I believe my purpose in life has been to worship cock. From my early 20's when I saw my first hard cock I was hooked. I loved Penthouse magazine but it wasn't the amazing boobs and sweet cunts that spoke to me. I was drawn to the beautiful hard cocks. I dreamed of hard cocks, all sizes, shapes and colors in me, my mouth, my hands, and my craving ass. I also couldn't wait for those cocks filling my holes to load me with cum. My desires, no, my need, was to be filled and covered in cum. I couldn't look at a man without thinking about his cock, wondering what it would look like, feel like in me, filling me, fucking me, and rewarding me with massive amounts of cum. I am a proud submissive cum slut bottom. I love being watched and being taken by man after man that watches me in action.
After too many years of dreams and fantasy it was time to take things in hand and experience my first cock. I had read many stories about bathhouses, the anonymous sex, cocks of all kind available to suck and to fuck me. In my mid 30's I had my first experience at a bathhouse in Washington, DC. It was all I had hoped for and more. It was the beginning of a life-long addiction to cock and cum.
I travelled frequently for business. It became my habit to check the phone book when I got settled into my hotel room. Some larger cities had weekly newspapers that had lots of ads for adult entertainment. I would begin my search for listings of adult bookstores and theaters and of course bathhouses or saunas. After finding a desired facilityI would hop in the bathroom and clean myself well for an evening of lust and fucking.
One of my favorite cities was Phoenix. As I recall, the bathhouse was amazing. It had everything a horny bottom like me could want. I would always get a private room, just in case, but there was lots of public play areas, which I love. I love being watched while I'm on my knees with my mouth full or on my back with my ass being plowed. There were lots of cubby places throughout with dark areas. There was a glory hole maze, video room playing the latest x rated gay films, a room with a sling and fuck bench, open gang showers, and my favorite the steam room.