I'm an Asian male, with slim and very smooth naturally hairless body, and average height. The story happened when I was in my twenties. I hope you enjoy reading it...
Ever since a teenager I've always had a very strong, repressed desire to get fucked by another man. I think one reason is because my body is quite slender, and extremely smooth devoid of any body hair. My skin is creamy white and silky smooth to the touch which makes me look feminine in a sense and makes me feel inferior to a REAL MAN. Therefore I've always had this shameful craving to be "put into my place" by a bigger, stronger, more virile man, especially a masculine Caucasian male. I feel that I deserve to be forced into the female role during sexual intercourse with another man, to have my sissy body violated by a big manly cock. In other words, I feel that I need to be butt-fucked by a superior man as the fuckee and endure forced anal penetration. But since I was brought up to believe that such dark desire is very shameful and taboo, therefore I also feel that I need to be severely punished for wanting such lewd act performed upon myself. And so I have a strong need to be very soundly spanked, bare-assed, over the knee of my fucker prior to my forced sodomy.
Well, after years of repression, I've finally lost the battle to contain my desires and submitted to another man sexually a few weeks ago. I originally got in touch with him through a newsgroup ad of his. He told me to call him Sir or Master Jim. He's also based in Dallas. After a few email exchanged we set up a time for me to visit his location. I was extremely nervous knowing what I had gotten myself into but somehow mustered up the courage to meet him and go through with whatever was in store for me. Master Jim is a very tall, masculine Texan guy. Rugged looking, all man. I felt very inferior standing in front of him, just like the naughty sissy boy that I am - about to be soundly punished for various misdeeds. I had to admitted to Master Jim that I've been very naughty jerking off to porno magazines and wasting money on spanking videos from adult bookstores. Very sternly, he told me that he's gonna blister my naughty Chinese ass for that and ordered me to strip naked. It was extremely embarrassing for me to have to take off all my clothes, including shoes and underwear, in front of a fully-clothed stranger. I felt weak, vulnerable, standing buck-naked in front of a man who's about to punish me like a naughty child.
I was pulled face-down across his strong lap. Since I had told him in earlier emails that I desire to feel utterly helpless during my punishment, he twisted my arms behind my back and hand-cuffed my wrist together and pinned them against the small of my back effortlessly with his left hand. He started out my punishment with a bare-hand spanking. But with his large palm and superior strength it didn't take long for me to start squirming over his lap in pain. He lectured me on what a naughty Asian boy I had been and how I needed to have my rounded rear-end soundly spanked to teach me a firm lesson. I alternated between "yes sir", "I'm sorry", and "not too hard please" with each SLAP of his strong hand. Inside I felt unspeakably humiliated to be actually spanked, totally-naked, like that by another man. I knew he was staring at my feminine-looking, rapidly reddening buttocks.
He finished off my punishment with a ten-minute steady, methodical paddling with a large wooden paddle which set my naughty oriental buns on fire. Here, all my darkest, repressed fantasies had finally come true and yet I was in utter agony with each resounding SMACK of that unrelenting paddle against my blistered ass-cheeks. I could feel my buttocks temporarily flattened with each stinging impact then bounced back to their original roundedness with a fresh jolt of pain. I squealed like the little sissy that I was throughout the entire paddling.
When it was over Master Jim kept me over his lap while he fondled my well-reddened ass-cheeks soothingly. His rough palms also roamed freely all over the silky-smooth skin of my soft upper-thighs, my bare arms and shoulders. I was whimpering and squirming over his lap but it also felt incredibly arousing to be man-handled like that - allowing another man to fondle my defenseless body for his erotic pleasure...
After a little while I could feel him spreading my inflamed ass-cheeks open, exposing my most secret opening. I knew he was gazing at my puckered asshole with lust. My master picked up a tube of K-Y jelly nearby and I knew what was coming. Oh no, I'm getting prepared for anal penetration, something which I'd never experienced before. Then I felt a greased fingertip touching and probing at my anal opening. Before long it slid inside my tensed rectal passage. It was a weird feeling having someone's thick middle finger inserted inside my virgin asshole. Master Jim was carefully lubricating my inner-wall as well as loosening up my tight sphincter muscle. He gradually worked a couple more fingers inside me. To my horror I suddenly realized that my sissy Asian penis had stiffened up underneath my belly.
