I just want to start by saying I haven't had much experience writing erotica and this is just a way for me to deal with my lust without actually masturbating. On that note, please feel free to offer criticism and ways to improve but I beseech you to do so gently. And yes, I agree, I'm writing this disclaimer to absolve myself of all cardinal sins of erotic writing or writing in general. Please enjoy.
DISCLAIMER: All characters mentioned are purely fictitious. Any similarities to real life personnel is purely coincidental. There are no minors referenced in this story and all characters are written to be aged 18 or older.
Basic Military Training Battalion, Charlie Company line. 1900H
"Listen up! My name is Lieutenant Chris Low, Platoon Commander of Platoon 3 in the Basic Military Training Battalion, Charlie Company. All 42 of you limp-dicks are under my charge and I will be damned if I let you skiving fucktards get fat and lazy. My job is to wipe the civilian mindsets out of your little sissy boy brains and get you ready with the crucial fundamentals and physique any proud soldier should have! Understood?!" I exclaimed, exerting dominance over the 42 fresh recruits sitting in front of me. I stood tall as I looked down upon these weak 18-20-year-old boys, mouths gaping in shock as if waiting for their mothers' tits.
I was left hanging with coy murmurs as the boys turned to whisper to each other.
"I SAID, UNDERSTOOD?!" I growled causing the boys to flinch.
"Yes sir!" the boys chorused in the halfhearted manner most recruits give on their first week.
"Fuck you! The lot of you, get down and give me 20!" I shouted.
No one moved.
"Little fuckers! 20 push-ups, you dumb fucks! Fuck it! Make it 40! At my command!"
The boys scrambled to their feet and got in a push up position.
"DOWN!" I commanded.
"ONE!" the boys counted, some struggling to get their first push-up in.
"DOWN!" I commanded again.
"TWO!" The boys counted.
And so on...
Now would be a good time to introduce myself proper. My name is Chris low, much like these boys, I was required to join the army for 2 years at the age of 18. All men are required to do so under the Military Conscription Act mandated by the local government. I am 20 years old now and this would be the last batch of recruits I would have to take before I complete my military service. My two years as a soldier has kept my body lean, with defined muscle tone and broad shoulders. However, being Asian, I was 5'7 and 75lbs, much smaller than most recruits that come in every batch, considering that they were usually non-asian. My recruits were a mix of ethnicities in order to build harmony and camaraderie without racial bias. That meant that every batch I would be surrounded by whites, blacks, Hispanics, etc. and every batch, I would have to prove myself as a commander to these dumbasses who think that I am smaller and weaker. I must run faster, work harder and push further than every recruit and so far, I have managed to do so. I was the commander in my company that no one fucks with and I was proud of that.
"Down!" I exclaimed, my throat getting parched from the shouting.
"FOR-TY." The recruits grunted as many fell to the floor unable to get up.
"Next instructions! You all have 15 minutes! Wash up and change to your civilian clothing! You will leave camp for your weekend at 2000H sharp. Anyone late and the whole platoon will not be going home this weekend! Understood?!"
"Yes sir!" the recruits chorused with enthusiasm, as if the fatigue from the push-ups were all gone.
Like clockwork, 2000H sharp, 42 recruits dressed in civilian clothing lined up at the gate. Ready to leave. I conducted the last parade and dismissed the recruits. A quick right turn and the recruits marched out the gates before breaking out of formation and rushing off. I waited for the gate to clear before heading back to the office. I was the only one left in the office since all my fellow officers and superiors had left and I was the duty officer for the weekend. This meant that I would be the only one in the company line over the weekend and I would have to be the main point of contact should anything happen over the weekend. I took off my boots and melted into my chair. A week's worth of physical and mental fatigue settling into my body. I laid still for 20 mins before finally overcoming the inertia of getting up for a shower. I went up to my bunk and grabbed a small black duffle bag. Inside, was my soap, a towel, my sleeping attire, a 4" pink dildo and a pair of lacey pink cheeky panties.
I know the last two items are out of place but let me explain. I grew up in a very strict traditional asian family. There was always pressure on me to perform well and be the best, a pressure amplified by the fact that I was the only son. Growing up, I witnessed how my younger sister had less pressure and attention from my parents and I yearned for her carefree life. I began to crave having a female mindset and having little control of the decisions in my life. The feminist in me knows that this is a gross misconception fueled by the traditional conservative mindsets, but it quickly became my darkest fantasy and a shameful secret I engage in whenever I was alone at home. I would steal my sister's clothes from her dressers and put them on before posing in front of my mirror. As I posed, my stress and expectations faded away. All that mattered was the cute girl looking back at me in the mirror, her only goal was to look pretty and be happy; pure bliss.
At the age of 19, I was commissioned as an officer in the army and my parents were gleaming with pride, but the pressure to be masculine and in charge only made my feminine cravings worst. By now, my feminine tendencies had already escalated beyond the visual and I now found sexual release as I started masturbating in feminine wear. I bought my own panties and the pink dildo online which I've used to satisfy my urges every weekend for the past 11 months. I was almost addicted, okay who am I kidding, I'm addicted. Having heard that I would have to spend my weekend in camp, my feminine urges overcame my logical facilities and I decided to bring the panties and dildo to camp.
Being an officer, I knew exactly where all the cameras were, so I knew the only truly private places were the bathrooms and bunks. I would have masturbated in the bunks but that would have been a mess and a messy bunk was a cardinal sin in a military setting. I brought my black duffel to the officer's bathroom but was greeted with a sign stating that the water for the officer's bathroom would be shut over the weekend due to maintenance. This meant that the only bathroom I could use was the recruits' bathroom. I went downstairs to the recruits' bunks and patrolled each bunk to ensure that no one was around. I calculated the risk of being caught but my urges won that fight and I decided to indulge myself in the recruits' toilet.