Sex is a kind of opium for the masses.
We are intoxicated yet keenly aware.
The solution to every problem is suddenly evident.
We blindly leap towards our bliss and our inevitably downfall.
"Your ass is so fucking tight." Jim huffed.
I replied, "Sorry Sir." Being careful to keep the tone of my voice respectful; without any hint of the apprehension I was feeling. Without warning Jim yanked his cock from my asshole, walking out of the room while muttering that he needing another drink. Abruptly I was very aware of being alone and overwhelmed by feels of abandonment.
I caught a glimpse of a disturbing image across the room. A cherub-like, young man was displayed naked and spread-eagle. His hands and feet were tied to a sling made from an old rubber tire. The black, rough texture of the rubber sling a striking contrast to his pale, smooth skin. His lily-white ass cheeks were spread wide exposing his asshole, pink and vulnerable. This desecrated image of a fallen angel suddenly became even more disturbing when I recognized myself reflected in a mirror.
Jim returned to the room, rattling the ice around the glass in his drink. Except for his boots and leather gloves, he was now naked having removed his leather chaps and vest. In his youth, he had been handsome and athletic but now his only real appeal was his enormous cock. The phase "Super sized" always came to mind when I saw his massive cock hanging down between his legs.
I had named it "The Angry Beast" and I knew every inch of it. I had spend hours on my knees in front of Jim, using my mouth and tongue to worship it. The shaft was thick and powerful, pulsing with veins. The seemingly endless shaft increased in thickness as it extended out. The cock-head was plump and rock-hard. Its corona, the rough ring of callused skin circling the base of his cock-head was defined by sharp edges. It formed a block shape which always reminded me of a battering ram.
Countless times "The Angry Beast" had barged it's way to the back of my mouth and then jammed its' way down my throat. Not stopping until my throat was stretched and Jim's balls would be crushed against my chin. However, fucking my throat had not enough for Jim. He often complained about my ass being too tight to fuck, so he began using dildos and butt-plugs to stretch me open.
When suddenly he announced, "I've had enough of playing with these toys, your hole is long overdue to be filled with cum. Its time I fucked the hell out of you. Now!" I discovered that dildos had not prepared me for the pounding I would get from his battering ram of a cock.
Jim walked over to the sling. He idly stroked his cock as he finished his drink. He looked down at my balls which had been tied up hours ago. He smiled just before pressing the ice, cold glass against my cherry-red balls. The cold glass felt like a red-hot branding iron.
Searing pain ripped throughout my body like a chain-saw. Every muscle in my body contracted. My body flew into the air then fell back down into the sling with my heart rocketing around in my chest. Every nerve fibre in my body was inundating my brain with "flight or fight" impulses. Wild thoughts raced through my mind. I struggled again my bonds. I had become a caged animal, full of rage and anger.
Jim picked up a bottle of lube and applied a generous layer of lubricant to his hard cock. He placed the head of his cock to my anus then asked, "Do I have your full attention?" Fighting through my anger I answered, "Yes, Sir!" just as he punched the head of his cock through my anus.
The density and mass of Jim's cock felt ten times larger when it was squeezed into my tight hole. My body's natural response to being invaded immediately came alive. My body wanted desperately to clamp down and tighten, to push against this massive anal intrusion. I understood Jim's sudden torture of my balls, he wanted my adrenaline flowing. He wanted me charged up, ready for the challenge to fight against my own body's reactions.
I knew I needed to focus. My challenge was to relax and breath, despite the increasing pressure and pain in my ass. It felt like an impossible challenge as Jim's hips shifted forward. His huge cock now had the force of his body weight behind it. Making his cock unstoppable. My panic and my pain doubled as my confidence dissolved.
I closed my eyes, not wanting to let Jim see the growing panic in my eyes. I took a deep breath and released it. Very aware my anal muscles were being pried open, I quickly sucked in and released another breath. The girth of Jim's shaft would continued to increase to the thickest section, still inches away from entering my ass.
I slowly sucked in another breath and released it. Focusing my attention on the sensation of the air rushing in and out of my nostrils. Then using that focus to calm my thoughts. With each breath my body responded. I moved my focus to my strained anal muscles surrounding Jim's cock, letting them softened and relaxed.
Jim was entering me slowly. Allowing time for me to adjust to the unnatural sensation of having my asshole stretched open. I was aware of Jim's cock-head moving inside of me. The unmistakable feel of his hardened corona pressing into my tender flesh. I imagined the years of friction, the years of fucking which had caused his corona to grow thick and calloused.
Slowly but insistingly Jim pressed his unyielding cock forward. Again and again I tried to focus and breath. But there was no escaping the mounting pressure and pain from my anal ring as the increasing girth of Jim's shaft forced it open.