Billy told me when we got back home Darren had proposed marriage while they were together, not till after graduation. Billy was over the moon, he planned to move in with Darren once he was done, Darren had a job offer for Billy he could not refuse. Scott and I had discussed he and I cohabitating, but I was not ready to marry him yet.
Life went on, Billy and I talked with our guys nightly, we spend the summer with them, Scott and I travelled on his motorcycle, Darren and Billy tagged along. We had an amazing summer, camping in a tent, sunning on the beach, taking hotel rooms when we needed a shower, it truly was amazing.
With one more year of classes, we were getting closer to being done and being in the work world. Billy and Darren planned their wedding, it would be a small informal ceremony Scott standing for Darren, myself for Billy. A party afterwards, the two of them flying off to Hawaii for their honeymoon.
It's amazing how quickly time flies by, the year coming to a close, graduation then, work, I was approached by a firm that wanted me to head their office in the east, Scott being in the west would make it really difficult for us to have an actual relationship.
We both knew the long distance thing was okay for a short while but both he and I both needed a warm body in our beds nightly. We would attempt to see if we could work it out but with our schedules we already knew we would not see much of each other. Scott attended my graduation, Darren was here to pick up Billy, they planned to marry as soon as they could.
It was hard to watch all three of them leave me when the time came for them to go, it would be eight months before I would see any of them. The wedding planned to the last detail they did not want to leave anything left unplanned. Work quickly consumed my life, I worked sometimes ten eleven hours in one day, I came home exhausted.
I rented a small apartment close to work so my commute would be easy and I was also close to the gym and shopping. I made some investments that paid off highly, reinvested and made that much more money, I advanced quickly in the firm, I was VP in no time flat. My life consisted of work, work and more work, even when I was not at work I was on my computer or my phone working.
Seeing Scott at the wedding, he picked me up at the airport, I was not sure how to greet the man, could I kiss him, should I kiss him, I still was madly in love with the man. He stood there at the arrivals, I saw him as we came down the escalator, I teared up immediately, Scott too was tearing up. Billy told me Scott dated but he could not find a man he could settle down with.
I myself had no social life unless it was work related, I masturbated when I could but I did not have time to date or even have casual sex. Seeing Scott standing there, my emotions got the better of me, I felt the longing for male companionship. I needed a man to hold me, kiss me, tell me he cared for me, as I got closer to the bottom of the escalator I had to get myself in control, wipe my eyes.
I slowly walked to Scott, the tears again flowing down my face, I so loved this man, I wanted to be with him, I would marry this guy if we could be in the same city. Scott too was in tears, he pulled me to him, I dropped my carry on and held him tight, I kissed his neck, I so wanted to kiss his lips.
We stood there lost in each others arms, his body holding me tight, his cock arching outward, I wanted to get on my knees in the middle of the airport and suck his juices right out of him. He let me loose enough so we were face to face, his eyes on my eyes, his lips coming in closer and closer. Scott kissed me, I was in heaven, it had been so long since I had been kissed. I worried my cock may blow a load in my pants it had been so long since I had actual contact of any kind.
Scott and I kissed lost in each other blocking out any and all passers by, he pulled away, holding my hand in his, we got my luggage and walked out hand in hand. Scott loaded my suitcase in the trunk then opened my door for me, carefully shut it and got into the car, he leaned in for one more kiss before he started the car.
"I've missed you so much Tom."
"Missed you too Scott, still love you so much, think of you daily."
Scott put the car back into park, looked at me taking my hand into his.
"Marry me Tom."
"You can't be serious Scott?"
"I have never been more serious Tom, I love you and want you at my side."
"I love you too Scott more than you will ever know but at this point in time I can't say I can marry you, you have no idea how much I want to marry you and be at your side, but you have your business here I have my career on the other coast, I need to get myself sorted before I can commit to you."
I could tell Scott was disappointed, but he knew we both had our lives in our own cities we had to deal with. Scott was upfront with me telling me of dates he had been on, some so funny, some kind of scary, I told him honestly I did not have time to date or even hook up, I had not had sex with another person, he was my last.
"Tom that was eight month ago, even I hooked up a few times."
"Nope not once, my life is consumed by work."
I held Scott's hand as he drove to his condo, once parked he came to my door opening it for me, taking out my suitcase, insisting on carrying it for me. When we got into his condo he had flowers for me, one dozen roses, and a card telling me how much he really loved me and missed me. I again was in tears, he and I held each other.
"Scott I love you so much, I wish you and I could be together."
I gently pulled Scott in for a kiss, he kind of held himself back, not letting me hold him or kiss him.
"Not sure it's a good idea for us to do this Tom, I will get used to you in my bed once again for you to have to leave in a a few days."
"Would you rather I stay in a hotel Scott? Cause I can if it's uncomfortable for you to have me here."
Scott looked at me, holding me at arms length, a single tear down his right cheek, I went in and wiped it away with my thumb. He would have me in tears in no time here, I let my arms pull away from his body, Scott held his on my hips, his eyes on my eyes.