It had come in my dream againâthe dream of the hunky yacht captain between my spread and bent legs, his muscular, naked body heavy on me, pressing me into the thin mattress of the bunk in the tiny cabin. His hands were gripping my wrists. My hands were gripping straps on the wall above the head of the bunk. His muscular, hirsute man's body was crushing my slim, young body. I was moaning, telling him I was scared and that he was heavy. He was shushing me, telling me it was all right, that he would make it all right, how pleased he was that I was taking him as my first.
I wasn't concerned that he was fucking me; I was concerned he'd squeeze the breath out of me as we rolled, fused together, with the slight pitching of the cabin.
He was inside me, thick, insistent, stretching me, causing me to pant hard. My grunts were loud, primeval. He was admonishing me to keep quiet, so that the Sylvesters, the couple I was traveling with on a university break to see my parents in Cape Town, who were in their cabin just across the wall from the head of my bunk, wouldn't hear what the captain was doing to meâwhat in my wantonness, need, and ripeness had signaled he could do to me.
I stopped grunting so loud. I didn't want the dream to stop. Always before it had stopped short of him penetrating me. But now, in this dream, he was thickly inside me and all of my sensations went to him deep in my gut, stretching me, beginning to move, in and out. Nothing I had felt beforeâpressure and pain. But pleasure too. Increasingly pleasure, the feeling of being one with a man.
I was frustrated that it hadn't happened before. It had happened now. I wanted him inside me. He was inside me. I didn't think I'd feel it in a dream, but I did feel it, filling me, stretching me, rubbing against my inner walls, sliding in and out, with difficulty at first, but more easily with each slide. Hearing myself moan; feeling myself panting lightly.
I tried to remain quiet, although I couldn't keep myself from whimpering and moaning as his pelvis rose and fell, sending his hard cock deep up into my guts and then pulling out only to slide in again, my passage taking him deeper than before. It was painful, but also so pleasuring, what I dreamed about ever since we'd left Marseilles for this journey down the west coast of Africa to Cape Town. The dream, although I'd had it nearly nightly since we'd cleared the Rock of Gibraltar and the captain had seen the looks I was giving him, looks he returned, had come upon me more suddenly and more vividly than usual. I had struggled with him at first, and the feel of him forcing himself inside me, becoming one with me, had a realism and pain attached to it as never before. It seemed so real.
I didn't want it to stop. He was so big inside me. I was fully possessed by him. I was completely his, just as I had dreamed I´d be. I had dreamed of this before, and, since Marseilles, of the French captain, moving around with the crew on deck, wearing only a slip of a swim suit, muscular, hairy chested, tanned, and so handsomeâalways moving like a dancer, smiling, jokingâand looking at me with lust, finding moments to touch me intimately, whisper to me suggestively.
When I stopped strugglingâwhen the dream became real to me and I stopped wrestling against what I dreamed would beâand lay back, relaxed, and, as we both could feel, opened entirely to his churning cock, the captain of my dreams let loose of my wrists and grabbed my ankles, wishboning my legs.
"Good for you to surrender to it," he murmured. "It will go easier for you now. You are so sweet."
He pressed his knees under my buttocks, elevating my pelvis. He moved deeper inside me and started to pump rhythmically. I moved with his rhythm, using my grip on the straps overhead and the leverage of my feet flat on the mattress to thrust my pelvis up as he thrust his down, reaching deep inside me. We were one glorious, forbidden fucking machine.
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Bon. Bon. Tu es baisĂŠ maintenant
âGood, good. You are fucked now," he murmured. "
Vous êtes entièrement à moi
âYou are fully mine. Take my seed. I've got your cherry."
"Yes, yes, yes," I whispered in answer. I felt like crying, though. There was nothing romantic in his victory statement. There was no doubt I'd been hadâthat getting his cock inside me was the main event for him.
And then it no longer was a dream. Philippe really was on top of me, in the night, in a yacht off the coast of Africaâfucking me, a nineteen-year-old, never fucked before university student.
And, despite his crass characterization of what we'd done, I was loving it. I felt him tense and jerkâand give me his seed.
I heard the grinding noise and felt the lurch of the ship. The sickening sound of wood and metal being torn asunder brought me fully awake. With the exclamation of "