How did I get here? How is it I am kneeling, taking two hard cocks in my mouth simultaneously while I also have 1 in each hand, a man underneath me forcing his cock into my well moistened asshole while yet another pushes me forward to try and push his rampant member up my slutty ass as well? Was I destined, predetermined by some sex god, to end up like this? I don't really know, nor do I care at this point!
Well to explain it I suppose I have to go back quite a way in time. So let me start about two years ago. Back then I was considerably closer to 350 pounds than I wanted to be, although I had started an exercise regimen on my own, to lose the weight. Other than my weight you should know what I look like, I am 6' tall, have brown curly hair that falls naturally, when long, in ringlets, have hazel green eyes that change color with my mood and am a black belt in a very old style of martial arts.
Anyhow, about two years ago I accidentally clicked on the wrong room link while looking for a chat room to go into. Instead of a BDSM chat room I ended up in a men for men chat room. I was about to leave it when a gentleman in the room asked me a question, not being the type to ignore something asked of me, I answered him.
I completely forgot my surroundings while talking to this gentleman and ended up speaking to him, over the course of 1 week, nearly every day. Speaking to him was almost hypnotic, somewhat addictive even, and without even noticing it the need to please him, to obey him, overcame me.
Not at first, but eventually, his conversation turned sexual. It was so natural by that point, we spoke of everything anyway, that it did not even faze me when he started asking about my sexual desires, experiences and needs. I, of course, asked similar questions of him the first of which was why he asked the questions of me in the first place.
His answer to my first question was as obvious as it was expected: he wanted to have sex with me and he was looking to see exactly what that would take. Imagine a big, hairy, straight guy like myself actually even speaking to someone about gay sex this comfortably. I don't even talk about sex to my best friends this comfortably. Hell, I don't even talk about sex at all to them.
It was so out of character for me to talk about sex period—let alone with some nameless, faceless, gay guy trying to hit on me through the internet. Perhaps that is the reason though, after all I was not competing with him for women and he was, indeed, nameless and faceless to me.
Was I dominant, submissive or switch? What attracted me? To men? To women? Did I like watersports? Was I into bondage? Discipline? Enemas? Rubber? Leather? Lace? Satin? Suffocation? Imprisonment? Animals? Knife play? Handcuffs? Restraints? Rope? Being used as furniture? Golden showers? What kind of scenes (scenarios) did I like to engage in? Threesomes? Foursomes? Group sex? Forced sex? Consentual?
The questions went back and forth. We must have spoken of every subject, kink, perversion or whatnot under the sun. By the time we had finished speaking that night we probably knew each other better than the lovers either of us had had in the past.
It was also that day/night that we learned we each lived in the same general area as the other, not only the same state, but the same region within it. Of course being as careful as I am I did not get too specific. It would not have done good to have someone I've never met showing up on my doorstep to have their way with me.
Although I had never met him, and doubted I ever would, we still continued to talk like old friends, albeit I knew he wished to seduce me. Still he wanted to speak to me verbally, or, even better, meet face to face. Amazingly what he said seemed so normal even though the subject matter was anything but, and, sure enough he convinced me to meet him face to face (although it did take him quite a while to do so).
He sure wasn't what I expected. Let's face it you meet someone online you expect what—mousy geeks, serial killers in training, wimpy shy type individuals down to the last, right? Not even close! Now I know I am big enough to scare most people, though, after losing 150 pounds so far probably not as scary as I used to be, but this guy was just plain big. At nearly 6'5" tall with shoulder length chestnut brown hair and a barrel chest attached to legs which had thighs the size of fireplugs Master Mike was any woman's wet dream come to life, but he wasn't here for them. He'd come to meet me.
I suppose I should never have told him how much it turns me on to be dominated, as well as forced, into obeying a woman. The first thing he did after meeting me was to force me into his car and away we went.