How did I get here? How did I end up sitting on a couch watching my two best friends fucking like crazy on the bed in front me? My Two best *male* friends, just to be clear. And boy, was it hot.
Tristan was on all fours and Mark was pounding his ass hard and... No. I'm getting ahead of myself, let me start from the beginning.
My name is Jay and I'm straight. Completely and totally... OK, mostly straight. I don't find men attractive if that's what your thinking, but I have thought about what it would be like. In some of my loneliest moments, I have touched myself, trying to imagine what it would be like to pleasure and be pleasured by, another man. I never paid it much mind, just an abstract fantasy that would turn me on every once in a while.
I had known Tristan and Mark for a long time. They were a steady couple and I was never one for homophobia, they were just great guys to hang out with. We'd go out, get drunk and they would laugh at my pitiful attempts to impress the ladies. Sometimes I got lucky but invariably I'd end up sleeping in their spare room. I never heard anything from them, but my imagination would run wild, and that's when I would reach down between my legs and imagine it was some other hand touching me, and not a woman's.
I didn't tend to pay much attention to whether a guy was good looking or not, except maybe in that twinge of jealousy when I saw them with a hot girl, but these guys were good looking. Mark was blond and blue eyed, very stereotypical, but quick to smile and never arrogant. He liked to talk. Tristan was quieter, with dark, curly locks, but could fix you with an intense look that could make anyone feel he was more than just undressing you with his eyes.
I asked them about "it" once, when I was particularly horny and feeling brave. We were sitting on their sofa, channel hopping after a good but fruitless night on the town. "What's it like, sex with a man?" I blurted out, already feeling a blush rising through my face.
They shared a Look before Mark sidled up to me and put his arm round my shoulders.
"It's the most amazing thing you can experience. Touching another man's penis, licking it, the first time you let it slide between your lips, words can't describe."
My breathing got faster and I shifted uncomfortably but Mark didn't stop.
"You know that sense of achievement when a make a girl cum?". I nodded. "It's even better with a man. You get a delicious, salty reward with it". He very subtly licked his top lip, but I noticed.
"Once you've sucked your first cock, tasted another man, you'll never want to go back. You'll be hooked. I know I was."
"Me too" chimed in Tristan.
"And my god, the first time you sit on that cock, the first time you give yourself over entirely to a man, you open yourself up to a whole new world... But these are just words. They only way to know is to try it for yourself." he finished with a wink and moved away from me.
"I can't imagine what it's like with a woman... she can't be *inside* you" he shook his head and laughed, breaking the tension a little.
I was trembling, and looked away back to the TV and the conversation moved on. But that night, all alone, I thought about what Mark had said and came like flood.
A few weeks later we decided to head out to a new club that had opened. I was tired and didn't really feel like it, but Mark and Tristan reasoned that there would be a lot of hot girls in skimpy outfits.
"Besides, " Tristan said quietly "We've got something that will... perk you up"
Now, you might think that I'm stupid for not asking what it was that they gave me. And you'd be right. But it wasn't the first time we'd taken stuff together and I just assumed I knew what it was. It didn't even occur to me to ask what was in the little white pill when I swallowed it.
Whatever it is, certainly perked me up and the club was everything that was promised. I chatted to a few hot girls during the night but didn't get anything except an uncomfortable feeling in my shorts because those outfits sure were skimpy and the pill was making me feel doubly horny.
Predictably, Mark and Tristan invited me backs to theirs afterwards, and still feeling "perky" I didn't want the night to end just yet. We jumped in a cab, me in the front and the boys in the back. I glanced over my shoulder and they had started making out a bit, nothing heavy but hands were wandering. The horny feeling intensified and it was all I could do not to start rubbing myself. The driver was a total professional though, I assumed he'd seen a lot more than that in his time.
We got in, grabbed some beers and put on the TV. Nut no-one was interested in watching. Mark and Tristan were back at it in no time and in the confines of their own home, they weren't holding back. Their heads were locked together, mouths open, tongues swirling and fighting. Mark had his hand up Tristan's T-Shirt, while Tristan was firmly massaging Mark's cock through his shorts. I'd occasionally seen them get horny before in front of me but I always pretended not notice. This time I just sat there and stared.
It must be the pill I thought. I was just incredibly horny and felt no shame in watching the live gay porn show unfolding in front of me. My hand reflexively moved to my own erection and began to rub. I was worried they might see but they were pretty in to it. I knew I should stop but couldn't. All I could think about was getting myself alone and jacking off like a superhero thinking about these two guys.
Eventually they broke off and my hand was instantly somewhere else. They glanced at me a bit sheepishly.
"Sorry Jay, we got a bit carried away" breathed Tristan.