Secret Sucker
I'm a fit 30 year old man married to a beautiful woman but I have a secret. I've wanted to try sucking a cock for many years. Years before I was married even.
The opportunity never presented itself to me and I had no idea how to make it happen. It's not like you can just go up to a buddy and say, "Hey, let me swing on your dick."
As a result, what I did was to jerk off to bisexual porn. Sometimes pictures, though I prefer straight videos, but mostly stories. In fact, the ultimate is to play a straight video while reading a bi story at the same time. My favorite videos would be creampie vids where a guy licked up another guy's cum, and if I could find a matching storyline then that really got me off. These stories usually included cuckold themes and often had the couple doing a sixty-nine while the bull fucked her pussy. You know, cocks always slip into mouths in these scenarios.
Still, most of the stories told a tale something like two guys go camping and one ends up on his knees. I always read the ones where the person telling the story was the one doing the sucking.
Sitting at my desk in my den late at night while my wife slept upstairs, I'd pull my dick till with heavy breathing I'd spill all over my stomach. I'd be lying if I didn't mention the secret thrill of the possibility of getting caught. Mara is a sound sleeper. But you never know...
Nevertheless, I was careful. I was always poised to shut down the computer at a moment's notice. I wouldn't be able to hide my penis so fast, but if she thought she discovered me jerking off to the blue light of the monitor she would naturally assume it was straight porn.
Her reaction to bi porn would be a wild card. I've known her long enough to know that her thoughts on the subject were complex. She approved of people making their own choices and liked the movie Brokeback Mountain. But I heard her use derogatory terms too at times about 'faggots' and 'queers'.
Nevertheless, returning to bed after jerking off I had fantasies of being caught then forced by her to watch more gay porn.
So one night I came to bed ready to either make love to my wife or sneak out for my secret activity once she'd drifted off.
Only this night she had a novel activity. She had a magazine quiz where we shared our secret thoughts. It was enlightening - though I didn't share my cocksucking secret.
What we did learn was that we both craved something new, and after some exploration we decided to try a threesome.
I pretended to want a FMF arrangement. But it was a simple coin flip that determined we would start with a guy. I actually cheated when I flipped the coin.
We placed an ad and after much deliberation started to cull the field. Though as much as we talked about personality and interests I always nudged us subtly toward guys with huge cocks. The only time I gave a shit about the guy's personality was if he might be dominant in the bedroom.
Finally, our choice was narrowed down to two guys. Mara thought we'd picked this one guy, Daltry, because he was honest and sensitive, and this other guy, Cooper, because he was charming and adventurous. For me, the only criteria had been how big and sexy their cockpics looked.
When we couldn't decide Which one to pick I could barely contain my excitement. Playing it cool, I told Mara she could think it over and I'd go along with whichever one she chose.
A few days later she still couldn't decide and on a lark I just blurted out to invite them both over. I witnessed her face flit through a series of emotions from surprise to amusement to intrigue.
When the big night arrived the four of us gathered with drinks, appetizers, and candles.
