I live in Southern California, a playground for gay and bi men. Ever since being forced to suck the cock of a neighborhood bully earlier in my life, I have been curious about what it would be like to try it again, and would enjoy being told exactly what to do. Until recently I had been just curious, but I met Richard and had been forced to perform orally for him, and I loved it. But I was still searching, still very curious and still hungry.
I met Larry on line in a local men for men chat room. He was my age, bi, married, and I was married and curious. I would see him on line once or twice a month and he would ask for a photo, but would refuse to send me one, so we never exchanged photos.
I explained that my desire was to meet a guy at his house, or apartment, drop to my knees and do anything and everything he asked of me orally. Anything. And I would drink and or swallow anything if I was told to or forced to.
Larry wanted to meet for coffee, because he said he was looking for something exactly like what I was offering. I explained that I was very nervous and if we met in advance I might get cold feet and leave before we ever got started, and I really wanted to do this. I felt the best way was to simply walk into a house or motel room, and drop to my knees and get started.
One Sunday, while I was on line in the room and also searching the various porn sites viewing pictures, I made up my mind. Looking at photos of women going down on men was making me very, very horny. I told myself that if I found a white married woman going down on a black guy, today would be the day to end my curiosity. If another guy asked me to meet him, I would.
In about a 15-minute period of time I found the photos I had been seeking, and all of a sudden there was Larry, on line, sending me a message. He simply said, "I have the place to myself for the afternoon, come over and meet my cock."
I dropped everything, and drove the few miles to his place, locating it easily by his instructions. My hands were cold, and I was very nervous, and determined...