When i was 18, I used to go to a friend's house often. He was 5 months older than me. We would usually watch movies or just hang out. Back then, computers were only in one room at school.
Eventually, he found some porn vhs tapes. We would watch these, and would take turns going to the washroom when we got too horny. One day he said, I can't do it man, and pulled his cock out and started stroking there on the coach. I'd watch him and then joined in.
This became the regular movie scenario for awhile, then I got the nerve to suggest stroking each other. I feared I went too far, then he leaned back and let me Jerk his cock. It felt so hard yet so soft. He reached over and stroked me at the same time, it felt so good to not do it myself.
Eventually we didn't need the movies, we would go to the bedroom to hang out, and jerk each other off.
One night, he had me so horny. Jerking me for awhile he leaned in and kissed me. I didn't want him to stop stroking, so I kissed him back. I was getting close, then I felt his tongue enter my mouth. We sat there French kissing as he slowed his hand to edge me.
He moved down and took me in his mouth, mapping out the veins with his tongue. I have to stop him, I don't want to cum too fast.
I move down and lick his cock, shortly after I started sucking him he made me stop, and went back down on me. I wasn't sure why at the time, but eventually figured out he's a strict bottom. I could feel my orgasm coming, he took me out of his mouth and jerked me until I came.
Eventually I got married, and tried to put the bisexual experience as just curiosity. Even though I would still daydream about playing with my friend.
A few years later, he stopped at the store I worked at and we talked for a bit, just generally. I would drop him off at his place on my way home. After a few times, we're almost to his place when he says something that shocked me.
Do you think we can play like we used to sometime? I'm overwhelmed at the time, and say I'm married, we were exploring when we were younger. He went inside, I could see he felt rejected. That was the last I saw him unfortunately, I probably would have changed my mind if he came around a couple days later.
A few years go by, sex life at home gets pretty rare, and when it happens, pretty boring. I stumbled upon an app with a bunch of chat groups. Here I met an amazing woman, and although I didn't think it possible, we fell in love.
We talked about everything, even my story of playing with my friend. She not only was okay with it, but supported me. She even told me that when she decides to watch porn, it's always bi guys with a woman. She even offered to suck a cock with me if we got together. Her support allowed me to accept, it's okay to play with the same sex.
In another group, I heard about another website for guy hook ups, even advertising, for the curious. I made an account, basic information, uncut, straight curious.