July finally gave way to August, and that meant David would be returning to college. They met up one last time, on a warm Tuesday evening. Neither was sure how things would go, and they hadn't spoken about deepening the sexual nature of their relationship. And when they met--this time at the edge of the baseball field, since both of their parents were home--there was nothing all that exciting they could do. Riley joked that they could go under the bleachers and--
"And what?" David asked.
Get your cock back in my mouth, Riley wanted to say, but he didn't. "Nothing."
Riley felt bad for answering so curtly. But David gave him a sort of sad smile and tossed him the basketball. He jutted his head in the direction of the courts.
"Come on. Let's just play a few games. Like old times."
Riley was able to get his mind off of David once September came around, and he went back to his college. There, it was easy to find distractions: schoolwork, projects, girls, and, now, guys. Guys were easy. He downloaded an app and, for the former football star, they came pouring in. Classmates, locals, men from out of town on business, even a few professors--all of them offered themselves to Riley. But other than a few exchanged hand jobs and blow jobs, and no matter how handsome his hookups, none of it felt quite the same as being with David.
Sometimes, he dreamed of being with David, and those dreams would vary between fairly accurate memories of the things they'd done (not just sex things; get your mind out of the gutter), and he would wake up feeling like something was missing. He didn't know what it was--not just a sexual yearning, but something deeper. Sometimes he would try to jack off after these dreams, but it was never very satisfactory. A dry, desperate feeling, and then release, and then nothing.
Even his roommate noticed. "Hey, you never seem to bring girls around anymore."
Riley shrugged. "Yeah. Just busy with school lately, you know?"
"Never stopped you before."
He wasn't bringing anyone around, but he was traveling to others' places more. The best hookups (or as good as he could get) were with anonymous guys, slightly older, young professionals. They made out on tasteful sofas and then fall onto clean sheets, with Riley undoing flies and wrapping his mouth around their hard pricks. This surprised the men, who assumed Riley, tall and broad-shouldered, would want to be blown first.
A good number of them offered to bottom for him, or to top when he said no. But he wasn't ready yet. Not in the sense that he couldn't do it, as he had taken easily to placing himself inside David, but that something felt wrong about taking another man besides David at this time. So he could easily drop to his knees for some handsome, hard-bodied man and take him into his mouth. But he could not do more than that.
A few weeks after school had started, on a Friday night, Riley received a text from David.
Hey, I'm really horny lol
Riley's cock instantly pricked up. He had been lying in bed, not really doing much. No parties to go to, and no one to see.
What do you want to do about it? he texted back.
A few minutes later, there was another ping. An image had been sent. Riley could not say why, but his throat tightened, knowing that even though he had seen before what he was about to see again, David sending him a picture felt like a new step.
Riley opened it, and it was better than he could've imagined. David was standing in front of a full-length mirror. He was a wearing a tank-top that might as well have been nothing--Riley could clearly see the outline of David's pecs and the V of his lats--but no underwear. His thick, hard cock pointed up, loosely grasped in one of his hands.
I think I'll do this, David wrote.