Chapter V. Back at School
This work is fiction. The characters are fictional and are not based on real people. They are, however, over the age of 18.
I lay in my bed back in the dormitory at St Chester. The four days at San Luis Reservoir seemed like a dream. I wouldn't have been able to look back on them as if it hadn't been for the pictures. That digital camera I bought with Grandma's legacy, along with the air tickets and rental car. Now it was winter, and I still hadn't found a replacement for MollyโI doubt there is one, but I ought to have at least been able to find a girl friend that would satisfy my needs. She didn't have to be another Molly. The trouble is that I'm just wasn't willing to put out the effort. I just lay around and moped, then when I couldn't stand it, I'd get out the pictures and beat off.
The pictures are eminently worthy. They're almost all from our last evening together. The first evening had been too filled up by everything that was going on to take the camera out. Then the second and third evenings, things slowed down some and Molly and I spent relatively more time in the bed in the RV, not just making love but talking and having a meeting of the minds.
Then the last day I realized I'd wasted wonderful opportunities to store up memories like nuts for a cold winter and my trigger finger became hyperactive on the camera.
Mike and Jodi joined us for another foursome and helped point the camera. In one shot that always arouses me, my dripping cock looms out of my pubic hair looking unbelievably huge. The reason it is huge because Mike's cock is in my rectum and you can tell that because I have two sets of balls hanging down between my legs. There is also a shot of me fucking Mike's asshole from in front, as if he were a girl with his legs pushed up into the air so I can get my cock under his butt. You can't see my cock at all, and his cock looks like it is mine except for being upside down.
My favorite shot is of Molly alone, on her back, knees up and apart, her legs reaching toward the camera like the colonnade of St. Peter's Basilica. How appropriate. Her knees were a colonnade for St. Peter, a funnel to guide him into the holy of holies. Her cunt is moist, pink, swollen, welcoming. In the next shot, St. Peter is inserted and you can see the tender inner lips of her clitoris draped over it. I took those myself. Another shot shows my cock dripping strings of precum as it bounces against Molly's cheek, and later another shot shows cum dripping down her chin.
I keep these pictures in a manila file envelope between my mattress and the springs. I am very careful not to let anyone know I have them. They're between Molly and me. Okay, Molly, Mike, Jodi (or Jody, I can never remember) and me, and they haven't seen prints of them--just the tiny image of them in the LCD of the camera.
Saturday, I spent most of the day in the library. Just as I was leaving I passed Joey, my roommate, coming in. "Hey, Joey, whazzup?"
"Hey, Fred. I got a book reserved from 5:00 to 7:00. It's on closed reserve. Man, I hate that, you know, when you can't take out a book and have to read it in the library."
"Yeah, that's the pits."
"Well, I'll see you back at the room."
I walked quickly back to the room. I'd have two hours to myself. Time for a good fantasy fuck.
After adjusting my attitude with some herb, I stripped and lay back on my bed with my lovely 8 x 10 Kodachromes, except they are color computer prints. I started with my favorite picture of Molly's cunt, wide open for me, and pumped my cock until I was just on the verge of coming. Then, to cool off, I stroked my balls and stomach and pinched my nipplesโanything that felt good that didn't put friction on the skin of my cock, which was as red as a Maraschino cherry.
I love to play with my glans penis when it's just on the verge of coming. The feeling is so intense, I can hardly stand it, which, of course means I love it. I circled my thumb and forefinger around the lip of the onion bulb and the lesser fingers around the shaft and frigged over and back, back and forth across the lip with a gentle motion. That's what I did with one hand, while, with the other, I pulled out a picture of Mike butt fucking me. The picture of Molly fell to the floor but I was too busy to pick it up as I teased my cock closer and closer to the edge.
Suddenly the door opened and Joey walked in. The door was closing behind him before he realized what he'd walked in on.
"You didn't lock the door."
"I damn well did." I felt funny, embarrassed, lying there holding a hand over my boner.
Joey reached back and turned the knob. "Yes, you did. You just didn't close it all the way."
"I keep doing that."
"Man, this is embarrassing. I'm sorry."
"Don't worry. I hear you whacking off all the time. You hear me doing it. It's not like it's a big secret."
"Yeah, I know. But it's still embarrassing."
"Don't worry."
"Hey, what's this?" Mike reached down and picked up the picture of Molly. "Where did you get that? My God, that's Molly."
"Yeah. I guess you know where I got it then."
"Damn, that's hot."
"I'm in trouble if you ever tell her you have seen them. Know what I mean? Don't let anybody know about these, please!"
"These?" He looked around. Saw the rest. Picked them up and started to leaf through them. My head wasn't entirely there. My cock was still on watch, in my fist, even if it was quickly losing its stiffness. Mike picked up the stack of photos. The next photo in line was taken of Molly and me fucking, taken by Jodi shooting us from the side. It was very hot, but not pornographic. Her breasts looked fine, but my cock wasn't visible and neither was her pussy. Hard cocks and open pussies are what separates art from porn, as far as I can see. "God, her tits are amazing. I've never seen better."
"Me neither."