Uncle Charles proved to be as dense about identifying men who wanted men in choosing a vessel captain to entrust with his recalcitrant nephew, not to mention one of his precious merchant ships, as he had been about Billy's behaviorâand, more pointedly about the Reverend Andrew Apsley he fawned over. Billy's uncle never did seem to latch on to what the good clergymen had done to his nephew for months. Billy had shown his uncle the healing stripes on his body, claiming out of spite, that Hammond had done them rather than Apsley. And all Rawley had said was, "Good, you deserve that and more."
In the event, from what his uncle was ranting to him about the circumstance, Billy gathered that Charles Rawley was more upset about the lost opportunity of linking his family to that of another wealthy planter through the marriage of Billy than he was that Billy preferred rough-fucking men.
Billy could tell that the captain of the company vessel that he was to sail on to the Mediterranean, a different man from the one who had captained the ship on the Boston-to-Charleston run the previous year, was as queer as could be just from the way he watched the young man board his ship. And queer in a way that Billy couldn't quite place. In all the men Billy had been involved with, none acted quite like this one did. Of course he had heard of Billy's proclivities. By the way he leaned way over the rail and licked his lips and flashed his eyesâfluttered his eyelashesâas Billy walked up the gangway and into his clutches for the long voyage across the ocean, the younger man knew what he was in for. All he could think of was the hope that the captain was a cruel lover, although the almost coquettish way the captain looked at him seemed to put that possibility into question.
Billy didn't know all that he would be in for, however.
It was not the sexual opportunities and burdens that Billy first thought of in the experience of going to sea before the mast, which is where Rawley told the captain to put himâwith the other common sailorsâas a punishment that the man would have no appreciation that Billy would enjoy. The experience of learning the ropes and watches as a three-masted barque sailor was one of the best of Billy's life. He took to the work immediately. It was nowhere near as hard as growing rice, and he'd only been in on one weeding and the harvesting of that. Billy wasn't sure he'd claim that he could have survived the complete growing season, and he could well understand that the only ones who would survive those conditions were slaves who had little other choice. Of course, he was as much a slave to other men as Spear and his companions were.
The chores on board were varied, however, and they left Billy muscle tired beyond exhaustion for the first two weeks of the voyage. He would come to his hammock in the forecastle totally spent but also totally satisfied with what he had learned and experienced that dayâand how free he felt climbing the rigging, watching the unending sea open to the plowing of the ship, and feeling the breeze cool his body. Although it was September, the ship was taking a southern route, and the sailors wore next to nothing to keep as cool as possible.
Billy was in good shape from the hard work he'd done on the rice plantation, but most of the other men were even more heavily muscled than he was. Most of them were larger than he was too, even though some were gaunt from age and the hard demands of a sailor's life. Billy was often still taken for a boy rather than a young man of nearly nineteen years. In terms of sexual desire, though, being taken for a boy was no protection from men such as theseâit was rather the opposite.
They were a rough and ugly lot, on the whole, and other than a couple of cabin boys, Billy stood out as the most desirable morsel for any sniffing about for that. Having adapted to versatility by the nature of their life of long spans of time without access to women, something like Billy was exactly what the sailors were looking for. In port, they fucked women mostly; on ship they were forced to fuck other men exclusively.
They fucked because they were compelled toâthere were few other pleasures available to them on the sea. The pickings usually were so marginally acceptable that any young, good-looking man who came their way did not, under any circumstances, remain a virgin to the cock for longâwhether or not he liked it, and, interesting enough, men on the high seas relegated to the "receiver" role in man-on-man sex tended to adapt to it. As a "receiver" aged and became hardened as a sailor, he could turn into topping others, as he liked. Until then, however, his ass was claimed by any manâor combination of menâwho could physically master him. If he couldn't adapt, he tended to be lost at sea.
During the first week, Billy, berthed in the forecastle with the common sailors, was fucked at least twice every night after his second night. The second night aboard, he was fucked continuously through the night and was unable to work the next day. After that, the first mate proclaimed that Billy was off limits for more than three visits a night and that he was to be accorded at least four hours straight for sleep. "He is aboard to work in the rigging, not on his back," the first mate said. "Any day the lad is unable to turn out for his duty is the day his jobs are added to the duties of them who fucked him the previous night." That effectively put Billy's ass on a less-taxing schedule, and the other men made up a primitive chart on whose turn it would be with him on a given night.
It remained, however, that Billy was the most desirableâand smallest of statureâpiece in the forecastle, so first mate, or no, as long as he was berthed there, he would be fucked nightly. The first mate understood this and only put limits on the activity; he made no attempt to stop it. And Billy, who reveled in the need to be "punished" like this, made no complaint. Most of the men were ugly, certainly, but they also were rough, which Billy liked, and in the dark, one hard body is pretty much like any other.
The young apprentice sailor wasn't assaulted the first night. He worked little that day because it required more experienced hands than his to put the ship to sea, and this was not time to be giving lessons. That night, with the sailors having worked especially hard themselves that day, Billy was able to cajole his way free of attention and to remain awake and vigilant through much of the night. After the first full day of working on deck and in the rigging, though, he was able to do nothing but crawl into his hammock and drift off into a dead sleep. The first brave man, one of the dominating forces in the forecastle, just climbed into the hammock with Billy, split his legs, and sent the hammock to rocking even more than the moving ship did by plowing his hole. Billy just lay there, exhausted, as the sailor knew he would be, his arms dangling over the side of the hammock, and languidly watching the other sailors take notice and begin to circle around them like sharks.
Although this was at sea rather than on land, other than in the relative size of the cocks and vigor of the fuck, this was little different from what Billy had recently been experiencing in the men's slave hut at the plantation. He was long past objecting to opening his legs and receiving any man's cock.
When the sailor was finished, he lifted Billy out of the hammock and gave him up into the arms of two sailors who were so anxious to get at him that they were willing to share his channel. Billy did none of the screaming of violation that the sailors expected of such a double assault, but just lay, arms dangling and legs wrapped around the thighs of the man facing him, his head resting in the hollow of the shoulder of the sailor behind. He ejaculated during the fucking, so the sailors decided he was having a pleasant enough timeâwhich he was other than, for a change, desiring sleep more than rough sex.
After that, it was a night of just passing Billy from one erect cock to the other. So randy did the sailors become that one of them went out on deck and intercepted one of the cabin boys, barely younger than Billy and not any larger, and brought him into the forecastle to share around as well. In the morning the cabin boy was laying on his back, his knees wagging open because he couldn't close them, and moaning softly to himself, which raised the occasion of the visit by the first mate to parcel out his daily duties across the forecastleâexcept to Billyâand the warning of what would happen if Billy couldn't appear to take up his position in the rigging on the next day.
Even though Billy was in a haze throughout the experienceâif not particularly upset by it, as it was not the first such group taking he had been the object of in the last month, the black slaves on the plantation capable of doing it with bigger and longer cocks and more vigorously and with greater stamina. He was able to notice that one sailor, a black man of musculature, if not height, to equal any of the slaves at Rawley Place, save Spear himself, was sitting off in the shadows. He was watching, but he wasn't participating. Billy assumed that he was a rare sailor whose cock wouldn't seek any port. He obviously was the most respectedâor feared, or bothâman in the forecastle, however, as indicated by the deference everyone gave him and the wide path they accorded him as they moved about. Billy was to be told later that he was Black Ned, a Nubian from the deserts of northern Africa. That he knew all there was to know about sailing the Atlantic and the Mediterranean, and that he took whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted to take it.
Indeed, belying Billy's first impression, after the first mate departed the forecastle, Black Ned came down from his perch on a top bunk at the rear of the forecastle, came over and toed the inert body of the cabin boy, being rewarded with a low moan. He thereupon scooped the cabin boy's body up from the deck and carried him back to the bunk. He laid him down on the edge of the bottom bunk, wishboned the lad's legs, unbuttoned his own fly, and began fucking the cabin boy with long, hard strokes that had the young man whimpering, writhing anew, and weakly begging for mercy.
Some would have seen that as a delayed building of desire. But Billy recognized it for the challenge it was. Black Ned didn't desire the cabin boy's well-used ass. He was making a statement of defiance of the first mate's dictum.
The act of defiance didn't stop there. Although Billy didn't have to work that day, he did have to piss. After the sun had been up a couple of hours, need forced Billy to stumble out onto the deck. He lurched to the side of the ship, unbuttoned his cut-off trousers, and started pissing a great arc into the sea. He felt a man covering him close from behind, and looked down to see a brown hand encase his cock, He was still pissing when the hand started to jerk him off. The man's other hand was pushing his trousers down around his knees. Two fingers and then three were invading his channel.
The voice at his ear was deep and menacing. "You are going to come for me while I get this whole fist up in you and then I'm going to fuck you as a man should be fucked."