I just could not start without him. Even imagining my wildest dreams it wasn't the same.
Richard was on the train coming over, but he said it was delayed and he would be about an hour late, so there was I all ready but there was no one to share.
I guess it was my fault, but it was always the same when I knew Richard was coming to see me for our weekly session. I was just erect long before he arrived and aching for his magic touch, the touch only Richard could give me and the sensuous feel of his mouth and tongue taking me everywhere. That is what made it so very special with Richard, there were no boundaries and no inhibitions as far as he was concerned. He would just help himself and that is what thrilled and delighted me about him.
So with him being an hour late and with me ready to go, what could I do but masturbate?, just to ease the overriding tension, that's what he said to do over the phone, just to start without him and he would finish me off when he arrived with a corking deep throbbing fuck.
But try as I may I could not reach anything. I could have under normal circumstances, if I had not been expecting him, But somehow because he was coming nothing less that the smell and taste of him and everything else we do is not the same, and I find my cock going limp in my hands. Like it had a mind of its own, like it was being downright stubborn and refusing to rise to the occasion until he could be properly tendered in the way he had become accustomed, with lots of deep prolonged sucking and balling, combined with the wonderful tease and touch of Richard's eager fingers exploring me down under in the place where he wanted to go, always telling me just how great I looked and what a great ass I have got, just for him to enjoy and fuck.
So by the time Richard did arrive he could see I was a nervous wreck with nothing to show other than a deep red flushing.
"You poor Baby" he said looking at me with those deep blue lustful eyes, "Well we shall certainly have to ease your frustration and I think I have just the remedy for that," he said.
He took my hand, he looked gorgeous in his beige chino's and loose cotton shirt showing off his hairy chest. He looked so wonderful, he was such a turn on and I had him all to myself for the rest of the day, and hopefully more if he wanted to sleep with me.
Leading me to the kitchen I knew instantly what he wanted, no not the coffee he said, that could wait, firsts things first so then I relished the other reason he would want to take me into the kitchen. One of his favourite positions was to have me bent over the mahogany kitchen table, given a couple of deep filled cushions taken from a chair nearby and placed beneath my tummy, to give him the maximum benefit of my hind in all the ways he just relished me.