Making it with Simon on a Sunday afternoon makes the week for me.
Things have been so hectic at the office too. I am into IT and every week now we are having problems with those never ending hackers who try to mess up the system.
"Oh do just chill and forget it when you are with me, tight Alex?"
Of course he was right, then he always is most times anyway. Ever since we met online a couple of months ago our relationship has strengthened and strengthened.
I wonder now how I ever managed without him, all those girls I went with, and all the time realising there was something wrong and then the aggravation from a couple of them because I could not hold an erection.
And there was me thinking it was all me, that there was something fundamentally wrong sexually. For some unknown reason I never ever realised I could be gay.
Yes I always found myself attracted to my own sex but brushed that off thinking it was merely just a 'liking' thing between mates.
But of course it wasn't. It was so much more than that and Simon would open my door to make me realise I could never make it with a girl, because I just was not made like that.
Mind you, I maybe should have realised something when I went out with Sue, she was the girl who was into a strap on and twice she tried it with me and thoroughly enjoyed I might say, I didn't have to worry about not being able to fuck her because she always reached an orgasm anyway just prodding me.
That is the one and only time I actually enjoyed being with a girl and you'd think that I would have caught on then about my sexual leaning because that happening was so utterly beautiful and thoroughly stimulating, and with her hand ravishing my privates I must have cum at least two times when she worked it into me and afterwards when she sucked me, making me suck the strap on dildo at the same time.
It was all a veritable experience but then meeting Simon and confessing our most intimate secrets during our online chats I gradually discovered my true leaning, especially when we started skyping, the things he said he would love to do with my hind, the way he likes me to show him everything in return for him showing me - and I remember revelling the first time he showed me his lovely huge cock, teasing me by making it jerk on its own was a real eye opener.