I had eaten a number of Sara's special brownies in the past, we'd been friends since Freshman year of high school, bonding under the bleachers while hiding out from a pep rally. I was no stranger to the kick of her treats, but had never felt anything quite like this before. Standing at the edge of the pool, a light breeze playing over my shoulders, I put a finger to my lips. Chlorine. Salt. I licked my finger, curiously. The sensation was magnified. The texture of my tongue against my fingertip was overwhelming; a shudder ran through me, and I became suddenly very aware of my clingy wet shorts as I grew hard. My 7-incher throbbed against my thigh, matching the pace of my racing heart.
Fuckin' hell, Sara. What did you do to me?
I made my way very deliberately to the house, feeling light-headed, and extremely horny. I knew what I needed: to jerk off and take a long nap. I barely remember making my way through the house and upstairs to my bedroom. My mother had recently redecorated the entire place so it practically felt like a stranger's house, which wasn't helping. After my most recent stepfather took off a year earlier, she had gone a tad overboard in the redecorating department. Everything reminded her of him, and she couldn't handle that. She had, however, left my room alone. It hadn't changed much since grade school. Same bed, different sheets. Same desk, different computer.
I shucked off my floral swim trunks, tossing them into (well, near) the hamper, and flopped onto my desk chair, navigating quickly to my favorite Pornhub video, and started beating off. No lube. Fuck lube. I like friction, resistance. I was home alone so I didn't have to be quiet, and moaned as I pounded my dick. Firm grip, long full strokes, teasing my winking piss slit. What I was in the mood for changed on a daily basis, but this particular afternoon it was guy on guy. Hardcore. Something that would make me cum fast. In the video, a tall, hyper-muscular dude was giving it hard to a pale, well-built ginger. The bottom dude's ass was perfect, round and firm, it bounced with every thrust of the powerful top. I was envious. I'd been fucked before, a few times, actually, but never that hard. The biggest dick I'd ever taken was probably 8 inches, so not much bigger than my own. It felt great, of course. I love getting fucked, but I wanted to get FUCKED.
I matched the pace of my strokes to the thrusts of the porn star. My dick was leaking from the pulsing head, and I used my free hand to tease out a long thread of pre-cum, bringing it to my lips. I moaned at the taste. Salty and sharp. I drove my entire index finger into my mouth, imagining it was a cock. Normally I would drag out a big toy from my toy box, use that to pound my throat while I jerked, but I was so close already my finger would do. So fucking close. I worked my finger in and out, added a second, then a third. Jerking with my left hand, using my right hand to finger bang my own throat,
I was moments away from blowing my load when the doorbell rang.
I decided to ignore it, and continued jerking. So fucking close. The guys in the video were blowing their loads, the white dude getting absolutely drenched in cum from the much larger black guy. It dropped down his forehead, his cheeks. The top reached down and, grinning, scraped a large quantity of it from the smaller man's face, and fed it to him. The white boy dutifully cleaned the black top's thick fingers, one after another, moaning as he did. That was the part that always made me blow, and this afternoon was no exception. My first jet of cum hit me in the chin, and I gasped. I'd never shot that far before in my life. I blinked as a second, and third shots hit my chest and stomach, pooling.
"Holy fucking shit," I exclaimed loudly. "Fuck that was good." I collapsed back in the chair, catching my breath. Whoever was at the door was growing impatient. The bell rang a second time, and then a third, with barely a moment between them.
"I'll be right down! Just a minute!" I called.
I scraped the cum off my torso, and brought it to my face. I had never had the courage to taste my own cum. Something about doing that was just ... too far for me. Someday, I thought, staring down at the pearly pool of my load as I made my way to the bathroom to clean off, quickly. The afternoon sun was coming in through the skylight, and I caught sight of myself in the medicine cabinet mirror as I toweled off with a warm damp cloth. The summer sun had been good to me, and my normally pale pink skin was a warm toasty brown. My red hair had lightened to a strawberry blonde, while my freckles, which covered the bridge of my nose had grown darker. I had always been mostly smooth, but in this light I could see the fine downy hairs that covered my torso, and forearms. I'm not muscular, by any means, but I'm fairly fit. I hadn't yet lost my high school swimmer's build to the "Freshman 15". I stand about 5'9", weigh about 160, so I'm not the biggest dude on campus, not by a long shot, but I'm not scrawny. High school sports kept me fit, and regular swimming in the backyard pool maintained it. I've got a big appetite, but I'm not a beer chugger like most of my jock friends.
I threw on some board shorts and tied them loosely before making my way to the first floor to open the door. As I neared the bottom of the steps I slowed. I could make out the frame of the person on the other side of the privacy window in the door, and I was shocked. There was very little light coming through, which was odd. The last time I recalled seeing that was when my mother's home gym had been delivered, and the box had been too big to fit through the door, so we'd had to bring it in, piece by piece. Maybe it wasn't the plumber, I thought, but another piece of exercise equipment doomed to grow dusty with disuse in the garage after my mom's fitness phase faded.
I opened the door slowly.